I take a deep breath as I walk into the dining hall, it's surprisingly empty, but who cares, OMG there is ham! Oh, sorry I'm just happy, I heap my plate with food, I eat a TON but I'm not that big, like people say I'm a truck driver in a girl's body.

I'm looking around for a place to sit, and I see Naruto waving me over to the table he's sitting at, I see a guy with brown hair, a dog and little red tattoos under his face, the guy that I ran into earlier, Sasuke, I guess, and guy that looks half asleep and has a spiky brown pony tail, hmm they don't look too bad so I go over there and sit down, Naruto scooted over to make room, which was nice of him... but I don't think I'll end up liking him like that.

"Holy crap, you eat almost as much as Choji over here!" Naruto tells me shocked, and motioning at a short, ummm, as he says pleasantly plump, brown haired guy. I didn't notice him earlier and I feel kind of dumb.

"I am told I'm a truck driver in a teenage girl's body," I answer with a shrug. They all burst out laughing, I roll my eyes, and I notice Sasuke does too, hmm he acts like me, and he's kind of hot in that emo way you would expect, but I don't need a relationship right now, not after what happened with Andrew.

"Seriously guys, you are so immature, girls do eat you know," I tell them, I think the sarcasm was so thick on my voice, that you'd be able to cut it with a knife, I'm just like that, I can't help it. They just continue their laughing tirade.

"I cannot deal with you people this early in the morning," I tell them getting up and moving to a smaller table, with room for only one other person, I hope I outsmarted them, if not I'm going to punch someone. I look up a few seconds later, and they are all snickering and it's because, as I then notice, Sasuke has come and sat by me.

"They're dobes, don't listen to them, oh my God, is that what I think it is?" he asks pointing at my ham.

"Umm, country ham? Yes, why?" I answer.

"I love the stuff and they've never had it before."

"Well, it's over there; I don't share food that often, but want a piece of mine?" I ask, "And no, before you even ask I didn't do anything to it, as I was planning to eat it," I answer, wow I never share my food, but this guy just seems different, hmmm.

"Sure," he answers taking a piece of it from my plate and taking a bite out of it, then I see Sasuke mouthing, "STFU!" over my shoulder, and I turn around and Naruto and the rest of the guys are making kissy faces, oh wow my first day here, and I'm already pissed off at people, no must put negative thoughts out of my head, I don't wanna go down that road again, I must have had my head in my hands, because Sasuke looks over at me and says, "You okay?"

I just start singing; I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance;

"Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, its better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay) To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look! I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed I'm okay I'm okay! I'm okay, now (I'm okay, now)But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay! Trust Me, I'm not okay I'm not okay, Well, I'm not okay, I'm not o-fucking-kay ,I'm not okay ,I'm not okay"

"Whoa," he starts, "you sing really well, and anyway, I freaking love that band," he says pulling out an I-Pod, and showing me the most played list, it's completely filled with My Chemical Romance songs, like everyone they've ever came out with. Then he hands it to me.

"Are you for real?" I ask dumbstruck, as I hand it back to him, my first day here and I feel the seed of a crush nestle itself in my heart, and that almost never happens, actually never, but I don't believe in love at first sight, or may this change all that?

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Laura