Sorry it's taken me a few days to write anything. I went ahead and updated this story because it was easier and quicker. Sorry to all the "Summer That Changed Me" fans, that one will be updated soon!

My ADD has been kicking in or something because I like to write with noise but everything I turn on has distracted me! So once again I'm sorry!

Without further ado, here is the next chapter. I hope you like it! Please R&R

'Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall. And I realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall. No matter what you say, I still can't believe that you would walk away. It don't make sense to me, but why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart? Why would you want to take our love and tear it all apart?'

Perfectly Good Heart by Taylor Swift

"What do you wear when you're going out with your ex fiancé who broke your heart, is your baby daddy but doesn't know it? Has that ever even happened before?" I asked Viktoria and Lissa frustrated. Lissa and Christian were watching Alex for the night while me and Dimitri went on…whatever you want to call it. In the mean time Lissa and Viktoria were over trying to help me. I was stressing out and worried and honestly confused as hell. I have no idea why I agreed to this…damn Yeva, I love that old lady but she could be irritating sometimes. I can't go out with him tonight and fall back in his arms and honestly if he gave me that chance I can't be sure that I won't. On top of that, I'm trying to figure out when to tell him he's Alexzs' father.

"He said not to dress up, just wear something comfy, like jeans and a t-shirt. He also added some inappropriate things about you in jeans and a t-shirt that should never be said to a little sister," she added with a laugh.

"Oh whatever," I told her rolling my eyes.

"Oh puh-lease! He is so in love with you! You should have seen his face with Adrian volunteered to help you in the kitchen, he was sooooo jealous!" exclaimed Lissa.

"It doesn't matter if he is or not. We can't go back down this road and I refuse to even think about the possibilities. I can't risk that and it's not just me I have to worry about anymore. The last time he nearly destroyed me, the only thing that kept me going was finding out about Alexz. I can't afford to even think about going there," I told them letting them in on some of my biggest fears. "So instead I'm going hear him out then tell him about Alexz and that's all."

"What if he asks you to forgive him and you do, but instead of leaving he stays and you live happily ever after?" asked Viktoria. "Are you really going to throw it all away because you're scared?"

"Vika's right. If he gives you the opportunity, you should take it. I think he still is head over heels in love with you, he's most likely realized his mistake and is going to beg for your forgiveness," Lissa seconded Vika's opinion. All this talk started to really get to me.

"Can we please not talk about this anymore? We don't even know if that's what he wants to talk to me about. Even if it is I'm still not going down that path. I can not chance being broken twice, and Alexz can't afford that either. No matter what happens tonight, I will not fall for him again and that is that!" I said going into my closet and looking for an outfit. I finally settled on my light blue jean shorts with a few rips in them, a black, red, and purple glittery plaid shirt that showed off my chest but didn't reveal too much and rolled up to the elbows. I left my hair down and wavy even though I really wanted to pull it up since he always preferred it down, then I let the girls do my make-up, they did a light purple smoky eye and pink glossy lips with a touch of blush…overall I didn't look slutty but looked pretty good.

"Cute! That's flirty, sexy, and says look at what you've been missing out on while still being comfortable," Lissa said over enthusiastically.

"Hot Momma!" Vika said with a huge smile.

"Shut up!" I told them blushing. In truth this is the first kind of sort of date that I've been on since Dimitri left so I was extremely nervous…even though I knew nothing is going to happen. All of a sudden the doorbell rang.

"I'll get it!" Vika said running to the door.

"Hey big bro!" we could hear from the doorway.

"Welp here goes nothing," I told Lissa. She gave me a sympathetic smile then hugged me before I walked out the door. I made my way downstairs and almost froze. ALMOST. Dimitri looked hot! Then again, he always had. He was wearing dark blue jeans and a deep red button up we almost matched except my shirt barely had red in it.

"You look beautiful Roza," Dimitri told me. I figure the best plan of action is to not pretend we're old friends catching up.

