It was two nights before New Year's Eve, and the day of Lucas' big annual party (according to the boy himself.) Kurt was staying at Rachel's house for another 'all girl plus Kurt' sleepover. This was the first sleepover since the Troubletones had rejoined New Direction. The girls and Kurt missed it, so they decided to have a heart to heart night and talk about their New Year's resolutions.
They set up in the basement of the Berrys' house since they had a big number of people. Kurt was sitting between Tina and Mercedes on the big couch, Brittany and Santana were cuddling on the love seat next to them while Rachel was setting up the projector of her little home cinema.
"Why are we watching Eclipse again?"
"For Taylor's abs, duh" Kurt rolled his eyes at her while he took a slice of pizza
Mercedes chuckled "Come on Rachel, we can watch Mamma Mia after this."
"Fine. But we're watching the sing-along version."
"No...we're on holiday. Can't we just take a break from singing our hearts out?" Tina dropped her head on Kurt's shoulder
Kurt patted her head gently in sympathy
"Can we watch Step Up?" Brittany asked
"Of course you can Brit." Santana smiled at her and shot a glare at Rachel
"We'll figure it out after this." Rachel mumbled before she put on the movie.
Half way through the movie, the group started to argue about Team Edward or Team Jacob like always. Mostly it went down between Kurt and Rachel.
"Obviously it's Jacob! Come on Rachel are you blind?!" Kurt exclaimed in disbelief
"But Edward is so sweet to her!"
"They lack of passion." Kurt stated
"How?"
"It feels more like a crush than love."
"What about Jacob then, huh?"
"They are just connected, look at them. It's right. It's natural between them!"
"Is it because Blainey is not Jacob so you broke up with him?" Brittany asked suddenly
The whole room fell into dead silence. Everyone didn't know what to say.
Surprisingly, Kurt smiled "Yes Brit, that's why I broke up with Blaine."
"Boo..." Mercedes hugged Kurt tightly between her arms
"It's okay. I know what I really want now." Kurt gave the girls a reassuring smile
"So you found what you want?" Tina asked
Kurt hesitated a moment "I think I did."
"Is it the guy you went to the mall with last week?" Tina looked at Kurt with excited eyes
"Wait, you're seeing someone already?" Santana arched one of her eyebrows
"Kurt, you're seeing someone and you didn't tell me?!" Rachel look offended
"I'm not seeing someone. We're not...how did you know?" Kurt turned to Tina
"Me and Mike went to Christmas shopping last week, and we saw you with this guy having lunch in the little French deli."
"Kurtie, are you getting a new dolphin?" Brittany asked in confusion
"I'm not sure the dolphin likes me as much as I like him Brit." Kurt answered with a weak smile
"How do you know this guy?" Rachel asked
"He's the one that saved me that night...he's in the Warblers-"
"What? Kurt you can't date another Warbler! They are the enemies!" Rachel insisted
Kurt sighed "Rachel, calm down, I don't think we're going to happen, Sebastian doesn't do relationships. I think we're just gonna be friends."
Mercedes grinned "I think you should go get him Kurt."
"What?" Kurt was surprised
"You're Kurt Hummel. You get what you want. I miss the fierce Kurt. And I think this boy must be the one who brought him back." Mercedes smiled warmly at her best gay.
"He is..." A hint of pink forming on Kurt's cheeks
"You should tell him. I don't see who can possibly not like you." Tina supported
"Yeah Hummel get some ass." Santana smirked
"Dolphin Love!" Brittany cheered
"Girls...I, I don't know." Kurt's face was scarlet red
Rachel cleared her throat as to remind the others she still haven't voiced her opinion
"Kurt, I think you should take your own time to figure this out. Not only because he's our enemy, if you be with him just for rebound or make Blaine jealous, I know cause I did that with Puck to-"
"Rachel, first, you did it with Puck because you wanna make Finn jealous so you can get back with him. I don't want to get back with Blaine, we can go back as friends. That's the best we can be. And Sebastian wouldn't be a rebound because I feel right with hi-"
Mercedes and Tina grinned while Santana mumbled 'get some' at Kurt. Then he realised he had just confessed his wants towards Sebastian.
"I'm sure you're gonna figure out what to do, boo. Either way I'm with you." Mercedes winked
Kurt nodded and thought it was right that he didn't tell the girls what happened the other day.
Turns out, the big annual party at the Smythes was quite big, and far away. Lucas had texted Kurt about the event. The party was being held at the Smythe town house in Columbus. Lucas asked everyone to stay overnight, because it wasn't worth driving all those hours back and forth. Kurt was intrigued by the idea and called Sebastian for more details. Sebastian told Kurt that because the Smythes had a small family dinner on boxing day with Lucas, their parents were just gonna stay home with Sisi. And there would be booze. (Shit loads of booze, worried you can't handle it princess?) The boys were just gonna order catering from hotel, great sound system setting. Basically a super upgraded version of house party.
Like a present dropped from sky, Burt and Carole needed to go to a New Year's Eve party in DC themselves and Finn was planning to spend night with the Berrys; so Kurt didn't even need to worry about asking permission. Though he doubted Burt wouldn't let him go.
About two hours before the Smythe boys headed to Columbus, Sebastian was pacing around his room like a nervous wreck. Sebastian needed to pick up Kurt before he headed to the party, and Lucas would be there early to check and make sure everything was set up and ready.
