Hey, hey! I never had such a great updating speed ;)! I can't stop thinking about my "own story" (all the character belong to Shonda Rhimes and ABC of course - except of my OC's like Laura and her family) and it really drives me crazy. I should start learning and reading other stuff but here I am writing, writing and writing. I guess I have to stop soon but I try to write down as many ideas as possible (I have a lot...) Okay and now enjoy! I thought it was time to give you a little Calzona-alone moment...to show that although Arizona is happier again, not everything is back to "normal" and awesome...

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Callie and Arizona walked home hand in hand after a great day with Laura and Alex. Sofia was in Callie's arms and sleeping peacefully. "That was an awesome day!" Arizona smiled and looked up at Callie.

"Oh yes, it was," Callie answered and waited till Arizona opened the door with her keys.

"Give her to me. I put her into bed," Arizona whispered softly and pulled her beloved daughter into her arms. Callie smiled proudly. This was the first time that Arizona walked with their daughter in her arms and it looked like it was working perfectly fine. She felt like her old life was finally back.

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"God, I love tiny people," Arizona smiled when she came out of the room again. She looked down at Callie who was half asleep on the couch, so she picked up the blanket and put it over her wife. "You are amazing!"

"Huh?" Callie shrieked. She had not heard Arizona coming into the room.

"You are amazing, Callie. That's what you are. And I love you so much. Thank you for…well, for being amazing and staying with me!" Arizona went down and put her hands on Callie's cheeks and kissed her softly.

"I missed you!" Callie smiled and slung her arms around Arizona while she rested her head in her lap.

"I missed me too!" Arizona whispered and caressed Callie's head, "But…I know we talked about sex and…I know you're…well…that we did not have sex for months but…"

"Stop it, okay? I won't push you into anything. The time is right, when the time is right. I don't want to have sex with you when you're not ready. But I like cuddling," Callie smirked up and opened her arms. Arizona immediately turned around and cuddled into her embrace. "But please do me one favor. Don't tiptoe on me again, okay!" Callie laughed.

"Like I can tiptoe on you. My prosthesis isn't really a tip-toer and when I jump it sounds like a dinosaur is coming," Arizona rolled her eyes.

"A very cute dinosaur! So, you love tiny humans? Does that mean you want to go back to work?" Callie asked curiously. She hoped that her wife would soon overcome her fear and start working again. Callie knew that Arizona needed that and she was glad that Alex had pushed that them a bit.

"I don't know. I…when I think of working I just imagine all the things that could happen."

"But the tiny humans need you!"

"What's with you all using the word tiny human for kids now?" Arizona said and made Callie burst out into laughing.

"Those are your words. You're just too contagious."

"Right," Arizona smiled and then hesitated and looked at her wife.

"Okay, I know that look. Just spill it out," Callie told her and cuddled into Arizona's chest while Arizona massaged her head. "Just don't yell at me!"

"I'm really thankful that you brought Laura into my life and…I think I would not be here cuddling with you now if it wasn't for her. I mean, somehow she really made my situation seem easier. But please don't do such things any more. I'm not your charity project. I'm not a child, I can take care of myself and I just need…time and I want to be your wife again. Not your patient. Just your wife and that's why I need you to stop treating me like I'm handicapped."

"Okay, promise me not to interrupt me." Callie was glad that Arizona nodded.

"You are handicapped. No matter how much you hate it or how much I hate it, you are. You have got just one leg. Other people are handicapped because they have a hearing disability or me…remember when I was pregnant, I gained so much weight that I felt handicapped. I couldn't even tie my own damn shoes and you just did it for me without asking."

"You're comparing my lost leg with your pregnancy?" Arizona smirked. Sometimes her wife was just too cute.

"No. Of course not. I just want to say that you have to learn some things again. Walking without falling and so on. But I have faith in you. You will learn it. You are not my charity project but I want to help you. That's what people do when they love each other. Imagine I was in your shoes. You would do the same."

"Shoe."

"What?"

"Shoe it's not shoes." Arizona laughed. Callie looked shocked at her wife. "Shoe, honey. Not the plural. And look at your face. God, you're so damn cute!"

