A/N Okay, I know I marked this as complete, but due to a special request by Gifted Shadows, I wrote one more chapter so that there would be five.

I found this really saddening to write, because in case you can't guess, it's written by Relda just before she dies. I feel it's a bit out of character, but I really felt like I HAD to write this.

I read a line very similar to this first one in a Doctor Who fic, which somewhat inspired me.

Special thanks to Gifted Shadows for keeping me writing.

I shall become like the stone

But not just yet

Not before I have had a chance

To say what I want

For you are the one

Who I thought held me

But instead bound me

Tied those chains to us all

You hurt my family

The ones closest, so near

I counted you as one of them

Until now, don't you see?

I cared for you

And held you so close

But not close enough

To stop this from happening

All that I gave

And you just consumed

Then took more and more

From them, me. From us all

I showed you such light

But you tossed it away

And you chose to hide

To grow dark and concealed

You left on that mask

Of deception and lies

You never threw it away

Just repainted it

And you tortured us all

Each and every one

Because you wouldn't see

That sometimes others are right

An eternity, I'd need

To rebuild what you shattered

But that's what I don't have

So I leave you with this

I thought you were my friend

Now I am dying

Goodbye

How could you?