Chapter 28: Easier isn't always better

"Remus, Honey wake up, we need to get back to the school. Madame Pomfrey should take a look at you and make sure your okay" I said shaking him lightly.

"He is out cold hey…does he always sleep this hard?" Paige asked standing a few feet away looking at us.

"Most of the time…I think I know how to wake him up" I said with a smile.

I leaned down and softly kissed him, I pulled back to see if it did anything and all he did was move a little. I frowned and leaned down again this time kissing him a little more roughly. I smiled into it when I felt him respond by opening his mouth. I teased him a little until he moaned impatiently.

I laughed and pulled away looking up at Paige. "Remind me never to sleep in with you around" she said sarcastically.

I looked back and Remus was staring smugly at me. "Get up; I can't feel anything below my ass" I said my eyebrows raised.

"Oh really now?" he asked with a cheeky grin, his comment made Paige gag.

"Get your mind out of the gutter Mister! How many times do I have to tell you that? My sister is standing right over there" I said thrusting m finger towards her for a second.

"Sorry Paige" he said blushing slightly and sitting up. I chuckled at his hair; his light brown hair was all over the place.

"Come on lets go" Paige said laughing at us while she walked out.

"You feel okay?" I asked looking over to him.

"Yeah…I'm sorry I scratched you" he said looking at the cut on my cheek.

"It's nothing" I said moving to stand but remembering my side I stopped moving all together.

"What's wrong?" he asked coming over to me fast the blanket that was around his waist lay forgotten. Paige must have thrown that on him before she woke me up.

"Nothing…I was just…laying wrong" I lied trying my best to stay focused on something other then him naked…and the pain. I worried my bottom lip in between my teeth looking at his toned chest, not many people believe he was really strong, and muscular, and totally hot! Just because of the way he dressed, he was good at hiding his muscles, he was also very shy in his own way of course, he wasn't very shy when we first met and I didn't like him at all.

"Lying wrong? You can't even move" he said slowly picking me up I was a little surprised he was able to still do that in his condition but I wasn't complaining, of course I wasn't, I wrapped my arms around him and felt the muscles in his back, I bit back a moan remembering what just happened that night, I unwrapped my arms.

"Ow…it's my side…it hurts" I said grimacing when I tried to get him to put me down.

"Just stay still" he orders holding me tighter so I couldn't squirm around.

"Remus you're in really bad shape! now put me down" I said hitting his arm; I felt his muscles tense and relax but my hitting had no effect on him.

"Piper, I'm fine okay…where are my other clothes?" he asked he must have felt the chill. I thought to myself smirking.

"They're in your bag" I said in a duh tone. "Now…can we please leave this dump?" I asked.

He placed me back down on the couch and was about to go over to his bag when I grabbed his arm and the back of his head I pulled him into a very passionate kiss.

"You can't expect me not to do anything when you look like that, now do you?" I said.

"I was wondering" he laughed only our foreheads touching.

"Well I was trying" I said pulling him back down.

"Hey guys…! Ah…um….wow" Paige said walking in and now standing frozen in the doorway looking at Remus.

"Paige!" I shrieked. Pulling Remus down and covering him behind me.

"Get out!" I yelled when she just stood there.

"Oh yeah right sorry!" she jumped as she turned and exited the room, stumbling around as she did so.

"Sorry about that…my sisters seem to walk in on me at the totally wrong moments…and seem to somehow, someway see my men naked" I smiled when I remembered when Phoebe walked in on me and Leo in the shower when she was looking for her lipstick or something, and when Prue thought it was me in the shower and she ended up seeing Leo fresh out of the shower "orbs" and all. And when Phoebe yet again walked in on Leo and I at the club…I can't remember the other ones…all the other guys were nothing to me compared to Leo…now it's Remus.

"Here why don't you put this back on and I will go get your bag" I said the moment now lost, I ignored the pain and stood to pick the blanket back up I threw in on him sighing because he was now covered.

I walked out not letting him protest I went over to the room we put all our stuff in, as a precaution, Remus had us take a lot of precaution. It was ridiculous really how much he made us do before he changed.

I got to his bag deciding I would just grab his clothes my hip started to hurt more and the added weight wouldn't have helped.

I looked and he had a lot of his regular old school teacher clothes, I saw him in just a t-shirt and jeans and believe me he looked a hell of a lot better.

I dug through the bag finally found a shirt he usually wears underneath his sweaters. It was a nice black one, pretty plain, I grabbed one of his more younger looking pants, holding them up I sighed, I so needed to get my boyfriend a whole new wardrobe.

I liked the sound of that… "My boyfriend" of course Remus was already at the point to wanting to mark me and make me his forever but what the heck! He was my boyfriend; I loved him, two very big steps already if you ask me.

I sighed again throwing the bag back to the bed grabbing the clothes I had picked out and the socks, boxers, and shoes I also grabbed.

I walked in and he was standing by the window looking out towards the sun.

"I always knew I was an animal…I promised myself…that I would never fall in love, I never wanted to put anyone through this. It was bad enough I dragged my friends into this; I saw how it hurt James to be away from Lily every time I turned…I don't think we can…we don't have a future together Piper…I can't do this to you. I won't. The only way I know how to mark someone is to bite them…that would change you Piper. It's…I can't control the other half…" Remus said as I stood there shocked and hurt. I squeezed my eyes shut shaking my head.

"No…no…no…Don't ever say that again Remus…I need you, I, I can't…don't say that" I said as I felt a panic attack coming.

"You can't leave me…ever…we can't be apart…we can't" I stuttered.

"I'm not going anywhere, I won't leave" he said seeing how distressed I was he came over and wrapped his arms around me.

"Don't ever say those things to me again" I said into his chest but he heard me loud and clear.

"I won't" he whispered against my head he gave me a soft kiss.

"I'm sorry…I just think…I just think it would be easier…if we didn't love each other…I wouldn't have to worry that I might bit you, or break you…"sighed.

"Sometimes…easier isn't always better" I said looking up at him.

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