Tradiea was very shaky as she returned into the lunch room. Even she could not handle what had just happened, she was visibly shaken. She knew that if she went immediately back to the table with Fred, George and Angelina their suspicions would be raised and Fred would get very angry. She snuck into the bathroom and went into one of the stalls. She sat down and collected herself. She was confused by the actions that had taken place in the last few weeks but was even more confused by how right it all felt. It felt to her like all of this was supposed to happen, like this was what had been missing from her life before. She shook her head, she wished she had some sort of guidance. Some sort of way to know how to handle all of this. She knew that if she could, she'd tell Fred and he'd be there to help her out. As best he could, and beyond. That was Fred, that was her mate. As nice as the thought was, she snapped it to an end. That could never happen. She could never tell him. Well she couldn't tell him until she had to change him into an immortal, then she'd have to tell her family as well. She'd have to tell her friends as well. She couldn't just bring him back to life, shrug and say "I didn't have anything to do with it. Oh and Fred when we outlive everyone by several million years and beyond thats just a coincidence.". No, she couldn't do that. She had calmed herself down enough to the point that she could go out, and just say Snape gave her a headache. Yeah thats what shed say! Snape got very angry about a smart ass answer she gave in class, which she had earlier today, and he gave her a discipline assignment. She would tell Angelina about what really happened later, but not now. Now, she would just fake a headache and let Fred hold her in his arms. Or better yet she could hold him in her arms. She stood up, took a deep breathe and exited the stall. She walked out of the bathroom and over to her table. "Hey! What happened?" Angelina asked as she sat next to Fred, who immediately put his arm around her. "He gave me a damn headache!" she replied with a sigh. "Why?" Fred asked. "He just gave me a discipline assignment for making some smart ass comment earlier in his class." she said convincingly. Although Tradiea didn't know it, Fred knew she was lying. Fred always knew when she was lying, and usually called her out on it but he could also sense something very bad was behind the lie, and that it'd really ruin Tradiea if he was to find out the truth. So he let it be, he just held Tradiea in his arm and kissed the top of her head. There was some mindless chatter about a test, and then they were back off to class. Tradiea and Fred didn't have any classes together, a special request from Dumbledore and half of the Hogwarts teacher and staff. After they blew up an entire classroom in their third year the council thought it'd be best if they were never in any classes together again. The day went by slowly for both of them. Each having the other in their thoughts continuously. Finally the day ended, and Tradiea raced to the Grfyndor common room. She met Angelina there first. "Hey! You look annoyed?" Angelina said as Tradiea sat beside her. She shrugged, "Well I'm a bit more than annoyed!" she replied. "Why?" Angelina asked. "Well earlier a little more than a discipline assignment happened when I went with Snape." She replied, keeping her eyes out for Fred or George. "Are you serious? Tradiea what the hell happened?" Angelina asked concerned, she knew something big had happened. She could tell from the look in Tradiea's eyes. "I'll tell you later, I don't want to risk anyone possibly overhearing it!" Tradiea replied. Angelina sighed, "Alright if thats how it needs to be!" Tradiea nodded, "So hows Fred? You have your second to last class with him don't you?" she asked. "Yes I do. And he's fine, just a bit concerned for you. Thats all." Angelina replied. "How so?" Tradiea asked. "He said he just does not like it when Snape bothers you, but I think he knows more than he's letting on." "Wait? You think he knows what actually happened?" Tradiea said slightly alarmed. "No.. No… I think he just knows that what you said wasn't exactly the truth." Angelina said. "Well it wouldn't be all that surprising, mates are very in tune with one another. Lies really don't get far between them." Tradiea shrugged. "Tradiea can I ask you something weird?" Angelina asked suddenly. Tradiea looked at Angelina, "Sure why not." she replied. "Okay do you remember when I lost my virginity when I was seventeen?" Angelina asked. Tradiea groaned, knowing where this was going. "Come on Tradiea, you are 19 and you are with your