AN: Okay so here is Chapter 4.

EMPOV

We had just landed in Paris, the city of romance maybe Rosie and I can go to the Eiffel Tower and have a little "fun" if you know what I mean. Any who we were just leaving the airport and heading to our hotel, hotel Lutetia its one of the best. I just hope that Bella will be staying in the same hotel as us. I really do miss her a lot she was like my sister, Edward was extremely stupid to leave her.

We had just arrived at our hotel and as soon as we went up to the front desk us men were being looked at like a piece of meat. So we quickly got our room keys and went to the elevator to our penthouse suite on the 87th floor as the one on the 88th floor was taken. We entered and went on to do our own thing I immediately sat down and watched re-runs and a re-run of a talk show named Taratata came on and I saw Bella performing one of her songs. She must have been halfway through it because it ended quickly and she left the room. I saw that the family was also crowding around watching what was left of the performance. We all soon left the living room area and went to do our own thing till the concert in a couple hours.

Hour and a half later

We were all on our way to the little arena getting ready to see Bells. We were all dressed comfortably as it was a casual event. As we entered the arena we were met by fans wearing their Lana Del Rey t-shirts and Bells looked hot on them. I heard Eddie growl from a couple feet away from me. I quickly shot him a glare and told him not to read my mind if he didn't like what I was thinking. We all took our seats waiting for the show to begin, the music to a song quickly came on and the lights went down.

BPOV/LPOV

The lights went down and the music to Summertime Sadness started playing. I could feel there was something different about this show, not because it's sold out, not because Bradley is here just I don't know it feels weird like something is going to happen. They gave me my mic and I walked on stage. "Hello everyone how are you doing tonight so I will be playing Summertime first hope you enjoy it.

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best

Got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Got my hair up real big beauty queen style
Highheels off, I'm feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey I'm on fire I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best

I've got that summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh

I'm feelin' electric tonight
Cruising down the coast goin' by 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
Oh if I go, I'll be happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey I'm on fire I feel it everywhere

Nothing scares me anymore

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best

I've got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh

I think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive, drive

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh

Kiss me hard before you go
Summer time sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best

I've got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh

The crowd roared as I sang the last part of Summertime sadness. "Thought you guys wouldn't mind a little jazz set to start off this beautiful night." I smiled as they cheered again. I turn to my band a whisper the next song, as they get ready I start talking to them, about a minute or two later they nod their head and me signalling that they are ready. "So here is this is what makes us girls!"

Remember how we used to party up all night
Sneaking out and looking for a taste of real life

Drinking in the small town firelight

(Pabst Blue Ribbon on ice)

Sweet sixteen and we had arrived
Walking down the street as they whistle, "Hi, hi!"

Stealin' police cars with the senior guys

Teachers said we'd never make it out alive

There she was my new best friend
High heels in her hands, swayin' in the wind

While she starts to cry, mascara runnin' down her little Bambi eyes:

"Lana, how I hate those guys."

This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put our love first

Don't you know we'd die for it? It's a curse

Don't cry about it, don't cry about it

This is what makes us girls

We don't stick together 'cause we put our love first

Don't cry about him, don't cry about him

It's all gonna happen

And that's where the beginning of the end begun
Everybody knew that we had too much fun

We were skippin' school and drinkin' on the job

(With the boss)

Sweet sixteen and we had arrived
Baby's table dancin' at the local dive

Cheerin our names in the pink spotlight

Drinkin' cherry schnapps in the velvet night

Know we used to go break in
To the hotel pool, glittering we'd swim

Runnin' from the cops in our black bikini tops

Screaming, "Get us while we're hot"

"We don't give a whaaat!"

This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put our love first

Don't you know we'd die for it? It's a curse

Don't cry about it, don't cry about it

This is what makes us girls

We don't stick together 'cause we put our love first

Don't cry about him, don't cry about him

It's all gonna happen

The prettiest crowd that you had ever seen
Ribbons in our hair and our eyes gleamed mean

A freshmen generation of degenerate beauty queens

And you know something?

They were the only friends I ever had
We got into trouble and when stuff got bad

I got sent away, I was waving on the train platform

Crying 'cause I know I'm never comin' back.

