I guess it really didn't take that long for me to fall asleep. I haven't the slightest clue how long I was sleeping but I had awoke to someone gently playing with strands of my hair with one hand. I glanced up and saw Josh looking down at me with a look that gave me goose bumps. I blushed deeply and put my face on his chest. I felt him laugh lightly as he wrapped both of his arms around my waist.
"Hello sleepyhead" He spoke, his accent sound crisp and perfect.
"I'm sorry I fell asleep." I said sadly as I looked up at him again.
"It's quite alright love. It was only for twenty minutes, you didn't miss much." He spoke reassuringly as he rubbed my back.
I laid there for a moment, just enjoying the sensation of having someone rub my back and actually paying this much attention to me. I took a deep breath before I slowly began to sit up. Josh let go of me, making it easier for me to move.
I sat up and pulled him to a sitting position as well, than I positioned myself between his legs.
"Thank you, for letting me sleep on you then." I said smiling.
"Anytime." He smiled, but I could tell there was more behind that simple response.
I looked at him for a moment before putting my hand on the side of his face, leaning forward and putting my lips against him. I started kissing him gently but the moment his hands began to grab at me, it got a little heated. I decided to be a tease; I pulled away from him and watched as he gazed up at me in confusion. I managed to untangle myself from his hold and got off of the bed and stood up.
"Oi, get back here love!" Josh growled playfully.
"If you want me, come get me." I stuck my tongue out at him and backed up a few inches so I was further away from him.
"What a challenge" He mocked me.
I watched him get off the bed and start to run at me. I made a weak attempt at trying to run away but he had already caught me and lifted me from the ground. I let out a loud giggle and scream.
"Put me down, Josh. Put me down" I half giggled and half yelled.
He set me down on my feet carefully, backing me up against a wall. He placed one of his hands on my hip and his other remained beside my face against the wall.
"I got you." He smiled down at me.
"Yes you did" I sighed in defeat but still tried to wiggle away. His hand on my waist kept pushing me back against the wall.
"No, no. You stay. You're all mine now love." Josh spoke, his voice almost seductive.
That was enough. I grabbed his face and pulled it back to mine, pressing my lips against his with as much force as I could. I let go of his face and wrapped my arms around his neck, Josh's hand moved from the wall down to my waist. Our kissing slowed down slightly as I felt him reach down to pick me up. I wrapped both of my legs around his waist and continued to kiss him.
I was going to miss this; I didn't want this to end.
I time was soon interrupted by Max barging into the room.
"Oi love birds, stop having sex" Max laughed and tried to push us over.
"Mate, if I drop her, I'll kill you." Josh glared at Max as my grip on him got tighter.
"Alright, alright man. Just a joke." Max sighed and put his hands up defensively.
I tapped Josh's hands on my waist as a sign to let me go. I hopped back down to the floor and stood beside him.
"Is there a reason you interrupted us mate?" Josh glared at his band mate. I elbowed him in the side lightly for being mean; he looked at me with sexually frustrated eyes.
"Manager wants us to get ready to head out within the next hour. Just thought you'd want to know," Max said with a sigh and walked back out to see the rest of the group, shutting the door behind him.
"Shit." Josh growled and stepped away from me.
My stomach sank, Josh was going to be gone within the hour and I had no idea when I would be able to see him again face to face. I leaned back against the wall and slowly slid down to the floor, tucking my knees under my chin.
"What now?" I spoke, my voice cracking as I spoke.
Josh could tell I was obviously bothered; he turned around and saw me on the floor. His face fell, eyes filled with sadness as he sat down beside me.
"This won't be the last time you see me, I am determined to see you again. Don't even think this is goodbye." He looked at me seriously and lightly touched my cheek.
"Good." Was the only word I managed to say.
I pulled my phone out of my pocket to see a couple missed text messages from Jess and one from Rachel. Rachel is my best friend and unfortunately she wasn't able to attend Warped Tour with me this year. I don't even know if she would believe everything I have to tell her about today. I don't even know if I've fully processed it myself.
Josh had taken my phone from my hands before I had the chance to even answer my text messages. He was typing something into my iPhone. I looked over to see what he was doing. He was giving me his phone number.
"We will text every day. Face time, Skype. Everything okay? This will work." He looked at me, his voice so sure and steady.
"It fucking better." I looked at him and gave him a faint smile. "We should probably get up though and head out" I added.
Josh stood up from the floor and then helped me up.
"Wait, before you leave love. Take this." He said as he handed me his plaid button up shirt.
"Thank you, I don't really have anything for you though…" I spoke sadly. "But maybe we can take a cute picture, you can have that." I smiled playfully.
"Sounds good," Josh smiled and grabbed his iPhone from his pocket, turning the camera on. He turned to me with a smile and leaned in to kiss me, his hand lightly touching my chin as he snapped the picture.
"See how cute that is?" I smiled and kissed him once more before going to grab his hand.
We walked out of the room to meet up with the rest of the crew in silence. Jess was sitting down talking to Matt about random things that didn't seem that important to me at the moment.
"Jess, we should probably go. They need to start packing up and leaving." I said, trying to keep my voice steady.
Josh tensed up beside me as I spoke, his arms wound tightly around my waist. I could tell he didn't want me to leave. I sighed and rested into his arms.
"Okay." Jess spoke as she got up. She said her goodbyes to the rest of the band. "I'll meet you outside." She said as she walked out the door.
My hands found Josh's at my waist, I grabbed them and managed to loosen his hold. I held his hands in mine as I turned around and looked up at him.
"Remember what you said to me back in the room, this isn't goodbye. We will see each other again. You have my number. It'll be okay." I spoke, trying to sound as sure and positive as I could but it almost sounded like I was trying to reassure myself that everything was going to be okay.
"I know love, I'm just going to miss you." Josh looked at me and squeezed my hands.
"I know. I will miss you too." I sighed. I stood on my tip toes and went in for one more kiss before backing away.
"I'll see you soon though." I said and began to walk away from him. "Goodbye guys, have a safe tour." I waved and hopped off the bus before I lost my cool.
This was the last time for a while that I was going to be able to see Josh and I already was counting the days.
