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So Elektra and Johnny are together but trying to hide it and Tee and Tyler are together. Sorry that Tee's character may seem OOC but I just wanted her to contrast with who she is normally. Anyway this chapter is in the future again. Ok in this chapter there is a song I wrote.
R = Rick
I = Immy
T = Together
I walked into the house, "where are Tyler and Tee?" Mike asked,
"they were walking slowly they will probably be here in a few minutes," I said and Rick nodded in agreement.
"Ok," Mike said and he walked off.
"So..." Rick said,
"what do you want to do?" I asked,
"um... I don't know? Chill," Rick told me,
"ok," I said turning around to prepare to leave him to chilling.
"No, you can stay," he said,
"shall we go up?" I asked, he nodded.
His room was painted red and in the corner of the room sat his much loved guitar, he caught me looking. "Do you play?" he asked. I had lived three months but I still didn't really know anyone much anyway I had spent at least half of that time in hospital. I was only starting to work out where I fitted in.
"Not much a few chords," I told him, "I'm more of a ukulele type of girl."
"You play the uke!" he exclaimed, I nodded, I ran from the from and returned a moment later clutching my ukulele.
"Do you write songs?" he asked,
"I was starting one but I've only got the first line," I told him ashamed.
"That's fine you do play me the first line and I play the second and you do the next, then me. Ok?" he asked, I nodded and took a deep breath.
I "I was looking for a fresh start"
R "I wasn't looking for love"
I "But now you have my heart"
R "We can make a fresh start"
I "We both have history"
R "We both have a past"
I "We are both a mystery"
R "But our love will last"
I "We are looking for a fresh start"
R "And I found it with you"
I "This is our fresh start"
R "And I am living it with you"
I "I messed up my life
I I caused all kinds of strife
I I ruined my family
I And the guilt ruins me"
R "My parents were conmen
R They went sent to jail and then
R I was put in care
R But my future I will share..."
I "With you"
R "Only you"
I "Just you"
R "I love you"
T "We both have history
T We both have a past
T We are both a mystery
T But our love will last"
T "We are looking for a fresh start
T And I found it with you
T This is our fresh start
T And I am living it with you"
T "With you
T Only you
T I love you
T I am living it with you"
We finished the song, by this point both of us were playing our instruments and singing, we were looking into each others eyes. Rick leant in towards me, I felt his lips touch mine, it was so new yet so so old, as I was thinking this suddenly...
"No escaping this time Imitari Odissey," I went the hands on my wrists, I pulled my hands away from the grip and slapped the man across the face, "you won't do this to me," I screamed, "not again," then I ran.
Suddenly I was back, I wasn't in Rick's room, I was in mine. I was out of breath like I had been running, my palms were stinging, I looked at them, they were red. Like I had slapped someone with unimaginable force. That's when I realised what had happened, my state in the day mare had taken over me in real life. Rick had kissed me, triggering the memories, he had held my wrist I had slapped him and pulled away and I ran away from him.
Oh
My...
I ran back into Rick's room, sitting on the floor was a sobbing Rick. He was nursing a broken guitar. "Rick, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I hit you," I said quietly, he turned to face me, the right side of his face was bright red.
"Sorry won't fix my guitar though, you were so eager to get away from me you pushed my guitar onto the ground and then ran over it. Immy I thought we had a spark, I thought you liked me too," Rick said, I felt myself drowning in guilt.
"But you obviously don't, if you had cared you wouldn't have waited half an hour to come back to apologise to me. If you didn't like me that way, if you just wanted to be friends you could have just pulled away and said no," he said looking up at me.
"Rick, I..."
"Immy, I don't want to hear it. I should have listened to Verus, she told me the day you arrived that you were a selfish arrogant bitch but I didn't believe her, I wish I had," Rick said,
"Rick please..." I begged,
"you obviously don't care Immy,"
"I do, now shut the fuck up and just listen to me. If you have ever cared about me just shut up and listen," I screamed at him.
He was stunned to silence.
"When I was younger there was these group of boys, 16, 17, 18 sometimes older, sometimes younger. They used to rape me every single night, they used me as a prostitute, they passed me round their friends and charged them money. Since then I have never had a relationship and sometimes it comes back to me, in like a kind of nightmare, a day mare, a flash back. But when you kissed me my mind took me to another place and I thought you were one of them so I tried to defend myself and I tried to run from them and what only was a few seconds in the flash back was actually half an hour in real time," I told him, he looked at me.
"My guitar still isn't fixed," he told me.
With that I walked out of the room slamming the door.