AN: Okay so here is Chapter 4.
EMPOV
We had just landed in Paris, the city of romance maybe Rosie and I can go to the Eiffel Tower and have a little "fun" if you know what I mean. Any who we were just leaving the airport and heading to our hotel, hotel Lutetia its one of the best. I just hope that Bella will be staying in the same hotel as us. I really do miss her a lot she was like my sister, Edward was extremely stupid to leave her.
We had just arrived at our hotel and as soon as we went up to the front desk us men were being looked at like a piece of meat. So we quickly got our room keys and went to the elevator to our penthouse suite on the 87th floor as the one on the 88th floor was taken. We entered and went on to do our own thing I immediately sat down and watched re-runs and a re-run of a talk show named Taratata came on and I saw Bella performing one of her songs. She must have been halfway through it because it ended quickly and she left the room. I saw that the family was also crowding around watching what was left of the performance. We all soon left the living room area and went to do our own thing till the concert in a couple hours.
Hour and a half later
We were all on our way to the little arena getting ready to see Bells. We were all dressed comfortably as it was a casual event. As we entered the arena we were met by fans wearing their Lana Del Rey t-shirts and Bells looked hot on them. I heard Eddie growl from a couple feet away from me. I quickly shot him a glare and told him not to read my mind if he didn't like what I was thinking. We all took our seats waiting for the show to begin, the music to a song quickly came on and the lights went down.
BPOV/LPOV
The lights went down and the music to Summertime Sadness started playing. I could feel there was something different about this show, not because it's sold out, not because Bradley is here just I don't know it feels weird like something is going to happen. They gave me my mic and I walked on stage. "Hello everyone how are you doing tonight so I will be playing Summertime first hope you enjoy it.
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best
Got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Got my hair up real big beauty queen style
Highheels off, I'm feeling alive
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey I'm on fire I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh
I'm feelin' electric tonight
Cruising down the coast goin' by 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
Oh if I go, I'll be happy tonight
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey I'm on fire I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh
I think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive, drive
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh
Kiss me hard before you go
Summer time sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best
I've got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh
The crowd roared as I sang the last part of Summertime sadness. "Thought you guys wouldn't mind a little jazz set to start off this beautiful night." I smiled as they cheered again. I turn to my band a whisper the next song, as they get ready I start talking to them, about a minute or two later they nod their head and me signalling that they are ready. "So here is this is what makes us girls!"
Remember how we used to party up all night
Sneaking out and looking for a taste of real life
Drinking in the small town firelight
(Pabst Blue Ribbon on ice)
Sweet sixteen and we had arrived
Walking down the street as they whistle, "Hi, hi!"
Stealin' police cars with the senior guys
Teachers said we'd never make it out alive
There she was my new best friend
High heels in her hands, swayin' in the wind
While she starts to cry, mascara runnin' down her little Bambi eyes:
"Lana, how I hate those guys."
This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put our love first
Don't you know we'd die for it? It's a curse
Don't cry about it, don't cry about it
This is what makes us girls
We don't stick together 'cause we put our love first
Don't cry about him, don't cry about him
It's all gonna happen
And that's where the beginning of the end begun
Everybody knew that we had too much fun
We were skippin' school and drinkin' on the job
(With the boss)
Sweet sixteen and we had arrived
Baby's table dancin' at the local dive
Cheerin our names in the pink spotlight
Drinkin' cherry schnapps in the velvet night
Know we used to go break in
To the hotel pool, glittering we'd swim
Runnin' from the cops in our black bikini tops
Screaming, "Get us while we're hot"
"We don't give a whaaat!"
This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put our love first
Don't you know we'd die for it? It's a curse
Don't cry about it, don't cry about it
This is what makes us girls
We don't stick together 'cause we put our love first
Don't cry about him, don't cry about him
It's all gonna happen
The prettiest crowd that you had ever seen
Ribbons in our hair and our eyes gleamed mean
A freshmen generation of degenerate beauty queens
And you know something?
