Chapter 17: On the train

We got to the train station; it was very busy so we had to push those stupid trolleys things through a big huge crowd.

Remus had gotten me a brown trunk even though I told them I had my own bags I could use, they said that they were too muggle, so all my stuff was in an ugly brown trunk thing.

I wasn't even able to push the trolley by myself so Remus was pushing it for me; we had all our stuff on one. I guess there was a way for the teachers to get there faster but they wanted me to see everything first hand so they got me and Remus and a couple of other teachers going on the train, McGonagall wasn't even there, just Remus and a few other teachers I didn't know.

"I would be perfectly satisfied if I didn't see everything" I huffed when we got to where that plat form supposedly was.

"Oh would you now" Remus grinned at me.

"Keep you mind out of the gutter mister…at least until we get on the train" I said smiling.

"How do we get on the train anyways?" I asked looking for plat form 9 ¾ but not seeing that sign anywhere.

"We go through this wall" he said pointing right at the wall ahead of us.

"I am not going through a wall" I said looking at him like he's gone mad.

"It's the only way to get train, come on we'll go together" he said letting go of one side of the trolley and pulling me into his arms. I was now standing between his arms holing on to the handle with him. He started to run and so did I, I mean I couldn't, not run I would have tripped, I shut my eyes tight not wanting to see as we ran through the wall.

"Holly crap" I whispered as I felt us just slid right through.

"Open your eyes" Remus whispered in my ear.

When I did I saw the most amazing big red train…it looked very magical.

"Wow…how long we going to be on it" I asked turning my head to him.

"We'll get to the school tonight" he said while he started push the trolley again. We loaded up our bags and stuff then went to find an empty compartment.

I lay down on one chair with my legs bent and looked over to Remy smiling, he was sitting on the other side.

"So…we have what…10 hours on here…what are we going to do?" I asked innocently.

"We have a door that locks…curtains on the door, window..." he said getting up and slowly walking over to me.

"Won't we get caught?" I asked sitting up, he was standing right in front of me now.

"Come here" he said putting his finger under my chin, and pulling up. I went into a trance like I usually do. He pulled me to him then he sat down and pulled me gently down on his lap.

"Oh my…so sorry to interrupt, I'm guessing you don't want anything from the trolley?" an old middle-aged woman asked with a knowing smile. I climbed off of Remus sitting as far as I could from him.

"Not right now thank you" I smiled hoping I wasn't as red as I felt.

"Um…I guess I should warn you so that this doesn't happen again…the other teachers are going to come see you in a bit…so if I were you I'd stay where you are now" she said winking then she closed the door and walked away.

"You see this is what we have to work on" I said lazily leaning back and crossing my arms over my chest.

"How to control ourselves?" he asked raising an eyebrow.

"yes…I'm not complaining or anything…in the past weeks I've gotten use to it…but it still…you've got to remember I am a very tiny woman…how am I going to explain to the other students how I got the bruise on my thigh…or on my waist? What if we can't get a separate dorm for me? I'm not saying you hurt me of anything, I mean what we do…I've never felt anything so…wonderful…it's the after math, and I know you have nothing to do with it, it's the werewolf" I said. "And I am very proud you have controlled yourself enough to just bruise…I'm glad you haven't marked me yet…because that…that would be hard to explain".

I knew I was babbling now but I really didn't care, Remus was the one person who would just let me go on and on for hours and he would listen. I found it helped me a lot because at home my sisters would just stop me and I'd have to bottle up my feelings. You see I'm even blabbering in my head.

"You could wear turtle-necks" he suggested.

"Not in the summer" I said. I knew it was hard for him to control his other side and I hated making him suffer like that. I promised him that right after this was all over we'd do it. I loved him I really did; I haven't loved anyone this much ever. Truth be told it was Leo who walked out on me, I thought I loved Leo…I thought he loved me, but I was wrong, I had made up that lie that I wasn't ready to be married yet to protect Leo, even though he had left me I had still loved him, I was willing to die for him. I lied to my sisters for Leo even though he didn't ask. He was the one that left me.

I don't know if I'll ever really tell anyone the truth, before I met Remus I didn't talk about it at all, I avoided it, I locked it away in and never dared to open it, I didn't want to seem weak, because if I did…I know I would survive, he was my angel and he left me.

It's just the fact…I never thought Leo would leave, he was my angel…literally. I just never expected it.

But now I have Remus…and I know he loves me more then Leo ever did. He won't leave me…. I hope.

I don't know if its my best work or not (I'll need your opinion on that) but it is what it is….. I am SO sorry it's SO late but I was a little busy :P I entered into a pageant…..it's the Salmon Princess Pageant! I got 2nd place:( :) but only because it was a little rigged….oh well I'll try again next year…..it wasn't all about looks I had to say a speech in Kwakwala (that's our language) I am first nation (to most of you it's Indian) and I sang a song in kwakwala…. It was all very very had work!! Anyways I'll try catch up on my updates….in the mean time enjoy this one :P :D........ read it a few times if you have to lol lmao

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