Welcome to Chapter 10, wow the finale was awesome, I am actually starting to like Faith and Johnny and Elektra were awesome like usual, I think they would be quite good together... and Tee was awesome as usual.
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Ok please can you answer these questions;
1. should I rewrite chapter 1?
2. should I put any characters in a relationship?
3. should I make any characters leave?
4. do you have any theories about anything in this story?
Oh and in this chapter you find out Shay's secret.
Love you all, anyway on with the chapter, and back to Immy.
Oh my, not even 11 years old and I had already slept with a guy. A 16 year old, isn't that illegal? I don't think I slept with him willingly, I was very drunk and then...
He went into a cupboard and handed me something. "Take this it will help," he told me.
I doubt those tablets were really headache tablets, I think Mark drugged me. Then he slept with me, he took advantage of me, I think the Police would probably call this rape. I went back to class, my class mates stared at me. I thought the staring at me because they were amazed because I had an awesome boyfriend. Instead they were staring at me thinking I was stupid little slut for sleeping with a guy I had only known for a few weeks.
Shay had chose my uniform for me, so I fitted in. She refused to let me dress how I wanted, she told me that if I wore that people would think I was a slut. I wish had just been a girl who dressed like a slut rather than the girl, not even 12, who had slept with her boyfriend. I didn't dress like a slut I simply was just a slut. My friends still talked to me, but I could tell from the look in their eyes that they disapproved of me.
But the think was I didn't learn, I still went to parties and I still came back, knowing but not remembering us doing it. The day mares became more frequent and I found myself getting more violent. I walked into form room quietly, what was the point of making an entrance.
"She sleeps with him all the time, according to my brother. He is mates with Mark," I heard Emily say.
"I never thought a girl as nice as Immy could be a complete slut," Tasmin said.
"What did you say?" I shouted,
"Um... hi Immy, we weren't talking about we were talking about you, we were talking about a different..." that is the lame excuse Tasmin tried to give me and she only stopped because I punched her hard in the stomach.
Suddenly I had started a fight, everyone was attacking each other. Suddenly our form tutor came in and everyone stopped fighting and pretended nothing had happened. Fortunately she didn't question anything, the teacher started talking about a charity event and I turned off and stared out of the window. Another day mare crept over me,
I was lying on the bed, barely awake, I'm naked, I watch Mark standing at his bedroom door.
"You can't seriously love a kid like that," a guy was saying,
"yeah mate, bad lose, she's just a kid. You can't do anything with her," another guy, Emily's brother told him.
"Like that stops me," Mark replied and pushed the door open to show his friends me, me lying their naked.
"Ooh Mark, you naughty boy. But I guess that kid was bound the be a slapper from day one. Might as well get her started early," the first guy said.
"I think you can't give her everything she needs, how about I give you the money and you lend me the bitch," Emily's brother said.
"I'll have a go too," the first guy added.
"Ok lads considering you are first time customers, you can have her discounted. £50," Mark said.
"Deal mate," and he literally chucked the money at Mark, he pushed the door closed and walked over to me.
"Wake up Princess," he said, obviously thinking I was asleep. "I have paid good money for you, so I am going to get my moneys worth."
You know what happened next, it's not hard to guess. I slept with Emily's brother, Sam was his name and then Dave. I hated the feeling of it, I wanted to run but I had no where to go.
I snapped back into reality, how did I forgot something like that? "Miss Odissey are you ok?" the teacher asked, I nodded, quickly pretending to have been daydreaming.
I went to the park after school, Shay was on the swings.
"Hey," I said sitting on the swing next to her.
"So Immy you are 12 next week and you are already a prostitute," Shay said disgustedly.
"I'm not a prostitute," I argued,
"Immy you are, it's obvious. No one sleeps with Mark from their own free will, I certainly didn't. Seriously Immy dump him, he only caused me pain," Shay said.
"You went out with Mark?" I asked, amazed.
"Yes and we slept together when we were still a primary school, it was a dare, peer pressure, call it what you want," Shay told me.
"Like you I developed early," she said, "and we had sex lots, he enjoyed it and I wanted to please him. I thought I loved him, until..."
"Until what?" I asked.
"Ok you have two kids, both early developers, the girl has already started her periods when she sleeps with the boy for the first time. They sleep with each other for months and months until when the girl realises at Christmas in year 7, that she has put on quite a bit of weight..." she said, talking in third person.
"He got you pregnant," I said,
Shay nodded, her eyes now full of tears.
"Did you have an abortion?" I asked, she shook her head.
"I was already 5 and a half months by Christmas, it was too late. So I gave birth in the April of the next year and I put the kid in care. I think it was best for him, I hope it was. I was only 11 I would have been a useless Mum," she told me.
"What happened after that?" I asked,
"I went back to school, I was very behind. I got put down to the bottom sets, then Mark called me an easy going slapper to my face. Suddenly loads of guys were interested in me, they saw me as an easy target. They thought if I would shag someone that easily before I wouldn't take much convincing to do it again," Shay said, her voice shaking.
"What happened after that?" I asked,
"I needed cash, I couldn't afford food, if we didn't start paying the bills we were going to be evicted from the flat. So I thought, I'm 11 years old, I can pass for 16, I have a kid. Everyone thinks I'm a slapper already, so what have I got to loose? So I started going into clubs and I managed to get some good contacts and they managed to get me jobs," she looked up at me slowly, I could see the pain she was going through.
"They got me jobs as a prostitute, I made the cash, and lots of it. I could afford stuff I never had had before. I loved the money. With the new clothes, a new haircut, make up, I suddenly became gorgeous. I suddenly became superior to the world around me. I started again and I was loving my life. It carried on like this till I was 16, until one day a bus went past me and I saw a girl staring at me. Then she stared at me the next day, and the next and the next. Until one day she was pushed out of the bus to my feet, that's when my best friend Imitari Odissey came into my life," she said, smiling at me, despite the tears.
"You were the girl I could have been, we were the same. No friends, just bullies. We looked much older than we really were and we both had a fresh start at high school and we both messed it up," Shay said, I looked up at her.
"Immy you made me see real life, I can't continue like this. But really that's all I have got, I've only got 1 GCSE, I've dropped out of school, I have a son. I live a fake life, I have spray tans twice a month so I look good, I always wear make up. I left my son in care with a fake name so he could never find me. You know he would be 5 now," she told me.
"5!" I exclaimed, she nodded.
"All I ever did for him was buy him a cuddly toy, he's probably lost it by now," Shay told me.
"I don't think he would have," I replied.
"But what I am saying is Immy, ditch him. Don't get yourself pregnant, it's really not worth it," Shay said, I nodded in agreement. She pulled me into a hug.
"Thank you," she said,
"for what?" I replied.
"Listening."