This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put our love first

Don't you know we'd die for it? It's a curse

Don't cry about it, don't cry about it

This is what makes us girls

Darlin' little queens do you know what you're worth?

I'll tell you everyday till you get it, girl

It's all gonna happen

This is what makes us girls now, baby.
This is why we rule the world now, baby.

This is what makes us girls now, baby.

Why we rule the world now, baby, oh.

[Repeat x2]

I planned to go quickly into the next song but as I was looking into the audience trying to find Bradley in the front row I saw him standing next to the people who left me 8 years ago. They obviously knew it was me by the way they were smiling except Edward who looked kind of sad. I quickly turned to look at my band and held up my hand and put up 5 fingers to show that I needed a 5 minute break. "Okay so I'm going to let you get your drinks and I'll start up in 5 minutes." I'll but whispered into the microphone. I locked eyes with Bradley again and he could tell I was about to pass. He was trying to get over the barrier and fighting off the security guards. "Let him through, and help him up here please." I told the guards speaking into my mic so they could hear me. They let him up and he sprinted towards me and just held me there up on stage as I was trying to calm myself down. I quickly glanced over his shoulder and saw the Cullen's looking at me I skimmed over their faces and when I got to Edwards he had nothing but pure heartbreak shown on his face. Why would he be heartbroken he left ME.

"Okay I'm good now." I said nodding my head.

"You sure babe?" Bradley replied looking extremely worried and confused.

"Yes I'm sure go sit down."

"Okay but you telling me what the cause of this is later." He said while walking back to the end of the stage and going back to his original spot.

"Okay everyone there's a change of plans I will be singing You Can Be the Boss, this is for my lovely boyfriend who is here tonight." I said happily while winking at Bradley.

You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss

Taste like a keg party, back on the sauce

I like you a lot, I like you a lot

Don't let it stop...

You can be the boss, daddy

You can be the boss

Bad to the bone, sick as a dog

You know that I like, like you a lot

Don't let it stop...

He had a cigarette with his number on it
He gave it over to me, "do you want it?"

I knew it was wrong but I palmed it

I saved it, I waited, I called it

The liquor on your lips, the liquor on your lips

The liquor on your lips makes you dangerous

I knew it was wrong, I'm beyond it

I tried to be strong but I lost it.

You taste like the fourth of July
Malt liquor on your breath, my, my...

You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss

Taste like a keg party, back on the sauce

I like you a lot, I like you a lot

Don't let it stop...

You can be the boss, daddy

You can be the boss

Bad to the bone, sick as a dog

You know that I like, like you a lot

Don't let it stop...

He has a white corvette like I want it
A fire in his eyes, no, I saw it

He's bleeding from his brain and his wallet

He's sick and he's taken but honest

The liquor on your lips, the liquor on your lips

The liquor on his lips I just can't resist

As close as I'll get to the darkness

He tells me to "shut up, I got this."

You taste like the fourth of July
Malt liquor on your breath, my, my...

You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss

Taste like a keg party, back on the sauce

I like you a lot, I like you a lot

Don't let it stop...

You can be the boss, daddy

You can be the boss

Bad to the bone, sick as a dog

You know that I like, like you a lot

Don't let it stop...

I need you, I need you babe
Like I never needed anyone

You're wrong but you're so much fun

You say you trat me mean to keep

The opinion of that night

But you taste like the fourth of July

Malt liquor on your breath, my, my...

You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss

Taste like a keg party, back on the sauce

I like you a lot, I like you a lot

Don't let it stop...

You can be the boss, daddy

You can be the boss

Bad to the bone, sick as a dog

You know that I like, like you a lot

Don't let it stop...

"I hope you liked the one as much I as I do, also I just wanted to say a quick thank you to my boyfriend who has helped me a lot with my addictions and suggested I go to rehab. Thank you I love you babe." I said looking at him in the eye.

"Okay so this one is one of my favourites. Enjoy its called Cola."