mate! Don't tell me the thought hasn't crossed your mind before!" Angelina said slightly amused. "It has… It really has but Fred and I just got together, and he hadn't shown any interest in doing that yet and besides so much is going on Angelina! Sex isn't as large of a priority to me as it may be to you!" Tradiea replied. "Tradiea I am impacted just as much by everything as you are." Angelina said slightly offended. Tradiea thought for a moment, she was right. "You are right, I'm sorry." she apologized. "Thats ok. I understand what you are saying. But uhm Tradiea I was reading up on this whole bond thing between you and Fred and it says the act of having sex for the first time with your mate can open up many doors. It said that you will be able to read each others thoughts, feel each others feelings more in depth, that kind of thing… I was thinking, that maybe that could help you save Fred when the time comes…" Angelina said carefully. Tradiea thought about it for a moment and she remembered distantly reading about something of that sort. "Yeah… You may be right actually… But Fred hasn't shown interest as I said and I can't just rape him Angelina!" Angelina broke out in laughter by her friend's blatant honesty. "Tradiea you can't be serious? He's a twenty year old man, and you have an hourglass figure and double d sized breasts… How can he not think about it?" Tradiea blushed, it was a tad bit silly to think Fred wouldn't want to have sex with her but she just was nervous. She found that slightly amusing, with everything going on she found herself nervous that she wouldn't be good at it. Good at having sex with Fred. She knew she thought about it before, bloody hell she had thought about it when she was a lot younger. "I don't know, should I bring it up to him?" Tradiea asked. "You are questioning whether or not you should bring up sex to him? Merlin Tradiea, whats happened to my old sexually explicit, blatantly honest friend I once knew?!" Angelina asked mocking fear. Tradiea laughed, she was right she hadn't been acting like herself a lot lately. This stuff was getting to her, she couldn't let it do that. Not only would it endanger the people she loved, and innocent people but it pissed her off. She was to stubborn to let this shit mess up parts of her life. She wouldn't and couldn't let it. "You're right Angelina! Im letting this get to me all to much, I can't let it destroy parts of my life like this!" she said stubbornly. "Theres my girl! What are you gonna do Tradiea?" Angelina asked. "What am I gonna do? What am I gonna do?! Im gonna fuck Fred, thats what I'm gonna do!" she said. Angelina burst out laughing. "I suppose I should find him first! See you later!" Tradiea said hopping up, "See you later, good hunting to you!" Angelina said and burst out laughing again, Tradiea smiled as she made her way to the left wing. Fred should be around here by now, she thought, looking around for him. Suddenly her eyes were covered. "Guess who?" it was Fred's voice. "Uh…. I don't know? Is it Ron? No! Harry! Yeah its Harry!" she joked. "Not quite!" Fred took his hands from in front of her eyes, and kissed her cheek before he took her up into his arms. She laughed and wrapped her arms around his neck, and looked at him. "Hey!" she said casually. He chuckled, "Hey!" they looked at each other for a moment before she brought her lips to his in a passionate kiss. Slightly to passionate for PDA. After a moment he set her down, "Fred can I talk to you about something?" she asked seriously. He furrowed his eyebrows. "Yeah? Did I do something?" he asked. "No. Its what we haven't done actually!" she said with a smile. He was confused but one thought was in his head. Sex. He felt instantly guilty for thinking it but he couldn't help it, Tradiea wasn't only gorgeous but she was sexy. She had a beautiful hourglass figure, a figure that he had dreamed about seeing naked. He pictured her naked once again, but stopped himself before he could get to excited. Tradiea wasn't the type who would think about doing that to soon. They went outside, it was slightly cold out but Tradiea didn't seem to mind, he didn't either for that matter. He held Tradiea's hand and they walked in silence for a moment. Tradiea didn't let that go on for to long. "Fred have you ever thought about having sex with me?" she asked, not even batting an eye. He coughed a little, surprised she was so blatant about that. Well not really, she was a very blunt person. Always had been, he was just surprised he was so lucky. "uh what?" he asked. "Oh you heard me! Have you ever wanted to do the dirty with me, get it in! Take my golden ticket, pop the