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Heres another chapter! This one is for all those Edward and Bella fans.

I OWN NOTHING!

Quote- How can you have a beautiful ending without making beautiful mistakes.

Scene- Edward and Bella are talking about the past in their small cottage.

Date- 5/09/2014

POV- Bella

Some people let their past get in the way of their future. They let guilt eat away at them. Sometimes they hold in all this guilt from the ones they love. They go about life just hiding it and pretending that it doesn't exist. This is when the guilt gets worse. It starts to ruin your happiness and makes you push away the ones that care about you.

Now that the threat of the Volturi is long gone and Nessie is old enough to entertain herself for longer periods of time, I am able to really talk about our past and future. It was hard to get Edward to talk to me about these things at first. He didn't think I would understand what he did. But now, with me being equal to him, he doesn't have that excuse anymore.

I told him that I wanted to hear everything. Every little detail. Every crush, every experience, and every accident. Edward has started to get a little distant. I asked him about it, but he assured me it was nothing. When I asked Carlisle what might be wrong he told me that Edward had been thinking about his past. He had began to count every life that he had ever taken, even the evil ones he killed. Carlisle said that Edward had never really mourned over the loss and that all that guilt has been building up for a long time.

So one day when Nessie was playing with Jacob, I made him tell me everything.

He told me all that he could remember about his life as a human. He said that he was sometimes got mad at his father. His father was a successful lawyer and wasn't always around. He had grown rather close to his mom. He told me his dreams about being a soldier and that the love for his mother was the only the only thing that made him stay other than being underage. He told me more about his rebellion period in 1927. He again reassured me that he only killed the evil and that his first victim was Charles Evenson, Esme's abusive ex-husband. He told me every singe person that he had killed during that time and the reasons behind every one. He said that in 1931 he started to regret his earlier decisions and returned to the wide open arms of Esme and Carlisle.

He then told me about everything he had regretted doing in the time that he has known me. He regrets ever leaving after our first meeting, that it was a sign of weakness. Also, he hates how rude he had been at first and that both of his fathers had taught him better than that. The list went on and on. Bringing me to the baseball field, not protecting me from James attack, him leaving after my 18th birthday, not calling, running off to Italy, trying to keep me away from Jacob, not noticing that Victoria was behind everything, letting Jacob get hurt, trying to kill our daughter, and not trusting me more. It was a heavy load that he had been carrying for so long.

He had begun to see himself as a monster again. He thought that he was the worst husband out there and that I deserved better.

That's when I said, " That is not true at all. After everything we have been through I think that we both deserve each other. Do you really think that I'm still mad about those things? I'm not. Their from the past. Besides, everyone is allowed bad days. And as for drinking humans? They were bad people and deserved to be dead. You saved more lives than you took. It is pretty near impossible to have a beautiful ending without making a bunch of beautiful mistakes. Nothing is ever going to change the love that I feel for you. I also want you to know that you no longer have to hold everything in. There is a reason behind being married. I am here to hold your hand, to make you laugh, to listen to you when your sad, and to heal you when your down. I will always be here for you, just like your always here for me. We can get through everything and anything. Just let me help."

He leaned over and kissed me softly. " You don't know how much that means to me. I feel very honored to have you as a wife. You always know what to say to make me feel whole again. I love you."

" I love you too, Edward. Forever and always. As you once said, Always look after my heart because I always leave it with you". I moved to his lap and kissed him. It started off light and comforting, but within a few seconds it grew in strength. It was now full of love, despair and passion. I turned around more and put my hands In his hair. I was starting to take his shirt off when the door swung wide open and Nessie, Jacob and Emmett walked in.

"Yuck, that's gross. Mommy and Daddy are going to get cuties now." Nessie said causing us all to laugh.

"Come on you guys. There's children present. How about you two lovers get a room?" Emmett joked as he came to sit beside us.

" Really Emmett? Couldn't you just give us five more minutes?" Edward said, trying to sound annoyed. His eyes gave him away though. They were shining with amusement.

" Sorry dude. No can do. Rose will be furious if I'm not ready to leave by the time she gets back. And Jacob is going on shift, so yeah. I guess you will just have to wait till tonight". Both Emmett and Jacob laughed as the left the house.

Well, their goes my plans. I guess we will just have another family game night. I would ask someone else to watch her for an hour but I would feel selfish doing so. Besides, everyone is out.

I was about to put in a movie when someone knocked on the door. It was Jasper.

He said " I hope I'm not bothering you guys" will trying to hold back laughter. " I felt some painful emotions coming from this house and I felt the need to help. Its been awhile since you two have had time to yourself. Ill take Nessie to see a movie. Just try not to break anything while were gone."

We thanked him many times as he helped get Nessie ready. He left us by our self with a wink.

"Now, where were we?" I murmured in Edwards ear. We then began to love away all the guilt from the past.

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