Percy´s point of view.

This was defiantly a bad, a really really bad idea I thought. The reason I hadn´t talked to him was I didn't trust myself around him. I dint trust that I could keep my hands of him, I wanted to kiss him again. Taste those lips again and I wanted him to hold me through the night. I wanted to be around him all the time, because when we were apart I felt like I was slowly dying. OMG now I defiantly sounded like a love struck teenage girl. And then there was Annabeth witch was a strong and mature, but a love struck teenage girl. She loved me, no she loves me and I love her.
I love her, I care about her and I want a future with her in it. But with Luke I was different I didn´t want him the same way I wanted Annabeth. I just needed him like a junky need his drugs. And now I had a… I sighed. A date? I really was fucked up, wasn´t I? But witch hero that had been used of the gods wasn't? hell they had used me more than once to fix their shit. I walked to my cabin fell head down on my soft pillow. I was so frustrated I just wanted to lay here and cry my eyes out. But it was too early to that jet. It always made me so exhausted, and my body now expected to sleep after crying since it was the only way had been able to fall asleep at night.
I can´t just shut my emotions down, not when I see then walking around having fun and living their life. Not when I know what I did. I had killed them, all of them, one way or another. Everything have a price, knowing was a blessing and curse. This time I could safe her before it was too late. I couldn't hold it back anymore so I cried and cried and cried until I fell asleep. When I woke I felt someone warm lying beside me. "Slept okay seaweed brain?" I heard her teasing me, followed whit a kiss on my chin. "Yeah" I said still pretty groggy. "What´s wrong?" she asked, sometimes I just hated the way she could read me like an open book. I had no choice. I had to tell her what I had done, so I told her everything including all the details about Luke. "Did you really do that for me?"
"Yeah"
"You know you are stubbed right?"
"Yeah"
"so stubbed, but romantic" she smiled and kissed me. "So stubbed" she repeated.
"Yeah but you love me for being stubbed" I teased her and kissing her on her temple.
A long time went past before I asked "You´re not angry about Luke are you?"
"No not really, just a little surprised maybe, but not mad. As long you keep it in your pans it´s ok. Remember when I had I crush on him? It will properly fate after some time."
Sometime passed, she started getting up and walking to the bathroom stripping her shirt off on the way and stopping in the door. "You´re coming seaweed brain?" I only made an ehh bherr sound and looked confused enough for her to answer the creation in my head. "We´re taking a bath seaweed brain" when she turned around again she muttered "so stubbed." And I shouted: "I heard that!"

The hot water was streaming down over our bodies. Don't get this the wrong way. We did not have sex in the bath. Not that we didn't have sex in the shower, but we were not having sex right now. It was romantic and sweet, as I bulled her closer in an embrace I got more frustrated than ever before.
My mind wanted to be everything to her, but my body agreed with my mind. It wanted Luke so bad that it hurt. Burning and screaming in protest, it wanted and needed Luke. Not that my mind complained, Luke was a good looking guy, dangerous, sweet and rough. At last it was what my mind idea how Luke is.

'If only I could decide, but I can´t make up my mind. I´m breaking all the rules because of you, you can tell it´s not right, it tears me up inside. But the problem is I´m so in love with two. I don't know what to do ´cause I can't choose both of you.'