Welcome to chapter 11! (How did I get to chapter 11?)

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I have decided that (with the help of Zebralover4578) in this story Johnny and Elektra are going to get together, along with a few more people. Anyway on with the chapter.

They took my make up off me, they said that they needed to see me without my make up making me like fine. Without make up I am pale, deathly pale. I can now see why Shay had spray tans so frequently, not sleeping does kill your attractiveness. Dark rings circle my eyes. They made me sleep last night, they took away my phone, my book, my torch, everyone that could keep me awake. Eventually I fell asleep but the nightmares started straight away, you may think that the day mares are bad but the nightmares are worse. I can't escape. I scream, I toss, I turn. My mind reliving the darkest times of my life. Every night where Mark and the boys raped me, if I didn't go to Mark's they would come to mine. They would force the window open and make me do it in my own bed. I learnt not to resist, they only hurt you if you resist.

Other the months I became more scared, I had no friends other than Shay, my siblings didn't care about me, my parents were blissfully unaware. But I guess last night, one of the worst days ever came back to me.

I threw up again, for the fourth time today. I had been throwing up every morning this week. I went to school but I couldn't concentrate, I knew something was wrong. After school I went down to the park, and met Shay.

"Shay, I keep throwing up in the mornings, I think I might be ill," I told her.

Shay looked at me horrified, "Immy... Oh my god Immy, quickly come with me," she dragged me back to her house and took me into a bedroom. She went straight to her drawers and gave me something. A box... I looked down and read the words on the box...

pregnancy test

She took me into the bathroom and left me to carry out the test, when I was done, she came back in and we waited for the results together. I was terrified, but I knew, if I was pregnant that I would have Shay there for me. We waited for what seemed like forever, then when the results came through we spent 10 minutes, being too scared to look. When we finally looked, I stopped breathing.

Pregnancy Positive

I burst into tears immediately, Shay held me when I cried. "I'm guessing you aren't very far along," Shay said.

"Probably not," I said,

"you are probably about 5 weeks along," she told me, we sat in silence for a minute, "so what are you going to do?" Shay asked me.

"I don't know what you mean?"

"Are you going to get an abortion?" she asked me, I considered it for a moment. I knew the baby would only be a bundle of a few cells. Nothing proper, not a proper human. I stopped, thinking about how I had been brought into this cruel world. The wrong way, an immoral way, a way that wasn't allowed. Suppose that made me different, suppose my genetics hurt the baby. I was already starting to love the baby but I knew that it have my DNA was nothing other than cruel and as they say you have to be cruel to be kind. It would be kinder to the baby to stop it early than for it to have an awful life, being constantly different and be considered disgusting.

"Yes," I said. Shay nodded and I left.

That night I walked over to Mark's house, "so here's the princess, ready to start?" Mark asked,

"actually no," I replied.

"Excuse me," he said.

I breathed in, preparing myself, "I'm pregnant," I told him.

"You are pregnant," he said slowly, and for some reason he was angry.

"You have been sleeping with others haven't you, you cheating little bitch," he shouted slapping me, "you are my girlfriend and you have cheated on me," he shouted, getting even angrier.

"You made me sleep with them," I replied, he punched me in the face. I staggered backwards.

"You will regret sleeping with that guy, Imitari Odissey, just wait till I'm finished with you."

Two hours later I lay naked in the alley, chunks of my hair had been ripped out. Blood stained the remaining clothes I was in. My pale skin was red, both from blood and pain. My stomach ached, my ribs felt like they were on fire. I was in indescribable agony. I had cuts up and down my body. I was in so much pain. I felt myself slipping, my mind became blurry, I knew in my heart that I was dying and at this point I just gave in.

I was saved by a girl who had found me, coming back from a night at work.

Shay, she always saved me, but then again I guess that's what friends are for.

I ended up miscarrying, I guess it may have hurt more but nobody else found about it. Shay told the Police I had been attacked and raped and gave the Police Mark's address. After that I never saw them again. According to Shay they were sent to prison. But after that night both my day mares and nightmares became more frequent, I guess I was traumatised by the experience. When I told Shay she said not to tell anyone, they would only get me counselling and the last thing I needed was a nosy person coming to stick their nose into my business.

Doctor Lee then re-entered and I was forced to pay attention to him, "so Imitari Odissey, you have done extreme damage to your leg, you will need physiotherapy for at least 6 months. You have broken your right arm, so you will be a wheelchair but once your arm is out of plaster, in around 6 weeks you will be able to get crutches."

He looked at me expectantly, "what? Do you expect me to be happy or something?" I asked,

"no, but Imitari I just wanted to say I know what you are," I swear my heart stopped for a second.

"And to be Frank it is pretty amazing, I have no idea how your parents achieved it and I did a test on you and it doesn't seem to have any effects on you apart from that your body thinks your 15 instead of 14. Blame Verus I guess," he said.

I looked at him for a second.

"You do know the world is going to find out about you soon, if they prove your parents guilty they will tell the world. You will become famous," he said,

"for all the wrong reasons," I replied,

"Imitari you are the future," he told me and with that he walked from the room.

About half an hour later Mike appeared with Elektra, "hey," I said grinning at Elektra,

"and wow Mike wasn't exaggerating, you do look terrible," she said,

"thanks for the amazing compliment Elektra," I replied.

"So..." Elektra said awkwardly.

"Right girls I've got to find Doctor Lee I'll be back soon," and with that Mike left the room.

"When do you think you will be released?" Elektra asks,

"you make it sound like I'm in prison," I told her,

"you know what I mean," she said,

"a week maybe, I'm going to miss you," I said.

"Going all soppy on me are we?" Elektra asked.

I hugged Elektra after that, and for those few seconds I was able to imagine I had Shay back.