My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola
My eyes are wide like cherry pies

I got sweet taste for men who're older

It's always been so it's no surprise

Ah he's in the sky with diamonds
And it's making me crazy

All he wants to do is party with his pretty baby

Come on baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine

I know your wife and she wouldn't mind

We made it out to the other side

We made it out to the other side

We made it out to the other side

Come on come on come on come on come on baby

Woah ah yeah

I fall asleep with an American flag
I wear my diamonds on Skid Row

I pledge allegiance to my dad

For teaching me everything he knows

Ah he's in the sky with diamonds
And it's making me crazy

All he wants to do is party with his pretty baby, yeah

Come on baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine

I know your wife and she wouldn't mind

We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side

We made it out to the other side

Drug, suck it up, like Vanilla Ice is
Don't treat me rough, treat me really nice-is

Decorate my neck, me, I'm on decisis

Why, come on come on come on

Oooh...

Yeow!

Come on baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine

I know your wife and she wouldn't mind

We made it out to the other side

Come on baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine

We made it out to the other side

We made it out to the other side

Come on come on come on baby
Come on come on come on baby

Woah ah

My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola

Oooh... ah

My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola

Oooh...

My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola

Oooh... woah... yeah

The crowd cheered once again, I smiled and said "Here is Fake Diamonds."

You're like a fake diamond
Sparkling when the lights are on

But when the night time comes

And all the lights go off

You turn off with them

Where do you go

When the lights turn low, boy?

You're like an old film reel
Kissing me when the crowd can watch

But when the velvet falls

And the projector coughs

I can be sure you're gone

You say it's not true

But I know how you do boy

I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes

Hold you close to my body

Because you hurt so good

Feel so bad honey

I just want you to want me

Want you to want me

You're like a fake diamond
Sparkling in the moon and sun

You shine like the only one

But when the darkness comes

Baby you're on the run

Where do you go

When the lights turn low, boy?

You're like my ex-boyfriend
Kissing me when the camera's on

I'm candy for your arm

Look like a debutante

But I'm not what you want

You say it's not true

But I know how you do boy

I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes

Hold you close to my body

Because you hurt so good

Feel so bad honey

I just want you to want me

Want you to want me

I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes

Hold you close to my body

Because you hurt so good

Feel so bad honey

I just want you to want me

Want you to want me

You say it's not true
But I know how you do boy

I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes

Hold you close to my body

Because you hurt so good

Feel so bad honey

I just want you to want me

Want you to want me

I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes

Hold you close to my body

Because you hurt so good

Feel so bad honey

I just want you to want me

Want you to want me

At certain parts of the song I would take a glance at Edward and the rest of the Cullen's, strangely they look upset. But I don't give a fuck, they can go to hell for breaking my heart. "okay so I only have a couple songs left." The crowd booed at that and I just laughed.

Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself cause her liquor's top shelf

It's alarming honestly how charming she can be

Fooling everyone, telling them she's having fun

She says, "You don't want to be like me
Don't wanna see all the things I've seen

I'm dying, I'm dying

She says, "You don't want to get this way

Famous, and dumb at an early age

Lying, I'm lying

The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes

She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond

Audiotune lies, she's still shining

Like lightning, white lightning

Carmen, carmen, staying up till morning
Only seventeen, but she walks the streets so mean

It's alarming truly how disarming you can be

Eating soft ice cream, Coney Island queen

She says, "You don't want to be like me
Looking for fun, getting high for free

I'm dying, I'm dying

She says, "You don't want to get this way

Street walking at night, and a star by day

It's tiring, tiring

The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes

She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond

Audiotune lies, she's still shining

Like lightning, white lightning

Baby's all dressed up with nowhere to go
That's the little story of the girl you know

Relying on the kindness of strangers

Trying cherry knots similing, doing party favours

Put your red dress on, put your lipstick on

Sing your song, song, now the camera's on

And you're alive again

Mon amour, je sais que tu m'aimes aussi

The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes

She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond

Audiotune lies, she's still shining

Like lightning, white lightning

Like lightning, white lightning...

Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself cause her liquor's top shelf

"I really hope you guys enjoyed that song it means a lot to me and what I've been through. Okay only two more songs, here's Born To Die."

