Why am I doing this? Travelling with him when I should be doing work?
Sebastian will not be impressed.
This igneous transportation drove harshly across the uneven ground, such movement made us bounce slightly in our seats. I scowled at the annoying beast that sat opposite me with utter hatred, he didn't seem to notice my glare though, he was too busy staring excitedly at the landscape,
asking his maid if we had arrived yet and slapping her if she replied no. In fact, Alois is rather cruel to his loyal maid I sometimes wonder how she puts up with him.
perhaps he just has no interest in women, maybe he hates them. Wait...Am I suggesting Alois Trancy is homosexual? That's not normal of me...He could just be at that age as a male when his hormones are flying everywhere and he is getting attracted to other people of the same-sex. Who knows what's wrong with him, he is extremely mysterious. "Oh Ciel! That reminds me!" his slightly feminine voice alerted and awakened me from my deep fantasization. I glanced upwards at him, he bent forwards as to try to sit next to me, then something peculiar happened. The carriage hit a large object that was misplaced on the road, How it got there? I'm clueless. I know only that it caused an awkward incident. releasing a small shriek, Alois fell forwards. He clutched my body possibly to avoid injuring himself, but his sudden movement startled me and his full weight was anchoring. I fell on top of him.
It's the first time I've ever gotten to see his full face clearly. His blonde hair was fluffy and soft, slovenly spread out on my hands, that were either side of his head. His rose lips were parted slightly though he didn't speak a word. Those eyes of his, perfect pale blue diamonds looking straight at me. I never have realised how truly beautiful he is until this moment, this unforgettable moment. Without warning, the carriage door opened. We had arrived. Hannah, with a face not short of confusion, helped us up and out of the carriage. The burning sunlight was so painfully intense I had to squint to see the surrounding atmosphere. We were by the glistening sea, there were palm trees, crabs, seagulls and more. The scenery was just breathtaking. I could see Alois skipping off somewhere along the pavement. "Alois! Where are you going?! Don't go off on your own, idiot!" I yelled at him, but he kept going I had to chase after him. Damn he was a fast skipper! It was getting more and more difficult to catch up, finally, I caught up with him and grabbed his arm to stop him. We were by the sea at this time. Alois turned around and almost immediately sat down on the sand. His actions confused me. I squatted next to him trying not to get my clothes dirty and spoke "Alois. Where am I? Why did you take me here anyway? Isn't this the sort of place to take one of your frie-"
"I don't have any friends."
He replied. His eyes were gazed upon me, like he was looking into my demon claimed soul. The emotion on his face was still and lifeless. Then he added, "I only have you." I wasn't sure how to reply to this. I guess it was true, Alois didn't actually have friends. The triplets never seem to be around him, Hannah gets rejected and Claude never opens up to him. Maybe that's why he is clingy around me, I'm the only 13-year-old boy that he knows and wants to be around. I understand he's had a horrible past just like me and has been effected by it deep down. I felt kinda guilty for rejecting him at this point, he just wants to feel love.
No matter if it is family love, friendship love or even romantic/sexual love, it's horrible to live without it. I would know, my loved ones have passed away. Elizabeth loves me, but I'm afraid I cannot return her feelings. I was clueless of what to do, how to help him. I don't remember why I did this but I ended up getting on my knees, spreading my arms out and embracing him. We both were silent. Eventually, he put his arms around me with a tight grip and cried softly. I also felt the erge of shedding tears, but I couldn't. It was impossible. He stopped sobbing after a while and kissed my cheek as way of saying "Thank you".
Usually, I'd hate being given such an action of affection and would push it away, but I won't right now. Years ago as a child, I was taught that treating someone with kindness and care will encourage that person to mirror those actions to you, but taking the kindness and care for granted will some day come back stab you in the heart. I remembered this teaching and decided to willingly stay with him for today. We were hugging for about half an hour before Alois slowly moved away and stood up. "Let's go explore." he said, helping me up from the ground. I nodded and walked with him. "Hey Alois." I said "In the carriage earlier, you were about to tell me something but then that happened. What was it you wanted to say?" Alois' eyes lit up, he buried his hand in his pockets to find something and hid it behind his back. I was told by him to look away, so I did. I wasn't sure what he was doing until I felt something clutch my wrist, I turned to look. but then to my horror, we were handcuffed together.
I froze in disbelief at what he had just done. "I'm not losing you today, I want to have you all to myself." He smirked. This boy sure has some strange ways of showing he is worried of losing someone, I guess I'll just have to get used to his weird personality. Even though we were handcuffed together he still held my hand like we were some married couple of some sort. I was so embarrassing when a local passersby saw us, I really hoped they thought we were just brothers playing a childish game. On the way up the road we passed an old lamp-post that Alois just had to perform a mini pole dance. I mean, who does that? Only "The Great Alois Trancy" would do such a thing in public. Although, I must admit, he's a pretty good dancer.
Woah I did that quickly, it's only been a day... o.o and It's longer than the last one! :D So what do you think? Feel free to write a review. :3