They were the only friends I ever had
We got into trouble and when stuff got bad
I got sent away, I was waving on the train platform
Crying 'cause I know I'm never comin' back.
This is what makes us girls
We don't look for heaven and we put our love first
Don't you know we'd die for it? It's a curse
Don't cry about it, don't cry about it
This is what makes us girls
Darlin' little queens do you know what you're worth?
I'll tell you everyday till you get it, girl
It's all gonna happen
This is what makes us girls now, baby.
This is why we rule the world now, baby.
This is what makes us girls now, baby.
Why we rule the world now, baby, oh.
[Repeat x2]
I planned to go quickly into the next song but as I was looking into the audience trying to find Bradley in the front row I saw him standing next to the people who left me 8 years ago. They obviously knew it was me by the way they were smiling except Edward who looked kind of sad. I quickly turned to look at my band and held up my hand and put up 5 fingers to show that I needed a 5 minute break. "Okay so I'm going to let you get your drinks and I'll start up in 5 minutes." I'll but whispered into the microphone. I locked eyes with Bradley again and he could tell I was about to pass. He was trying to get over the barrier and fighting off the security guards. "Let him through, and help him up here please." I told the guards speaking into my mic so they could hear me. They let him up and he sprinted towards me and just held me there up on stage as I was trying to calm myself down. I quickly glanced over his shoulder and saw the Cullen's looking at me I skimmed over their faces and when I got to Edwards he had nothing but pure heartbreak shown on his face. Why would he be heartbroken he left ME.
"Okay I'm good now." I said nodding my head.
"You sure babe?" Bradley replied looking extremely worried and confused.
"Yes I'm sure go sit down."
"Okay but you telling me what the cause of this is later." He said while walking back to the end of the stage and going back to his original spot.
"Okay everyone there's a change of plans I will be singing You Can Be the Boss, this is for my lovely boyfriend who is here tonight." I said happily while winking at Bradley.
You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss
Taste like a keg party, back on the sauce
I like you a lot, I like you a lot
Don't let it stop...
You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss
Bad to the bone, sick as a dog
You know that I like, like you a lot
Don't let it stop...
He had a cigarette with his number on it
He gave it over to me, "do you want it?"
I knew it was wrong but I palmed it
I saved it, I waited, I called it
The liquor on your lips, the liquor on your lips
The liquor on your lips makes you dangerous
I knew it was wrong, I'm beyond it
I tried to be strong but I lost it.
You taste like the fourth of July
Malt liquor on your breath, my, my...
You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss
Taste like a keg party, back on the sauce
I like you a lot, I like you a lot
Don't let it stop...
You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss
Bad to the bone, sick as a dog
You know that I like, like you a lot
Don't let it stop...
He has a white corvette like I want it
A fire in his eyes, no, I saw it
He's bleeding from his brain and his wallet
He's sick and he's taken but honest
The liquor on your lips, the liquor on your lips
The liquor on his lips I just can't resist
As close as I'll get to the darkness
He tells me to "shut up, I got this."
You taste like the fourth of July
Malt liquor on your breath, my, my...
You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss
Taste like a keg party, back on the sauce
I like you a lot, I like you a lot
Don't let it stop...
You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss
Bad to the bone, sick as a dog
You know that I like, like you a lot
Don't let it stop...
I need you, I need you babe
Like I never needed anyone
You're wrong but you're so much fun
You say you trat me mean to keep
The opinion of that night
But you taste like the fourth of July
Malt liquor on your breath, my, my...
You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss
Taste like a keg party, back on the sauce
I like you a lot, I like you a lot
Don't let it stop...
You can be the boss, daddy
You can be the boss
Bad to the bone, sick as a dog
You know that I like, like you a lot
Don't let it stop...
"I hope you liked the one as much I as I do, also I just wanted to say a quick thank you to my boyfriend who has helped me a lot with my addictions and suggested I go to rehab. Thank you I love you babe." I said looking at him in the eye.
"Okay so this one is one of my favourites. Enjoy its called Cola."