Sebastian kept thinking about the day he went shopping with Kurt; it was like heaven and hell to him. Whenever Kurt laughed at something he said, he felt this incredibly amazing, warm fuzzy feeling around his stomach. When he saw Kurt lick his lips while they were having lunch, he almost launched himself across the table just to grab Kurt's face and kiss him right there and then. And he had a horrible time the whole day reminding himself not to jump Kurt in the middle of the shopping mall because Kurt just had to sway his perfect ass in the tightest pair of jeans on earth. Sebastian realised he didn't just want Kurt for physical needs but he physically needed Kurt. His heart beat faster with excitement whenever Kurt was close to him but it also gave him comfort, and his heart ached with longing when Kurt moved away. Sebastian wanted to hug him close, so close that maybe their bodies would merge together then he would have Kurt forever.
Sebastian's palms were sweating on the way back to Kurt's house. He thought he was going to pass out but Kurt didn't seem to notice. Kurt was talking to himself mostly, thinking about matching wrapping papers with the presents for the Warblers and Lucas (because they all decided they are going to make it like a belated Christmas / Lucas' birthday / New Year's Eve big party.) And Sebastian felt fire burning through his blood when Kurt mentioned Lucas. It was silly he knew but he just couldn't help it. There was a small panic running through Sebastian's body when he thought about what if Kurt really fell in love with Lucas?
Sebastian helped Kurt with the bags to the front doors. There weren't many bags really but he wanted an excuse to delay the departure.
"Umm, so you got everything yeah?" Sebastian tried to make conversation
"Yes I think so..."
"So..." They said in the same time "So..."
Sebastian rubbed the back of his neck a little nervously "I'll...pick you up around noon?"
"Yeah...that'll be great."
Kurt looked up at Sebastian and they locked eyes for a second or two before Kurt suddenly tiptoed and pressed his lips against Sebastian's. The taller boy hesitated a second before he kissed Kurt back with more desperation. Sebastian instantly wrapped his arms around Kurt's middle and pulled him closer like he had wanted to all day. Kurt let out a small squeak and Sebastian dove his tongue between those soft lips of Kurt's. They kissed with need and passion, Sebastian licked and sucked Kurt's lips, tasting his scents. They pulled away about a minute later, looking at each other with wide eyes.
"I-I should go."Kurt grabbed the bags and ran back to the house, slamming the front door with Sebastian completely frozen on the spot.
A knock on Sebastian's door broke his thoughts.
"Come in."
It was Edith coming in, to Sebastian's surprise "Momma"
"Are you ready? You need to pick Kurt up right?" Edith sat down on the bed and she didn't miss the way Sebastian stiffened with the mention of Kurt's name
"Y-yeah, I'm going in a minute."
"Bastian. Go get him." Edith squeezed Sebastian's hand as a comfort support
"Get what?"
"Kurt. You like him, I can tell, everyone can." Edith smiled softly at her son
"Momma!" Sebastian blushed but he took a deep breath "Lucas likes Kurt too, I think the whole universe knows by now."
"Yea I know. Lucas wouldn't shut up about it." Edith chuckled a little
"Then why do you tell me to...I can't just take Kurt from Lucas."
Edith rolled her eyes "You silly, Kurt is not someone's property. He's a person. And he likes you."
"He..does?" Sebastian actually knew the answer but it still sounded surreal coming from his mother.
"I think you know the answer, I just don't know why you don't do something."
"We...I, yes I think we have something." Sebastian thought about the kiss
"What are you waiting for then?" Edith smirked at her son, sometimes Sebastian thought he may have his father's looks, but he had his mother's smile
"I don't know if I can love someone. If I know how to love, I stop caring about people since..."
Edith was almost in tears as she hugged her son close "I'm so sorry Bastian. I should have never let your dad did what he did. I should have never left you alone in Paris for so long. I never wanted all of this to get to you. Of course you can love someone. You're an amazing person, son. And I know you deserve Kurt. He wants you just as much as you want him. I can tell. The day he came for Sisi's birthday party. The way he looked at you when he thought no one was watching, but I noticed. You must mean something important to him."
"What if I screw up Momma? I can't imagine he would ever talk to me again. If I am just friends with him maybe..."
"Maybe he becomes Lucas' boyfriend and you still get to see him? Or maybe friendship last longer?"
"That's not exactly what I was thinking..."
"But something like that right? Bastian, my son is not a coward the last time I checked. I know falling in love is scary. Gosh I almost ran away when your dad proposed to me. But in order to get what you want, there's a moment you need to act on it. "
"I don't think I'm good enough for Kurt..."
"Let's leave that for him to decide, okay?" Edith sighed. "Bastian. I don't want you to regret it. Please just promise me you will try to love again. I don't want you to just close off to everyone."
Before Sebastian could say anything "Or do you think Kurt's not worth you trying?"
"No! I-I want him..."
"Good! Well, off you go, you're late!"
"Shit!" Sebastian shot up from his bed and quickly kissed Edith on the cheek "Goodbye momma and Happy New Year."
"Happy New Year, son. And good luck." Edith smiled happily at Sebastian
A/N: Yes the boys finally going to confess their feeling! I hope to write some fluff in next chapter because I think you all have suffer enough sexual frustration between these two. :D
I just start working on the next chapter. Reviews are inspiration! LOL