A/N: The way I wrote this may be confusing but as you read it'll make sense. And that's all I have to say.
Her eyes flickered open a little. She looked up and wandered out of bed in daze, thinking about how she shouldn't drink ever again in her life. She went to her dresser to find a shirt, but when Loki looked downward her breasts were gone, her chest was flat. She pulled opened her boxers, only to see a penis inside them. Finally Loki looked in the mirror, staring into the mirror that had shown what she always wanted to be. She started to grin from the sight of herself. Loki started to move out of her room, but Thor immediately barged inside and closed the door behind him. He too was shirtless and in his underwear.
"Thor what's going-" Her voice was masculine but her words were cut off by their meeting lips. He wanted to pull away but couldn't bring himself to do it. His older brother pushed him down on his bed and continued to kiss relentlessly now adding tongue to the mix. He moaned into the kisses as he felt his brother's hands wonder onto his torso. The heat was almost unnoticeable to him as Thor's larger hands drifter downward into the front of his underwear. Loki gasped in pleasure when he felt Thor's grasp. He started to harden in his hand. He smirked down at him as he softly chewed on his lips.
"How does it feel brother?" Thor grinned as he spoke softly to him. Loki started to pant as Thor began to rub his member. Instead of answering, he moaned as she stared into his blue hues. He pressed himself harder on Loki, breathing heavily as well and staring hard at him.
"Loki, how does it feel?" Thor asked again. He writhed underneath her older brother, and he gave him a warm smile. Loki started to gently thrust into Thor's palm. "It's like a burning…" He moaned as he stared up at his brother. "But I crave more. I'm tensing up, but I don't want it to stop... It's like a physical longing." He moaned deeply, as he spoke Thor nibbled softly on his neck. The smaller brother trembled.
"You long for me?" He said as he kissed Loki's neck. He nodded and Thor jumped at the opportunity, he roughly turned Loki over, he leant over to kiss him down his spine. Loki shivered as he glanced upward at Thor for a moment; he made a lustful grunting noise as he gripped his younger brother's neck. Loki squirmed a little as he awaited Thor's next move. Thor moaned as he gripped Loki's neck harder, he was sliding his cock into Loki's virgin hole and at this point, silence wasn't an option for the younger brother. He went in dry and Loki cried out and pleasure and pain as Thor slowly began to thrust inside of him.
"Mm, Loki…" He moaned, it was almost like their parents weren't home. Nobody came to stop them or anything. Thor became rougher with the younger sibling as his thrusts began to quicken. Loki gripped the dark green jersey sheets of his bed as he clenched his teeth, feeling his older brother slide in and out of him. Thor pressed himself hard on Loki as he let out grunts of pleasure, mercilessly pumping into Loki. The smaller male whimpered as he moaned, perspiring as the waves of please burned through his lower body. Thor gripped Loki's neck harder- steadying him.
"Loki" He heard from under him.
"Loki" His voice deepening.
"Loki!" The cries were almost echoing just as Loki felt himself shuddering into a toe curling climax.
"LOKI!"
"AH!" She shouted; sweat dripping all over her body. Loki turned her head to see her shirtless brother sitting at her bedside. Thor's face had an expression of apparent concern. She started to pant; it had all been a dream. Her face flushed red because it was a disgusting dream. Thor was her brother, what was happening in her head?
"It's like one o' clock. Mom's wondering if you're okay. "Thor spoke slowly, he then leaned closer to Loki before glancing at her room door. "But we both know what happened. No more drinking, you're like twelve little man." Thor chuckled before slapping her in the shoulder and getting up from the bed. He went towards the door to exit the room. Loki unknowingly crossed her arms over her chest to cover her breasts.
"Thor?" She started quietly. He turned to look at her, raising a brow. Loki's green hues wandered downward to her sheets. The same she had been gripping in her dream.
"Did anything weird happen last night?" She asked. Thor glanced around for a moment then let out another chuckle.
"Nothing you have to worry about bro." He answered finally as he left the room. Loki let out a hard sigh as she fell backward onto her pillows. She stared up at the ceiling as she wiped the sweat from her face.
Loki got dressed as soon as possible. When she exited her room she didn't see any sign of her parents, she darted towards the door before anybody could catch her. This was all for naught because as soon as her hand met the handle of the front door it opened, revealing her mother.
"Loki! You're finally awake." She exclaimed, placing her grocery bags on the ground. Loki subtly groaned as she adjusted her backwards cap. Her mother abandoned the bags and stepped inside, patting her on the shoulder.
"You have chores. Bring in the groceries in then meet me in the kitchen." Frigga explained before rushing into her bedroom. Loki rolled her eyes as she gathered the bags in her thin arms. Why didn't Thor have to do chores? Why didn't Thor have to do anything but be the perfect child? She wobbled into the kitchen, already sweating profusely from the work. Loki groaned as she slipped, slamming into the kitchen counter. Incidentally the bags landed on the counter.
"Need help short stuff?" Thor's voice boomed as he entered the room. Loki wheezed as she turned her head to see the blonde shuffling over to pick her up from leaning over the counter and then adjusting the grocery bags. Their mother swiftly entered as well.
"Oh Loki, I told you to bring in the groceries." Her mother sighed, sounding disappointed.
"What-but?" Loki scoffed before turning to look at Thor who was now darting out of the kitchen. She narrowed her emerald hues and exhaled irritably.