My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola
My eyes are wide like cherry pies
I got sweet taste for men who're older
It's always been so it's no surprise
Ah he's in the sky with diamonds
And it's making me crazy
All he wants to do is party with his pretty baby
Come on baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine
I know your wife and she wouldn't mind
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
Come on come on come on come on come on baby
Woah ah yeah
I fall asleep with an American flag
I wear my diamonds on Skid Row
I pledge allegiance to my dad
For teaching me everything he knows
Ah he's in the sky with diamonds
And it's making me crazy
All he wants to do is party with his pretty baby, yeah
Come on baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine
I know your wife and she wouldn't mind
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
Drug, suck it up, like Vanilla Ice is
Don't treat me rough, treat me really nice-is
Decorate my neck, me, I'm on decisis
Why, come on come on come on
Oooh...
Yeow!
Come on baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine
I know your wife and she wouldn't mind
We made it out to the other side
Come on baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
Come on come on come on baby
Come on come on come on baby
Woah ah
My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola
Oooh... ah
My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola
Oooh...
My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola
Oooh... woah... yeah
The crowd cheered once again, I smiled and said "Here is Fake Diamonds."
You're like a fake diamond
Sparkling when the lights are on
But when the night time comes
And all the lights go off
You turn off with them
Where do you go
When the lights turn low, boy?
You're like an old film reel
Kissing me when the crowd can watch
But when the velvet falls
And the projector coughs
I can be sure you're gone
You say it's not true
But I know how you do boy
I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes
Hold you close to my body
Because you hurt so good
Feel so bad honey
I just want you to want me
Want you to want me
You're like a fake diamond
Sparkling in the moon and sun
You shine like the only one
But when the darkness comes
Baby you're on the run
Where do you go
When the lights turn low, boy?
You're like my ex-boyfriend
Kissing me when the camera's on
I'm candy for your arm
Look like a debutante
But I'm not what you want
You say it's not true
But I know how you do boy
I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes
Hold you close to my body
Because you hurt so good
Feel so bad honey
I just want you to want me
Want you to want me
I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes
Hold you close to my body
Because you hurt so good
Feel so bad honey
I just want you to want me
Want you to want me
You say it's not true
But I know how you do boy
I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes
Hold you close to my body
Because you hurt so good
Feel so bad honey
I just want you to want me
Want you to want me
I'm like a child who belongs to nobody
So I wear you like my clothes
Hold you close to my body
Because you hurt so good
Feel so bad honey
I just want you to want me
Want you to want me
At certain parts of the song I would take a glance at Edward and the rest of the Cullen's, strangely they look upset. But I don't give a fuck, they can go to hell for breaking my heart. "okay so I only have a couple songs left." The crowd booed at that and I just laughed.
Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself cause her liquor's top shelf
It's alarming honestly how charming she can be
Fooling everyone, telling them she's having fun
She says, "You don't want to be like me
Don't wanna see all the things I've seen
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says, "You don't want to get this way
Famous, and dumb at an early age
Lying, I'm lying
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond
Audiotune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, white lightning
Carmen, carmen, staying up till morning
Only seventeen, but she walks the streets so mean
It's alarming truly how disarming you can be
Eating soft ice cream, Coney Island queen
She says, "You don't want to be like me
Looking for fun, getting high for free
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says, "You don't want to get this way
Street walking at night, and a star by day
It's tiring, tiring
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond
Audiotune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, white lightning
Baby's all dressed up with nowhere to go
That's the little story of the girl you know
Relying on the kindness of strangers
Trying cherry knots similing, doing party favours
Put your red dress on, put your lipstick on
Sing your song, song, now the camera's on
And you're alive again
Mon amour, je sais que tu m'aimes aussi
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond
Audiotune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, white lightning
Like lightning, white lightning...
Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself cause her liquor's top shelf
"I really hope you guys enjoyed that song it means a lot to me and what I've been through. Okay only two more songs, here's Born To Die."
Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping at the gates
They'll tell me that your mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design
I feel so alone on a Friday night
Can you make it feel like home
If I tell you you're mine
It's like I told you honey
Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough I don't know why
Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high
The road is long we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Because you and I
We were born to die
Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Trying to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers honey
Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough I don't know why
Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high
The road is long we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Because you and I
We were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die
Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough I don't know why
Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high
The road is long we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Because you and I
We were born to die
We were born to die...
As I finished the song I was still looking at Bradley the entire time, knowing this song meant a great deal to both of us as we met on the set of this video. I looked at Edward and he was glaring at Bradley, it was he had seen this video and didn't like how close we were. He looked up at my gaze and I shot him a glare.
"So this is the last song for tonight, it's National Anthem." The crowd screamed as I said this knowing I always go see my fans at the end of it."
Money is the anthem
Of success
So before we go out
What's your address?
I'm your National Anthem
God, you're so handsome
Take me to the Hamptons
Bacardi [?]
He loves to romance them
Reckless abandon
Holdin' me for ransom
Upper echelon
He says to "be cool" but
I don't know how yet
Wind in my hair
Hand on the back of my neck
I said, "Can we party later on?"
He said, "Yes, yes"
Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Ooh, yeah, baby, bow down
Making me so wow, wow
Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Sugar, sugar, how now
Take your body down town
Red, white, blue's in the skies
Summer's in the air and
Baby, heaven's in your eyes
I'm your National Anthem
Money is the reason
We exist
Everybody knows it, it's a fact
Kiss, kiss
I sing the National Anthem
While I'm standing over your body
Hold you like a python
And you can't keep your hands off me
Or your pants on
See what you've done to me
Give me Chevron
You said to "be cool" but
I'm already coolest
You said to "get real"
Don't you know who you're dealing with?
Um, do you think you'll buy me lots of diamonds?
(Yes, also a gun)
Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Ooh, yeah, baby, bow down
Making me so wow, wow
Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Sugar, sugar, how now
Take your body down town
Red, white, blue's in the skies
Summer's in the air and
Baby, heaven's in your eyes
I'm your National Anthem
It's a love story for the new age
For the six page
Want a quick sick rampage?
Wining and dining
Drinking and driving
Excessive buying
Overdosin', dyin'
On our drugs and our love
And our dreams and our rage
Blurring the lines between real and the fake
Love again, lonely
I need somebody to hold me
We will do very well
I can tell, I can tell
Keep my safe in his bell tower, hotel
Money is the anthem of success
So put on mascara, and your party dress
I'm your National Anthem
Boy, put your hands up
Give me a standing ovation
Boy, you is landin'
Babe, in the land of
Sweetness and Angel
Queen of Saigon
Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Ooh, yeah, baby, bow down
Making me so wow, wow
Tell me I'm your National Anthem
Sugar, sugar, how now
Take your body down town
Red, white, blue's in the skies
Summer's in the air and
Baby, heaven's in your eyes
I'm your National Anthem
Money is the anthem
God, you're so handsome
Money is the anthem
Of success
I started heading down to the crowd and they started screaming I started at the right end of it and started interacting with my fans, holding their hands giving them kisses and taking pictures with them all while singing. I started making my way to the left side where Bradley and the Cullen's were I walked past the Cullen's without acknolwodling them and went straight to Bradley. I stopped singing and kissed him senseless he was obviously shocked but started kissing me back, the crowd started cheering. He quickly hoped over the barrier and came with me as I finished the song. As I was about to leave the crowd started chanting Lana. I smiled and said I loved you and walked off.
I gave my microphone to one of the stage crew and threw my arms around Bradley and broke down and started sobbing. He was confused but just held me tightly as I sobbed in his arms, I knew the Cullen's would be the ones with the backstage passes but I had to tell Bradley about them before they came. I calmed my self down and he wiped my tears with his thumb and asked me why I reacted that way on stage.
"Well you remember the Cullens?"…
AN: Okay so I'm going to end it there so I will probably update tomorrow, I am on spring break but I go back Monday so updates will not be as quick. You guys reviews are like crack to me you need to review please.
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