Chapter 33: Marking

It's now the day before the full moon. By this time tomorrow I could be bit, I could be changed; all I know is either way I'll be in pain. I am glad for one thing, I'm glad Leo didn't come back yet. Hopefully he never did, I'm going to be different, and I don't know if I'll still be me.

I looked down at the wonderful man sleeping in my lap; I ran my hand from his messy hair down to his where his heart lay. I felt it under my hand. I loved him more then anything. That's why I was willing to do this; I would do anything as long as I stayed with him, as long as he was alive.

I looked around; it was probably a little after 1 in the afternoon. Remus had been asleep for most of the time. Without the Wolfs bane I knew it would make this first transformation without it painful. Mooney said it would get better, easier; all we had to do was survive this one.

He was too tired to do anything. Much to my disappointment…we had done nothing. He fell asleep almost as soon as we got here. I still had a month worth of pent up….energy.

He didn't like wearing t-shirts this close to the full moon he said there was no use because they would just rip anyways. Last time he wore one only because Paige was there. So I now had a sleeping half naked man lying against me and I was sitting here looking at his toned chest, tracing the scars from previous months.

I felt him stir under my hand so I gave him a light kiss on his forehead his eyes fluttered open and he looked up at me. His eyes an icy blue and a small almost forced smile played across his lips.

"Are you in pain?" I asked.

"Not at all, love" he said his voice gravelly.

"Liar" I whispered giving him another soft kiss.

I saw his eyes flash silver and I smiled. I waited as Remus had the silent battle with Moony; I sat and watched his eyes flash his deep blue to the shinning silver.

"Are you going to let Remus do this?" I asked after I saw it was Moony who had won.

"He has hid me for far too long Mate; I will take you as mine tonight. I am not going to let the human take this from me" he said his voice nothing like Remus'. And the next thing I know he's got me pined to the bed. His body over mine his eyes glowing silver.

I had found it in me to be a little bit scared of the wolf trapping me here but my mind and body were definitely not on the same page. I arched my back needing to feel him close to me, needing him more then anything.

I had never been with the wolf before and that alone both scared and excited me even more. I knew from earlier meetings with him that he was rough; he was an animal, so I knew this was going to hurt.

He leaned down and to my surprise gave me a long gentle kiss that left me wanting even more.

"You are safe with me, Mate, I do not wish to cause you pain, you understand?" he said looking me right in the eye. I gave a small nod.

He didn't wish it? But he'll have to; I've read up on it, any and all books on this-He can't help it. I can't stop it.

"But you have to…I understand that too…" I said after awhile of us just looking at each other.

I could feel the fear bubbling up under the lust. I just wanted to get this over with before the fear completely took over and I reacted with my old instincts.

"I am truly sorry it has to be this way" he said giving me small kissing across my jaw line then down my neck. I heard a growl emit from his chest and he pushed me down into the old mattress grabbing my hands and forcing them above my head where he kept a firm hold on them. I counted that as my first bruise which would evidently show up tomorrow.

Rated M (just a warning...)

"Well not really" he growled into my ear. He lightly bit at my pulse point letting his free hand go down to my shirt ripping it apart without a trouble, along with my bra. I was already half naked and it's only been a few seconds.

His hand squeezed my breast a little too hard and I let out a whimper causing him to do it again and again until a moan escaped my mouth surprising me.

"Will you keep your hand there or do I have to tie you down?" he asked probably wanting the use of two hands. I nodded not trusting my voice to say anything.

I had to submit to him or it could be far worse then it needed to be. Everything about my old self was screaming at me not to let him do this…but I really didn't have any choice. I left that person in California…I couldn't go back now.

"Good" he smiled a wolfish grin letting go of my wrists he moved himself down my body then he started sucking and licking my breast as he assaulted the other one with his hand. I couldn't stop my body from arching into his harsh touch and vicious mouth.

A loud moan caught in my throat when he rubbed me through my jeans. I instantly regret changing out of the school uniform it would have been easier.

"Like that Mate? Oh you just wait until I'm fucking you long and hard." He said looking down on me. I hadn't felt him stop the assault on my breast as he slowly but with great pressure rubbed me.

I didn't know if it would be wise of me to ask him to just do it, to tell him I needed him so badly. I couldn't give the wolf to much…I wanted it as painless as possible and a broken pelvis just wouldn't do.

My hips bucked against his hand on their own accord. I heard him laugh but it wasn't the same laugh I heard from Remus, the one I loved so much, it was different…animalistic. And quite frankly it scared the hell out of me.

He undid my pants and with a few swift moves they and my underwear were gone. Considering he only had pants on I'm sure it wouldn't take him that long to shed his clothes.

"You smell so sweet Mate" he said taking a deep breath in. despite my fear I was highly aroused, I was so wet I knew there would be a damp spot on the bed. He spread my legs inhaling deeper.

I screamed in pleasure when I saw and felt his mouth on me sucking me like his life depended on it. I pushed my hips up to his face grounding into him. I threw my head back and let my moans go free. I had kept my hands up above my head but they were now clutching onto the headboard I was lucky was metal.

He was licking and sucking, is tongue going in and out of me, teasing me, biting me. I was sent over the edge when he pushed two fingers up into me I was shaking beneath him using what was left of me to keep my hand where they were.

I collapsed exhausted already trying to catch my breath. I was left in little aftershocks as he continued to lick me clean.

"You can't be tired already. I'm just getting started" he said after he finished licking me.

I felt the bed shift and he got off and took his pants off I looked over just as he stepped out of his boxers.

"On your hands and knees" he ordered. I complied as fast as I could, feeling, really lightheaded, from what he had just done to me.

I felt him grab my hips as he kneeled on the bed.

"Your mine" he said hissed and with one big thrust he was in me completely he didn't wait until I relaxed around him he just pulled back until he was almost out then thrust back in.

My screams turned into moans after I got use to it. Feeling him hit the end every time stretching me like never before. He started pulling me back into him as he thrust in; I bit my lip feeling him go a little bit further.

"All mine" he hissed into my ear. He continued this until I could feel my walls tighten around him.

He went faster and harder I screamed so loud I'm sure all of Hogwarts heard. I thought that was it but he kept going leaving me with wonderful after shocks gradually leading me to another orgasm not 5 minutes later.

With one last thrust I felt him spill into me, with his seed deep in me he leaned over and I felt his teeth slowly sink into my right shoulder. I moaned from the feeling of his lips on me still not really finished my orgasm yet I didn't feel the pain.

When he bit harder I sucked in breath for a scream when his, hand come over my mouth muffling it, and tilting my head giving him more access to my neck.

I felt like I would pass out from the pain I was so tired already the pain was making it harder for me to stay conscious.

When he finally stopped he pulled out of me letting me fall to the bed. My shoulder throbbing now in pain he turned me over onto my back, his eyes, still stunning silver.

My eyes started dropping as I tried to fight away sleep. Just before I let it take over I felt him licking my shoulder where he had just bitten not minutes ago. I felt the pain go down and I fell into a deep sleep

soooo sorry i havent updated in forever!!! i tried to put this up a few days ago but it wouldnt let me... i've already started to work on the next chapter...the next one hopefully wont take as long to write...(this one took me forever) so i hope you like....or i hope it at least suffice's for the time :P :D

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