"Thanks, I guess we should get going?" I asked as emotionless as possible.

"Yea come on," he said opening the front door. He looked a little hurt at my reaction and at first I felt a little bad but then I remembered all the hurt he put me through and it quickly went away.

"So, where are we going?" I asked trying to pretend I wasn't half as curious as I actually was.

"That's a surprise," he said with a twinkle in his eye opening the passenger door of his bright red chevy truck. Secretly I've always loved his truck.

"Oh fun," I muttered. He started the car and started making his way down the road, I almost wanted to laugh at his music choice.

"We'll you'd think after 5 years your music choice would have gotten better, not worse," I told him with a faint smile. He of course was listening to some old country music. I would never admit it, but I really do like the newer country like 2000's, I won't tell him that though.

"Well it's the best." He told me with a smile. I just rolled my eyes and looked out the window not going to argue this argument we had a million times.

"No argument or smart comment? That's a first," Dimitri said. I didn't want to be a straight up bitch even though he does deserve it so I just kept all my remarks to myself. I noticed the direction we were heading.

"Why are we going this way? There's nothing this direction but the school, softball fields and the pool," I told him. "Did you forget your way around town? It's been 5 years but it's still a small town."

"I still know this town. Trust me this towns hard to forget," he said.

"Then where are we going?" I asked impatient and curious.

"Some things never change," he chuckled. "Still as impatient as ever."

"Whatever." I said fighting the urge to smart off.

"We're here," he told me pulling up to the gates of the softball fields.

"Why are we at the softball fields?" I asked thoroughly confused.

"Because I want to show you something," he said getting out and opening my door.

"What do you have to show me at the softball fields? I practically grew up here there's nothing new to show me," I told him even though he already knew that. I played softball at these fields from kindergarten through my senior year. I even got my first job umpiring after I quit playing at these fields.

"Well this is something you've seen but never heard about," he said smiling confusing the hell out of me.

"Huh?" I asked.

"Just come with me," he said exasperated grabbing my arm softly and leading me towards the gate. Luckily the gate was always unlocked, something we both knew very well. He took me to a spot on the home bleachers on the south field.

"This is the exact spot where I first laid eyes on the most beautiful woman I have ever met," he said sitting right in the middle the top bleachers.

"Avery Lazar?" I asked sarcastically.

"Ew, I hated her. Especially how she would always try to flirt and instead just came off way too slutty," he said with a disgusted look on his face.

"Plus she could never pull off that softball uniform like you could. I've actually never seen somebody look sexy in softball pants, except you. I was so annoyed that Viktoria made us come to the game considering she was on JV and they weren't even playing, but that all changed the moment I laid eyes on you. Viktoria had done nothing but talk about how amazing you were. She could not stop talking about the amazing freshman who made Varsity her freshman year, something that hadn't happened in years. I got annoyed as hell but the moment I spotted you I knew she was right, you were amazing. You were playing short stop, you looked so fierce you would have thought you were going to war.," he said laughing. "And then when the last player was up to bat and you were in the dugout cheering your heart out. When she hit that ball and brought the scoring run out I watched your face light up. You ran out of the dug-out and tackled the girl that hit the ball. It was as if you just won the World Series yet it was only the first game of the season. I knew in that moment that I had to get you to agree to go out with me. That I would do anything to see your face light up like that every day. I of course thought that you would say yes with no doubt, after all I was the older hot junior paying attention to the freshman, that didn't happen…"

"I shot you down," I said remembering that day. "I thought you were just some idiot trying to win some stupid bet or something."

"Broke my heart that day. No girl had ever told me no before," he said. I realized then that I was getting too caught up in my emotions.

"Yea well you definitely got your payback," I smarted off. "So what we're just going to go down memory lane?"

"Yes, but I want you to hear my point of view. I know I hurt you, but please just let's just finish the night," he told me. I nodded my ok. We sat there for a second both thinking lost in memories before Dimitri stood up and offered me his hand.

"Come on, let's go, I've got other things to show you."