Hey guys sorry I didn't update yesterday I didn't get chance anyway I think some will be upset by this chapter but believe me keep reading also the poems I am no poet just nice one's I have found and thank you for all the reviews especially to Mellark's heart and Friend of Mags you all keep me writing this.

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Chapter 14

Katniss's POV

My alarm clock went off, I groaned as a tried to lift my arm to turn it off, I bashed it once and decided I wanted to sleep a bit longer but this was impossible when I had the duvet pulled off me. "come on up, activities start today" Madge said excitedly, "oh god, I feel so tired" I replied, "it's just the effects of the you know what you had to take" Madge replied, "oh yeah, so glad you didn't tell anybody about that" I replied, "nobody needs to know really, it's our little secret" Madge replied, I smiled, I got out of bed and went into the bathroom to have a shower, I then got dressed into our camp uniform which was bottoms of our choice with a black top with red parts on it and letters that said Camp HG, I dried and braided my hair, all the other girls were ready.

"so, what is your first activity?" Glimmer asked me as we walked to breakfast, "archery, I already know how to do it but I know I will enjoy it, what about you?" I asked, "textiles, I might make you another jumper" she replied giggling, "oh that jumper, I think that is where it came from" I replied chuckling, "so what other things have you decided to do then?" Glimmer asked, "well archery, survival and swimming and the group activities of course" I replied, "oh I chose swimming aswell, survival not my thing really, I know Gale has choose that but I thought he would" Glimmer replied, "yeah, I hope he is okay as well after Peeta shot him up the bum" vi said breaking off by laughing, Glimmer burst out laughing as well, "I think he got the point" I jokes, Glimmer laughed.

We got to the Bistro, we hadn't bumped into the boys yet, although they probably would be still trying to wake up, we went to our usual table and sat down, we got our breakfasts served today, "promise me something girls, we are probably going to start talking to new people and that but you guys will always be my best friends in the whole of the world" Madge said, "I know, I just hope Gale doesn't find anybody else" Glimmer said sounding afraid, "he won't Glimmer, he likes you too much" I replied, I began eating my bacon, suddenly a girl stood behind me, "are you Katniss Everdeen" she asked, "yeah" I replied confused, I had never seen her before in my life, she was very pretty, "I just wanted to say that Peeta Mellark, he is an amazing poet, he told me a lovely poem last night" she explained, I suddenly felt a sick feeling in my stomach, my heart felt like it had stopped , I felt a lump in my throat, "and what was Peeta doing with you last night?" I asked, I felt so angry right now, "we were down by the lake and …." I cut her off, I had heard enough, I stood up my chair falling backwards and one of the waiters fell over it and dropped plates of food all over the floor, "Katniss!" Madge shouted after me, I ran out I couldn't see where I was going for tears, the guys were just coming in, Peeta saw me, "Katniss what's wrong?" he asked trying to grab me in his arms, I pushed him away, "leave me alone, I don't want to see you" I replied, "what, what have I done? Peeta asked, he ran after me, "Katniss wait" he shouted after me, I just kept running though I wanted to stop and talk to him but my feet were telling me otherwise, my heart was crushed, this was it, I was going to be like my mother because I felt like my life was over, I found a cabin and hid behind it, I buried my head in my knees and couldn't stop crying, love really did hurt, I heard Peeta calling my name, his voice was breaking off as if trying to hold back the tears himself, I really wanted to shout his name but I couldn't. I had left my phone in the Dorm so nobody could contact me.

Peeta's POV

I didn't understand what I had done, everything was fine last night, my heart was hurting, I went back to the bistro to see if the girls knew what was going on, it was almost time for first activity and I really did not want to go, I had chosen archery because I wanted to learn it because Katniss loved it, I loved her so much, I approached the girls they all looked at me, "Peeta, what have you done?" Madge asked, "I don't know, you tell me?" I asked, "well this really pretty girl came over to us and said you are a lovely poet, that you told her a lovely poem by the lake" Madge explained, "how could you do that to Katniss?" Glimmer asked, "no, you have it all wrong, I am not cheating on Katniss, I would never do that" I explained, "well you need to make her believe that" Glimmer said, "we better go and find her, it's nearly time for first activity" Madge said as, her, Glimmer and Clove stood up, "girls, you have got to believe me, I was doing a favour for Finnick" I explained, "don't tell us that, you need to tell that to katniss" Madge replied as they walked off.

