I don' own the Teen Titans, no matter how much I want to.
Beast Boy P.O.V.
I just could not get that goofy grin off my face. She may not want to, but she wants me. Judging from the look on her face when she pulled away from our kiss, she wanted me badly. The moment she was willing to accept that, I was willing to be what she needed.
My cell phone went off. Uh, now was not a good time, I needed to make a plan to get me and Raven together.
Quickly so that she would not hear it I pulled it out of my front left pocket and turned it off. Only Raven deserved my full attention right now. I needed to talk to her, maybe telling me what happened that night would give us the closure that we needed to move on from the past. Whatever it was that happened it was keeping her from moving on to being something more.
I took the short hallway to what I knew was her bedroom door. There was no sound coming from it, and I mean NO sound. I hear an ant crawling across a leaf and so the fact that there was no sound bothered me, something had to be wrong. Or she was gone. Raven couldn't leave me after she had gotten me so wrapped around her finger, I now needed her. I was prepared to overturn every last stupid rock in this planet to find her so I could beg and grovel.
But there was no need to jump to conclusions, she could just be asleep and happened to soundproof her room so well that I couldn't hear her. Yeah that had to be it, she wouldn't just leave me like that. I knocked on her door softly hoping that she would answer. She didn't. Okay, now there is a reason to panic.
I turned the black doorknob so fiercely that I was afraid that it was going to break. "RAVEN! Where are you? Are you okay? Do you need me?!" I fell to my knees when I realized that no one was here. She had left me, I need here. "Raven, you can't leave me, I love you", I whispered.
My communicator from better times beeped. I couldn't talk to anybody right now, not when Raven left me. I ignored the familiar and usual soothing sound to wallow in self pity. As soon as the beeping stopped it started again. Whoever it was that wanted to talk to me wanted to talk to me really badly. Frustrated I pulled out my old communicator, Cyborg's smiling face lit up the screen.
"Beast Boy! You are never going to believe this! Raven's communicator just came back online! After all these years I know where I can find her! I can finally see my little sister again!" A sense of relief washed over me, she was ready to face her past. She wasn't leaving me, she was facing everything. "What's wrong Beast Boy? You don't seem to happy about this, I thought that you would be ecstatic! You are always talking about wanting to find her."
I wanted to tell him all that had happened but I just wanted those moments to just be between me and Raven. "No! Sorry I am so happy right now! I am just shocked that she turned her communicator back on. I thought she didn't want us to find her. I wonder what changed?"
"I honestly don't know but whatever it is I am glad. I really need to see my little sister again, it's been five years since I have heard from her. I think that is time that our family got back together how about you?"
"I think that is a great idea Cyborg! But aren't we getting ahead of ourselves? You haven't even talked to Raven yet!"
"It is not like I haven't tried. She won't answer her communicator even though it is on. I can track her though, maybe even see all that her communicator is seeing. I am not going to give up on this lead, she is my little sister. I miss my family, I still had you guys but our family wasn't complete without her you know? Our family needs to be together again. It just hasn't been the same without the moody, self absorbed, judgmental, and dark Raven that I know." He had no idea how much I knew exactly what he was talking about, without Raven, our former team was just a dis-functional, pathetic group of people that couldn't get anything done.
"Yeah I think that I know exactly what you are talking about. So where is she? I will meet you there maybe we can convince her to come back to us."
"That is the part that is weird, get this her communicator says that she is at Titan's Tower. It makes no sense, but honestly I don't care where she is as long as I get to see her again." I understood exactly what he was saying.
Raven P.O.V.
My room just wasn't comforting enough. This is one of those times that I wish the Titans were still together I could always count on Cyborg to eat so much meat and make a fool of himself, or Beast Boy to make a stupid comment, or Starfire to make a mess of the English language, always ultimately making me feel better.
No matter how much I tried I couldn't make this room seem as dark and comforting as my old room in the Titan's tower. I also couldn't stay in the same house as Beast Boy, he made me want things that I wasn't about to ask for. His green eyes made me forget that I was a demon that wasn't meant to forgive and love. Both of which I suddenly felt the urge to do when I was in his greenly presence.
I heard his phone ring a few times than stop. I needed to get out of here, clear my head, remember better times, and meditate. I told myself that I would only go back to the Tower if there was an emergency. I qualify this as one.
I sensed Beast Boy's steps towards my room, slowly I melted into the shadows. The familiar surrounding's of my room brought back the memories of when I had a calm mind. I crossed my legs and closed my eyes. "Azarath Metrion Zinthos Azarath Metrion Zinthos Azarath..."
