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I looked down at him through my window from the tower that my room was in. I sigh and turn around not able to bear the sight of him now. Lukas with his dark hair and emerald eyes that shine like twinkling stars the same boy I am forbidden to see. He works here at the castle as a servant and a royal can never fall in love with a pheasant. But I did, and sister found out and told Mother and Father. I hated sister right then and I am still very angry with her and now I am not allowed to see him. They were going to send him away to work in the mountains but I begged and pleaded so they sent him to work in the basement area. Now I only get to see glances of him sometimes and once a letter but it is too risky to find him and be with him. I can't jeopardize the whole kingdom mother says and father says it is too dangerous. Dangerous, please, love is nothing but dangerous but that is what makes life livable.
But Veronica smeared it in my face any chance she got. Stupid Alisa, Foolish Alisa, Worthless Alisa, Carless Alisa. What does Veronica know? All she every does is follow Mother around like she was a servant herself. So what right does she have to make fun of Lukas and me? Not one is what I say.
It was typical really, me falling in love with a mere civilian. Why can't I be perfect like Fiona or Veronica? They were elegant and mannerly at all times, times that did not include me. The twins were beautiful without a doubt, with their ruler straight hair that was as bright as sunshine, eyes as wild and fearless as a warrior, that looked like clear ice. But then there is me, useless Alisa. Dull and plain, I have blonde hair as well but it is nothing compared to Fiona's and Veronica's and my eyes our blue but they look more like a dark bottomless pool of water. Nothing special, except I was special to Lukas. I was enough for him.
Some days it gets so unbearable I think about what It would feel like if I ran away from the castle and never came back. To live on my own and have a family and to be free. Or most days I think about if I jumped off the balcony and really set myself free of this place. To have no ties to the place that breaks me down each day, to never be bound to it every again. But I push the thoughts away, I can't do it. I am to cowardly.
I turn around to face myself in the mirror. And spin around quickly and go to my couch to pet my cat. Everyone thinks I named him Lord but his real name is Lord Tubbington. I giggle as he rolls on his back for me to pet his stomach. I kiss his head and sigh, what company would I have if I didn't have you.
There is a knock on my door and father walks in without my approval. I turn around not looking at him pretending to study the painting on my wall. I am still very angry with him since he dismissed my love for Lukas as if I was a pheasant asking for a loan. I wasn't, I was his daughter and that should count as something. But it didn't, not to him and not to anyone else.
"Alisa Amber Rose, look at me for God's sake." He says as he spins me around and grips my shoulders.
"Do not call me by my full name, father." I seethe out between gritted teeth. His face is flushed red with anger and he lets go of me and I turn to look out the window.
"As you say your highness." His says gruffly as he strides over next to my place out looking at the forest.
"I remember when you were young I used to take you out to that lake down by there." He says defeated as he points to a small lake in the far left corner of her view.
"I remember, but times have changed so do not try and bring back old happy memories to make up for the cruel crimes you've committed upon me."
"Alisa, it is not a crime to remove you from a situation that would only lead to trouble." He says as he crosses his arms across his chest again.
"You don't understand, you should have let me love dad- father! Let me learn! It was not your place to butt in!" I said infuriated with him.
"They are right, I should have just said it bluntly and not try and fix things." He rubbed his forehead twice before stating the reason he came here for. "You must pack a bag and leave in fifteen minutes. It is for your own protection. And don't pack anything that makes you look anything more than a normal person." He walked out of the room but before he did he mumbled,
"прощайте." And then he shut my door.
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