I am never doing a favour like that again, now I have most probably lost the only girl I ever loved, there was no point in finding her and talking to her because I know she won't believe me, "Peeta, I am so sorry, I got you into this mess" Finnick said approaching me, "yeah well she has obviously got that wrong idea, and Annie has explained it in the wrong way, what am I going to do? I replied to him, "Where did the poetry come from anyway?" Finnick asked me, "oh I just thought it would help you out, but now it's got me into this mess, anyway where are Gale and Thresh, Gale probably want's to murder me right now" I replied, I felt so depressed, "no, well he never said anything but I think he believes you wouldn't do that, he knows how much you love her" Finnick replied.

It was time for first activity, I made my way to archery, I knew I would bump into katniss here, all I wanted to do was talk to her explain, I arrived there and saw her, she glared at me and turned her head away, you could tell she had been crying, all her eyes were puffy and red, a women approached us all she was an oldish women with blonde hair that was starting to turn grey, "my name is Mags, I am going to be your archery trainer, anybody done archery before?" she asked, Katniss's hand shot straight up, I smiled, she saw me then turned her head away from me, my smile disappeared, "just this young lady then, well would you like to demonstrate" she asked, Katniss came to the middle of us all.

Katniss's POV

I felt nervous, everybody was looking at me, I grabbed the bow and an arrow, I found a target which was not Peeta's head in case that's what you were thinking, I held it up to a fruit in the tree , I breathed in and released, the arrow went right through the fruit , everybody gasped, Mags looked at me with her mouth wide, "what is your name dear? " she asked, " Katniss Everdeen" I said, " lovely name and which district are you from?" Mags asked, "district 12" I replied, "well I think that you could be a trainer for these guys , you are much to advance to be a beginner" Mags replied, "I just enjoy doing it that is all, I don't mind going through the learning part of it" I replied, "well everyone if you have any problems ask Katniss here" Mags said to everyone.

About an hour into Archery it was going well, a lot of people were fast learners, one person I couldn't take my mind off was Peeta, he was trying his best but I knew he couldn't concentrate, I made my way over to him, when he saw me his eyes lit up, "you are doing it wrong Peeta" I said, I then placed his hands where they should be on the bow, and my other hand went on his hand pulling back the arrow, my cheek rested on his, "now breath in and release" I said, he let go and the arrow went flying through one of the fruits, "oh my god I did it" he said, he hugged me but my arms went nowhere, he pulled away to look at me, "katniss please, I love you" he said to me, I shook my head, "who is she Peeta" I asked, "her name is Annie, but it's Finnick who likes her not me" he explained to me, "you told he poetry, I didn't even know you liked poetry, you never told me any poetry" I said to him, "look I did it because I thought it would help him win her over, but it wasn't me to her, god I love you and only you" Peeta said grabbing my hands in his, I looked into his blue eyes, all I could see was him pleading his innocence, why would this lad ever do anything to hurt me, " come on let's go to the cave, we can talk more in there" I replied, we both snook away while everyone was busy trying to shoot objects.

We arrived about fifteen minutes later; me and Peeta hardly spoke all the way there, when we reached the cave we went in and sat down against the wall at the back, I was on one side and peeta was on the other with the tips of our shoe's touching, we both looked awkwardly at each other, "do you really believe I would cheat on you Katniss?" Peeta asked, "I don't want to believe it but I don't know it's in the back of my mind" I replied, I tucked my knees to my chest, "are you cold?" he asked me, "no I am fine" I replied, just I felt safe and sound like this, "look it's up to you if you want to trust me or not, just let me know" he replied, "what so you can go out with Annie" I replied, "no that is not what I meant, Katniss you are twisting things, I never even met that girl before, I was playing match maker like you did with Cato" he said to me, I could hear his voice breaking into sadness, "yeah and you got jealous, so you never trusted me either" I replied, "yeah I did, I have always trusted you" Peeta replied, "yeah, then you nearly get me pregnant" I said to him, "it takes two to tango" he replied, "alright no need to be an ass, anyway I am not arguing with you" I replied, I tucked my head in my arms, I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks, suddenly I felt Peeta's arm go around me, I wasn't refusing, I then lifted my head and put my head on his shoulder, "I love you, I promise I will never ever cheat on you, you have to believe me" he pleaded, I wanted to believe him but I don't know I just couldn't, "I want to Peeta, but I just feel like there is a part of me that can't" I explained to him, "so what does this mean?" Peeta asked me, his eyes filling up with tears, "it means, i…..i ….." seeing the pain in his eyes upset me I couldn't see him like this or bear feeling like this, my hand went on the side of his face and I kissed him, feeling his amazing lips on mine made my heart beat faster again, I pulled him down and he landed on top of me, our lips not moving apart, I hitched my legs around his waist, he kissed down my jaw then down my neck, and he worked his way back to my lips, I smiled at him and he smiled back, he moved a strand of hair from my eyes.