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line

Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take

But I'm hoping at the gates

They'll tell me that your mine

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design

I feel so alone on a Friday night

Can you make it feel like home

If I tell you you're mine

It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough

And the road gets tough I don't know why

Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high

The road is long we carry on

Try to have fun in the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Choose your last words
This is the last time

Because you and I

We were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind

I was so confused as a little child

Trying to take what I could get

Scared that I couldn't find

All the answers honey

Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough

And the road gets tough I don't know why

Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high

The road is long we carry on

Try to have fun in the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Choose your last words
This is the last time

Because you and I

We were born to die

We were born to die
We were born to die

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough

And the road gets tough I don't know why

Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high

The road is long we carry on

Try to have fun in the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Choose your last words
This is the last time

Because you and I

We were born to die

We were born to die...

As I finished the song I was still looking at Bradley the entire time, knowing this song meant a great deal to both of us as we met on the set of this video. I looked at Edward and he was glaring at Bradley, it was he had seen this video and didn't like how close we were. He looked up at my gaze and I shot him a glare.

"So this is the last song for tonight, it's National Anthem." The crowd screamed as I said this knowing I always go see my fans at the end of it."

Money is the anthem
Of success

So before we go out

What's your address?

I'm your National Anthem
God, you're so handsome

Take me to the Hamptons

Bacardi [?]

He loves to romance them
Reckless abandon

Holdin' me for ransom

Upper echelon

He says to "be cool" but
I don't know how yet

Wind in my hair

Hand on the back of my neck

I said, "Can we party later on?"

He said, "Yes, yes"

Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Ooh, yeah, baby, bow down

Making me so wow, wow

Tell me I'm your National Anthem

Sugar, sugar, how now

Take your body down town

Red, white, blue's in the skies

Summer's in the air and

Baby, heaven's in your eyes

I'm your National Anthem

Money is the reason
We exist

Everybody knows it, it's a fact

Kiss, kiss

I sing the National Anthem
While I'm standing over your body

Hold you like a python

And you can't keep your hands off me

Or your pants on

See what you've done to me

Give me Chevron

You said to "be cool" but
I'm already coolest

You said to "get real"

Don't you know who you're dealing with?

Um, do you think you'll buy me lots of diamonds?

(Yes, also a gun)

Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Ooh, yeah, baby, bow down

Making me so wow, wow

Tell me I'm your National Anthem

Sugar, sugar, how now

Take your body down town

Red, white, blue's in the skies

Summer's in the air and

Baby, heaven's in your eyes

I'm your National Anthem

It's a love story for the new age
For the six page

Want a quick sick rampage?

Wining and dining

Drinking and driving

Excessive buying

Overdosin', dyin'

On our drugs and our love

And our dreams and our rage

Blurring the lines between real and the fake

Love again, lonely

I need somebody to hold me

We will do very well

I can tell, I can tell

Keep my safe in his bell tower, hotel

Money is the anthem of success
So put on mascara, and your party dress

I'm your National Anthem
Boy, put your hands up

Give me a standing ovation

Boy, you is landin'

Babe, in the land of

Sweetness and Angel

Queen of Saigon

Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Ooh, yeah, baby, bow down

Making me so wow, wow

Tell me I'm your National Anthem

Sugar, sugar, how now
Take your body down town

Red, white, blue's in the skies

Summer's in the air and

Baby, heaven's in your eyes

I'm your National Anthem

Money is the anthem
God, you're so handsome

Money is the anthem

Of success

I started heading down to the crowd and they started screaming I started at the right end of it and started interacting with my fans, holding their hands giving them kisses and taking pictures with them all while singing. I started making my way to the left side where Bradley and the Cullen's were I walked past the Cullen's without acknolwodling them and went straight to Bradley. I stopped singing and kissed him senseless he was obviously shocked but started kissing me back, the crowd started cheering. He quickly hoped over the barrier and came with me as I finished the song. As I was about to leave the crowd started chanting Lana. I smiled and said I loved you and walked off.

I gave my microphone to one of the stage crew and threw my arms around Bradley and broke down and started sobbing. He was confused but just held me tightly as I sobbed in his arms, I knew the Cullen's would be the ones with the backstage passes but I had to tell Bradley about them before they came. I calmed my self down and he wiped my tears with his thumb and asked me why I reacted that way on stage.

"Well you remember the Cullens?"…

AN: Okay so I'm going to end it there so I will probably update tomorrow, I am on spring break but I go back Monday so updates will not be as quick. You guys reviews are like crack to me you need to review please.

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