"I am? And for your information, it's still shoes. Your prosthesis wears a shoe too," Arizona then moaned in pain and touched her stomp.

"Hurting again?" Callie asked worried.

"It's really driving me crazy. It's not even there. It's stupid that my brain makes me think it's there," Arizona whined. She then looked up confused at Callie who sat up and pushed up her pants. "Callie!"

"Honey, I know you don't like showing your stomp but sooner or later I'll touch it because I intend on spending the rest of my life with you. Massaging helps. Can I?"Arizona hesitated a moment but then nodded. It actually felt great when Callie started to massage her stomp. "Better?"

"Way better!" Arizona answered with closed eyes. "Oh god!"

"What is it?" Callie asked shocked and pulled away her hands. "Did I hurt you?"

"No…no...," Arizona blushed into a deep red.

"Then what happened?" Callie started to massage her stomp again.

"Stop it!" Arizona pushed Callie's hands away. Callie had no clue what was happening but then widened her eyes, "Is this turning you on?"

"No…yes…I mean…" Arizona stuttered and held her hands over her blushing face.

"Honey, don't be ashamed. I'm not the only one who was abstinent for months!" Callie let herself fall on top of her wife and kissed her nose softly.

"But I'm…I don't know how to…I mean…yes I know but what if…and you…this is…" Arizona stuttered until Callie put a finger on her mouth.

"Arizona, remember, it's me. I know every part of your body and I love this body with or without a leg. I love everything about it. I know you're not ready but…how about we just kiss?" Callie started to nibble at her wife's neck but soon landed on the floor. She looked up at her wife who was freaked out.

"No…I can't just kiss…I mean…no…first it's kissing and then…," Arizona stuttered.

Callie could not understand Arizona's fear, "But honey, what would be so bad about it?"

"It's…it's…I don't know what to do any more. I…I don't feel like a whole woman any more and…" Callie immediately walked to her and held her head in her hands. "I…was always awesome in sex. Super awesome, right?"

"Yes!" Callie smiled and was prepared for the upcoming rambling. She knew it all too well and loved it. "And…I…I mean I even showed you hot moves that you've never seen and…I've slept with lots and lots of women."

"Um…yes!" Callie said a little jealous and wasn't quite sure where her rambling was heading.

"And you had experience with only one woman before me. That stupid Erica Hahn. And…it's me who should know what to do. I'm the lesbian expert and you're…you are…" Arizona stopped when Callie was laughing loudly at her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I know this is serious," Callie tried to make a straight face but couldn't help bursting out in laughing again. "Sorry, okay…I stop laughing now. First of all, yes, you're a lesbian and I'm bisexual. You have way more experience with different female partners but you definitely don't have more sexual experience…" Arizona wanted to interrupt her but Callie just continued, "You may have shown me some hot moves but I definitely know them all now and we invented new ones. And second, I chose a lesbian life. You don't get to play the card that you're a lesbian expert. And, do you really think that it's always you who's in control?"

Arizona thought for a moment.

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"I don't want to do that!" Arizona sat on the bed and looked at the handcuffs and all the other stuff, "Are you missing sex with men…I mean…is this vacation in lesbianland over and…I bore you…that you need to buy all this stuff and…"

"Arizona, I didn't buy this stuff. I have it since I was…probably a teenager. And I'm not on vacation, I told you that a thousand times. I love you. Have you never tried out stuff?"

Arizona blushed a little and then started to ramble, "A bit but…not that…I don't even know what that is, Calliope!"

"Don't freak out. How about we just try the handcuffs? The thought of having you handcuffed to the bed is…oh god…so damn sexy!" Callie let out a moan and kissed Arizona hard on the mouth while she put her legs over her, so that she was sitting on Arizona's stomach and looked down at her.

"You're crazy!"

"YOU drive me crazy," Callie said and held the handcuffs in front of Arizona's face, "Do you trust me?"

"You know that I do…but…I like being the…"

"The one in control. Bla bla bla. Get over it. You're in a relationship with me now!" Callie kissed Arizona's neck, "C'mon. Give it a try. If you say stop, I'll pull them off!"

