February 4, 2011
Well, so far I've lost 5 pounds! I'M SO EXCITED! I've been exercising a lot more now. Maybe 3, 4 hours. That sounds really long but it's actually not that bad, especially if you have your iPod. But I'm also real tired when I come home. I don't even watch that much TV because right when I get home I collapse on my bed from exhaustion. I like sleeping even more now. I dream of meeting everyone after all this and them complementing on how awesome I look and them being incredibly jealous of my awesome body. It's only been a week and a half now. Ugh, I'm so tired, I can't write anymore now, I'm going to bed. Huh, what do you know? It's only 8:30. Oh well.
February 9, 2011
I'm starting to get the hang of my exercising routine. I miss this! Not to mention someone at work today said that it looked like I lost weight! YAY! But I got home and I still feel...fat. I don't know what it is but I still feel (how England described) like a tub of lard. Maybe I should go back to the gym today. For another hour or two? Yeah, I'll do that.
February 11, 2011
I've done the worst thing a person could ever do while being on a diet. I've cheated. I just couldn't take it anymore. I got 2 #1 combo from McDonalds and some blue bell ice cream. I don't even remember eating it; it's all a blur of smells and gorging all that crap down my throat. I panicked and went to the bathroom and pucked it all out. It was the grossest thing I've ever seen in a toilet. The smell of it made me puke even more. I feel nice though. Empty. I'm not eating anything for the rest of the day; I'll just have some water to settle my stomach.
February, 12, 2011
It's been three weeks so far and I've lost 15 pounds! YAY! 25 more pounds till my goal weight! Even though I am losing weight, I still feel gross. Just feeling all this fat on my jiggle when I run or do anything makes me feel like the Blob. (Huh, Francis has called me that before too) I'm not gonna have a sandwich today; I'll just drinking some water. I get tired right after I eat it anyways, and I also found out if you go to sleep an hour or less after you ate something, it can make you metabolism slow down a lot. My stomach is starting to hurt now too. I've gotten used to the growling, but now it's hurting. Apparently they're called 'hunger pains'. I've just been eating a few crackers when they come up, but I want to get rid of the crackers too. They have carbs in them and carbs turn into sugar. My piece of gum a little after lunch is fine for me!