Chapter 18: Dreams

After the teachers had came and went, Remus came over to me and laid my head on his lap to fall asleep.

"I love you" I breathed just before sleep claimed me.

I wasn't Phoebe but my dreams were so real it made me wonder if they were premonitions. Most of them are the most amazing dreams I've ever had…but the rest I just wish I didn't see. The most recurring one was the one I loved the most. It was me and Remus in the hospital and we were looking at the tiny baby wrapped in a little pink blanket. I was holding her in my arms and when I looked down at her, she would smile up at me.

By the time I woke up it was just about dark outside, I sat up and stretched then I looked around. Remus wasn't there anymore, I walked out and down the dark hall trying to remember which one the other teachers said they were in.

I walked for a long time until I finally remembered it was the one a couple doors down from where I was. I walked until I got there then I knocked lightly and walked in.

"Oh my god" I gasped covering my mouth and stumbling against the door.

It was horrible; there was blood everywhere, every single one of them…dead.

But Remus wasn't among the bodies of the people I had just met.

"Remus!" I shouted as I ran out. I found the snack lady lying in a heap by the end of the hall.

"No! Remus" I shouted tears soaking my face

I turned and ran as fast as I could, I needed to get as far away as I could from this. The best I could do was back where I last seen Remus I curled up in a ball in the corner and wrapped his jacket around myself.

"Remus" I whispered over and over again every breath I took shaky.

"Piper! Piper!" I heard him call out from far away.

"Remus" I yelled.

"Piper wake up" he said and I felt someone shake me.

"Remus what are you talking about I'm awake" I yelled.

"Piper, Piper wake up" he said again like he didn't even hear me.

I closed my eyes for a second and the next thing I knew I was sitting on the chair, it was light, there was sweat pouring down my face and my breathing was sharp.

"Remus" I gasped through trying to breathe.

"It's okay Piper it was just a dream" I heard him say and as he put his hand on my back I jumped away from him.

"No…no it was real…I felt it" I said pushing my back as far into the wall as possible.

"It's okay now Piper…look we're just about there" he said pointing out the window.

I kept my stare on him not knowing what to do. My dream felt so real, I had lost him, I knew I wouldn't be able live without him now, if I kept our relationship going then it will just be worse when…something does happen. But if I stop us from being together I will never get to hold that little girl in my arms.

"I can't explain it…but I know…I know…it just has to be real" I said relaxing a bit.

"I lost you…everyone was dead" I said then I leaned forward and wrapped my arms around him fast.

"I couldn't find you" I said into his chest.

"I'm right here…I'm not going anywhere, I'll always be here for you when you need me" he said against my hair.

"It felt so real" I mumbled again hugging him tighter.

k here's the next chappter i'm still trying to get back in the game i've been out of it the past couple of days which probably explains why my chapters havent been that good
:( anyways please reveiw and tell me what you think....more reviews is always a good thing...maybe it will motivate me more to write :P :D

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