He then looked into my eyes and began to speak

THE DAY WE SHOOK HANDS AND BECAME FRIENDS,
I STARTED STANDING.
WE SMILED AT EACH OTHER AND SHARED STORIES,
I WAS STANDING.
SLOWLY TIMES CHANGED AND WE GREW IN NUMBERS,
BUT I WAS THE ONE STANDING.
TIMES CAME, WHEN WE ARGUED AND FOUGHT,
BUT I WAS STILL STANDING.
WE SHARED OUR SORROWS AND AGONY AS ONE,
BUT I WAS STILL STANDING.
TIMES HAVE CHANGED WITH A RIFT BETWEEN US,
BUT I WAS STILL STANDING.
YOU FORCED ME TO SMILE AND LEARN FROM MY FLAWS,
I DID IT, FOR I KEPT ON STANDING.
I THINK ABOUT THE TIME, WHEN YOU SHED MY TEARS,
BUT I KEPT ON STANDING.
GROWING WEAKER WITH TIME, I FEEL THE ABSENSE OF YOUR SMILE,
BUT I AM STILL STANDING.
SO MUCH MISUNDERSTANDING, AND FALSE REASONS ARE PULLING US APART,
BUT I AM STILL STANDING.
WRONG CONCEPTIONS YOU HAVE MADE ABOUT ME,
BUT I AM STILL STANDING.
YOU FEEL I AM A TRAITOR, BETRAYER, AND A BACK STABBING FOOL,
BUT I AM STILL STANDING.
I NOW FEAR, THE DAY WILL COME SOON, WHEN I WILL MEAN NOTHING TO YOU,
BUT I WILL BE STANDING.
I WILL REALLY MISS YOUR SMILE, AND WILL REALLY MISS YOUR VOICE,
BUT I WILL REMAIN STANDING.
I WILL BE LEFT ALONE, WITHOUT YOUR SHOULDERS TO CRY ON,
BUT I WILL REMAIN STANDING.
BUT REMEMBER ONE THING, OH! GOOD FRIEND,
THERE WILL BE A REASON, WHY I WILL CONTINUE TO STAND.
FOR WHEN YOU CRY, OR WHEN YOU FEEL HELPLESS,
IN THE WORST PARTS OF LIFE, AND DISTRESS,
I WILL BE THE ONE STANDING,
WITH MY HAND HELD OUT,
FOR YOU, TO HOLD ON TO IT,
GIVING YOU THE SUPPORT, I CAN AFFORD,
WITH THE HOPES, OF ONLY ONE REWARD.
PLEASE DON'T LOSE ME, AS A FRIEND,
DUE TO THE REASON BEING, FOR YOU,
I WILL ALWAYS REMAIN STANDING IN SPIRIT, EVEN WITH THE TEARS OF BLOOD.

I felt a tear run down my cheek, how could I ever doubt this boy, he was the sweetest guy I had ever met and I loved him so much, I stroked his cheek gently, "I love you Peeta Mellark" I replied, he then smiled and then kissed me roughly, his hands wandered up my thigh, I felt my body was on fire, just the feeling of Peeta touching me and his warm breath on my face ruined me, I found myself undoing his belt, oh no it was leading to something again, he looked up at me and smiled, "don't worry, I have protection this time" Peeta replied, I blushed, we continued kissing and he took my top off and then slipped my trousers down he then went down and kissed up my thigh and all the way up my body, I felt myself shiver, I then slipped his top off, he then went in his pocket and grabbed a packet out and opened it and placed it on himself, we were both completely naked now, he then pushed into me, he looked into my eyes the whole time as he pushed deeper and deeper, I began to groan, I knew every time i groaned he would push deeper and harder into me, and after fighting I was pretty certain it felt even better than it already did, it was my time I then flipped him over so he was on his back and then I sat on him pushing him into me I then began moving my lower body up and down I could see he was loving this, his breathing became heavy and soon we were both panting, suddenly our passion was interrupted, "what the hell is happening here?" we turned around and Mags was staring at us mortified, I grabbed my cloths and covered myself, both me and Peeta began to blush, "it erm… okay so we can't explain this" I said stuttering over my words.

Sorry that I made them argue I was going to make them go on longer but I couldn't stand to see them fight :P oh my they got caught in the act ha ha well I hope you enjoyed this chapter next one will be up by tomorrow hopefully thanks for reading and don't forget to review, by the way if there are any grammar mistakes I am really sorry