cherry!" she went on, as she walked backwards looking at him. He chuckled, "Of course I've thought about…." he replied. "And?" she shook her head. "And… I just didn't think you thought about it!" he replied. Tradiea smiled at him, "Well I have thought about it… A lot!" she replied. She stopped walking. "So what are we gonna do about that?" she asked him as she wrapped her arms around his waist. He smiled at her, and then kissed her. The kiss started off as slow, and simple but before either of them knew it the kiss turned passionate and deep. Fred held her body against his, their lips entwined and crashing against the other's lips. Tradiea broke the kiss, "I'll be right back, I have an idea. Meet me in the woods ok?" she asked him. It was a tad bit random, but Fred knew what she had in mind and to be quite honest he didn't care how random it was at this point. Tradiea ran off in the other direction, briefly glancing at Fred before she went back into the building and in the direction of the common room. She looked over the crowd, she had to find Harry. She spotted Harry talking to Hermonie and Ron. Not an uncommon site. She weaved her way through the crowd and over to Harry. "Hey Tradiea!" Hermonie smiled up at her, "Hey guys!" Tradiea breathed. "Harry can I talk to you for a moment?" she asked. Harry nodded and got up, they walked over a little ways away from Ron and Hermonie. "Whats up?" Harry asked her. "I was just wondering if I could by any chance, borrow your invisibility cloak for today? I will give it back tomorrow at breakfast." she asked. Harry thought for a moment, "Why do you need it now?" he asked. She wasn't about to tell Harry the real reason, she knew he'd never let her use it if she told if the real reason. "I just need it for a prank Fred and I are pulling." she shrugged casually. Harry nodded, "Sure, let me go and get it!" and he went off to his room. Tradiea only had to wait for five minutes or so before Harry came back to the stairs and handed the cloak to her. "Thanks Harry, I'll bring it to you tomorrow at breakfast!" she smiled and went off to the woods. As Tradiea walked to the woods her thoughts were intently on Fred. She wondered if they were rushing into this. She also wondered how this had become so important. Hell an hour ago she was scared of what Snape was planning on doing to her, and now she just wanted to get into Fred's pants. "Stop it!" she whispered to herself. She shook her head, this was all in the process of overcoming the darkness that was coming into her life. She was a dark angel, so she knew that darkness was naturally in her and needed to be in her but this was a different type of darkness. This was one that needed to be taken care of, and eliminated. She felt selfish and bad for wanting to have sex with Fred more than anything right now, she felt like she should be worrying about Snape, about Angelina, about Fred's safety. "Ah! but isn't that what you are doing?" she said to herself. Technically it was, once they had sex Tradiea would be better able to keep tabs on him, as well as have a better chance of saving him indefinitely when the time came. She shook her head, she was getting as worked up about having sex as a christian muggle at church camp would. She took a deep breathe as she entered the thick forest. She looked around, shit they had never set a specific place in the woods to meet. "BOO!" She nearly jumped out of her skin and screamed. "Bloody hell Fred!" she said as she looked at Fred, rolling on the ground laughing. "Did you see your face?" he asked in between laughs. She tilted her head to the side, "No Fred I didn't see my face! I don't happen to have a mirror in front of it at the moment!" she replied. Fred laughed, and finally calmed down. "Oh bloody hell that was funny! Im sorry" he chuckled shaking his head. "Im sure it was!" Tradiea said shaking her head. "Okay so what did you get?" Fred asked leaning against a tree. "I got Harry's invisibility cloak!" Tradiea said holding it up with a smirk. Fred stood there for a moment and then a large smile spread across his face. "Tradiea!" he said raising his eyebrows. She winked at him and then turned and began walking deeper into the woods. Fred quickly followed. "So Tradiea what exactly are we going to do about uh… Condoms?" Fred asked. "Shit. I had forgotten about that" she clicked her tongue on the roof of her mouth and shook her head. "Im pretty sure I can manifest one." she said more to herself than to Fred. It had been awhile since she had manifested anything and the incident with the death eater had made it so the last few times she had tried, she had failed. "Are you sure? I could