"Fine!" Arizona took a deep breath and shrieked when Callie handcuffed both of her hands to the bed immediately.

"Enjoy it, baby!" Callie went into the bathroom and got changed.

"Calliope, how long…oooooh!" Arizona smirked when Callie came outside in sexy underwear.

"Well hello, who left you here? All alone? Aren't you a pretty woman!" Callie whispered sexily.

"Role play? Really!" .

"Shh…just speak when I allow it!" Callie said and pressed her finger on Arizona's mouth and then opened Arizona's blouse with both hands and fast.

"Callie! You ripped it!" Arizona whined.

"I told you to be quiet, babe. I think I have to punish you now," Callie answered.

"That's just weird," Arizona answered, "Please uncuff me or…or let's switch roles."

"Arizona! What is wrong with you today? I just started and I promise you will like it!" Callie whined and rolled her eyes.

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"You enjoyed it so much honey and I gave you one orgasm after another!" Callie nibbled at Arizona's ear and was relieved that she could still make her moan.

"Yes and afterwards you couldn't find the key and asked Mark for a saw and it took you half an hour to get me free. And Mark teased me nonstop!"

"Whatever, you love being handcuffed. Admit it!" Callie whispered sexily.

"Callie! Can you please be serious for one time?" Callie wanted to kiss her but then stopped and looked deeply into her eyes.

"I am!" Callie answered softly and kissed Arizona's nose, "You're not ready. I get it. Let's grab a pizza and I touch this…" Callie went in between Arizona's legs and touched her over her pants, "Somewhere in the future."

Arizona's whole body felt this sensation. She looked shocked at her wife who just went into the bathroom and brushed her teeth.

"You are mean!" Arizona yelled at Callie who pretended to be clueless. "I am horny too, you know. I just…I feel like a virgin all over again. I feel like I've not only lost my leg but my ability to be…sexy and…I am used to being sexy. That's what people tell me. They say, Arizona you're hot or…Arizona, you're sexy. Yes, that's what I am but now I'm…"

"Arizona, you're hot!" Callie smiled at her wife and raised an eyebrow. She had missed that rambling so much and knew that they were making progress. It was the best feeling ever.

"No…I'm…I don't know. There isn't a word for me any more. I'm sexily challenged. That's what I am and what if my…stomp disgusts you and you end up…I don't know…puking at me and…I…so want you and I miss your touch, your smell and your taste. Because you taste so freaking amazing but…you know, you touched yourself in the last months but I didn't because…I don't like my body and… you shouldn't either…I'm sorry," tears appeared in Arizona's eyes and Callie went forward again.

"I love your body. Don't you ever tell me that I shouldn't. You can't change the fact that I still find you extremely hot and sexy. I was just joking with you, honey. We wait until you're ready. You don't need to apologize or find reasons. You'll know when you're ready!"

"But…I want to be ready," Arizona almost looked pouting.

"I know you want, but sometimes it just takes time. We wait," Callie answered softly.

"But I don't want to wait. I hate waiting. I always hated it!" Arizona pouted again.

"God, I love you! Let's just go to bed and sleep," Callie suggested.

"I still have to shower," Arizona answered and then smirked at her wife, "Um…would you…you know…I just…"

"I'd love to!" Callie kissed her hard on the mouth and immediately got rid of her clothes and went into the shower.

"Now that was fast," Arizona laughed and started to undress too. She was glad when Callie held out a hand to help her jumping into the shower. It was the best shower since months for both. Callie massaged shampoo into Arizona's hair and just loved watching her body and being that close to her wife again. She was a little overwhelmed when Arizona went forward and kissed her hard. She never let go of Arizona and helped her standing in balance. Both of them enjoyed every second and for a long time they just held each other. The feeling of their naked bodies pressed together was something that none of them would ever forget.

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Okay, some of you suggested that Calzona should adopt Laura and others suggest that Alex should do it. I have different stroylines in mind. Even other possibilities than adoption...but I guess I won't say yes to my real tragic ideas...they make me cry and I'm not in the mood to cry ;)! So, what do YOU think?!