just run back and get some from George?" he asked knowing of this. "George has condoms?" Tradiea stopped and tilted her head. "Yeah. Angelina and him… All night!" he raised his eyebrows and shook his head. Tradiea shook her head, "No, no. Its been awhile I'm sure I can do it easily this time." she nodded and they continued walking. They were looking for a tree with a denser back, and two branches that could hold the cloak in front of them. "Tradiea! Over there!" Fred tossed his head towards a nice, dense area. There were several trees surrounding the area they had been looking for. "Perfect" she nodded. Fred took the cloak from her and nodded for her to go in and wait. As he set it up, Tradiea took off all of her clothes. She closed her eyes and thought about a condom. She thought about a strong one, one of a larger size she'd seen Fred's morning glory once, and within a few moments she had one in her hand. "Fred! Come in here, I'm cold!" She called to him, with a smile on her face. "In a second!" Fred called as he tried to hook the left side of the clock onto the branch. It was slightly windy out so he was trying to make it extra secure. His thoughts drifted to a more naked, more sweaty version of Tradiea. He felt himself getting excited just thinking about her. Just thinking about being inside her. He took a deep breathe. "All in good time. All in good time" he mouthed. He took a deep breathe and went in. His mouth fell open as he took Tradiea in. She was so gorgeous, so breathtaking. He dropped to his knees in front of her and took her face in his hands, she pulled him close to her. They exchanged a deep, emotional kiss that only mates can ever share. He felt himself get hard, feeling her bare body pressed against his, the feeling of her bare skin under his finger tips. He broke the kiss and took off his shirt. She ran her hands over his chest. He was beautiful she thought. Their eyes locked for a moment and he layer her down, on the soft patches of grass. He kissed her again before he took off his pants and boxers and slid the condom on. Tradiea bit her lip as she took in his length. He was a lot larger than she had expected, thankfully the condom fit but she wasn't sure just how painful it was going to be. He leaned over her, and kissed her again. This time, he went from her lips to her jaw, to her collarbone, to her breasts, down to her stomach and just below her sex. She looked slightly embarrassed as he looked up at her. "Whats wrong?" he asked. She shook her head, "nothing" she replied. Tradiea was shaved down there, and she didn't know if Fred would mind or not. It was purely a testimonial to hygiene with her. He looked up at her one last time, asking permission with his eyes. She nodded. He started by slowly kissing her sex, softly. She let out a soft moan. That heightened Fred's arousal. He licked her this time, flicked her in just the right place. "oh" she groaned. He wanted more, she tasted so good, he didn't want to go to fast though. He wanted to enjoy this, every moment of it. With every moan, and whimper it became harder and harder for Fred to control himself. "Fred!" she groaned as her back arched up, and Fred lost it. She began to call out his name loudly, her fingers lost in his long orange hair. "Im so close!" she called. Fred moaned into her and gave the final flick, it sent her over the edge. She moaned over and over again, rolling in her orgasm. Fred wiped his chin and came back up to her. He was hesitant to kiss her but she brought her lips to his full force. She needed him so badly. "Its my turn!" she said as she got on top of him. She looked up at him from down by his hard sex. His breathe was shaky, having her that close to him. He could feel her breathe on his sex. She licked it, slowly and he threw his head back. She took her time, using her hands and her mouth. "Tradiea" he groaned after a few minutes. She went at it faster. His breathe was coming out in growl like gasps. "Oh Merlin!" he groaned as he came. He moaned as he rode out his orgasm. Tradiea came back up, he took her in his arms and they kissed violently. When Fred was ready, he laid Tradiea down on the ground. He gasped as he slowly slid inside her, and to Tradiea's surprise it didn't hurt nearly as bad as she thought it would have. "I love you Tradiea!" he whispered in her ear. "I love you too Fred!" she gasped.
I don't know how you guys feel about how explicit I was but I'm the type of writer who does not holdback on this type of thing. Im also sorry if my writing isn't that good, usually my writing is very good. This entire story thought isn't as good as Id like it to be, anyhow review please