"Loki." Frigga started. She turned her head back to her mom, crossing her arms over her chest she decided to lean on a nearby wall. Frigga sat at the counter and folded her hands.
"School is coming back soon, and I just want to make sure you're okay. I may be a mother but I know what goes on in high school." She spoke; Loki lowered her head as she did so. "Your father and I love you very much and we just want you to be happy. That's all dear." Loki's line of vision met with the floor. She didn't believe a word of it, no matter how sincere it sounded. Thor was the favorite, the godsend. Loki was just a freak, born a girl- therefore useless and worthless. Frigga frowned as she finally went over to Loki and placed her hand on her cheek.
"Loki, I need you to do your chores." She started. Loki looked up still not speaking, she then looked away. "Fill up that hole in the yard you put near the shed, your Father fell in it and he was none too pleased. And then I need you to go and pick up a few things for me in town." Frigga finally finished before turning to leave the kitchen; she flashed a smile at Loki then left. Loki let out a groan as she pulled off her plaid shirt and tied it around her waist.
She went into the blazing heat of the yard, before wiping sweat from her brow she picked up a shovel. She dug into the large pile of dirt then swiftly threw it into the hole and did this consecutively at nauseam. She cleared her throat as she stared at the amount of dirt that she still had to shovel. Thor could've probably finished this in a heartbeat. She felt so inadequate. Loki groaned and leant her elbow on the shovel. She turned and eyed the nearby wheel barrow. She raised a brow and smirked as she started to rub her chin in contemplation.
"Loki! Did you finish filling the hole?" Frigga yelled from the kitchen window. A dirt smeared Loki dragged her feet as she started down the road.
"Yes mother!" She shouted in reply. Frigga nodded. "I might not be home when you get back!" She added. Loki nodded in understanding as she lazily made her way further down the road. She wasn't like Thor, she didn't know how to drive. So whenever she had to go into town she'd have to walk or hitch a ride. Loki hated being herself, she hated how different she and Thor were and how obvious it was to everybody else. It was universal that Thor was more liked, maybe even loved. While Loki, the weirdo, the weakling, the loner had just seemed to be a target. She cleared her throat- regretting that she didn't bring any water with her. Trucks full of other teens from the neighborhood would periodically drive by, honking and shouting the usual insults. Loki tried ignoring it, she sighed as she finally spotted the town square. Just as she approached it a familiar truck started to drive alongside her.
"Loki! Where's Thor?" A voice yelled. It was Sif and his other friends. Loki rolled her eyes as she crossed her arms.
"Judging by the position of the sun and the movement of the leaves on the trees- I'd say at home." She said sarcastically. Sif scoffed as she leant further out of the truck window.
"He must be so embarrassed of you. I know I'm embarrassed just to know you, imagine being related to you." She started to rant; she obviously wasn't appreciative of Loki's sarcasm. Loki started to walk faster but Sif and the others continued.
"So Loki how does it feel to know you'll never be as good as your older brother?" She added. Loki started to search through her baggy jean pockets.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm looking for shit, so I can give it to you." Loki said condescendingly. She finally shrugged as she stopped walking and turned to look at Sif. "Oh wait, sorry I forgot. I don't give a shit." She said finally. Sif sneered as she signaled for the truck to turn in the other direction. Not before somebody threw a bottle at Loki's head. She winced in pain then jogged to the drugstore.
Loki finally reached her destination; she tried to remember what she was supposed to pick up. She wandered up and down the aisles before she realized, it was a certain type of cleaner. She slinked into the required aisle and started to search. She turned her head slightly as she overheard other people in the aisle adjacent.
"I heard we're getting a Walmart soon."
"Does it really matter though? This place is just fine for all my needs anyways." She heard. She crouched down as she moved closer to the shelf to listen.
"I heard some kids they made some bombs with some of the stuff they got here."
"No way, that ain't true."
"I'm not lying, remember what happened on Fourth of July?" Loki's eyes widened. She had heard about that, some kids tried to attack some older "popular" students at a party with molotov cocktails. Luckily Thor wasn't around when it happened. She always wondered how they would have even made those things.
"Wow you're so dirty." A feminine voice from above chuckled. Loki jumped a little and fell over; she looked up seeing it was only Sigyn. She shrugged as she stood to her feet. Loki managed to be taller than the girl. Loki hadn't noticed the night before but, Sigyn had actually been quite attractive. Beautiful even, she was a blonde with blue eyes- much like Thor. Loki gulped, feeling slightly nervous now. She noticed Sigyn had been wearing a store apron.
"What were you like, rolling in dirt or something?" She added awkwardly. Loki looked downward and cleared her throat.
"No, I was doing some chores." She answered, trying to deepen her voice. Sigyn grinned with a nod as she swayed back and forth as she looked up at Loki. She cleared her throat again.
"Uhhh, do you need some help?" She asked quickly. Loki nodded her head she turned to the cleaning products and Sigyn quickly attempted to help.
"That's all you want today Loki?" She asked cheerily. Loki couldn't help but stare in a daze at her. Sigyn cleared her throat and Loki finally jumped back into reality. She nodded in agreement as she leant on the counter, waiting for the products to be put into bags. Loki pulled some money out of her pockets and slid it across to Sigyn. When they were finished Loki grabbed the bags and swiftly headed for the door.
"Loki wait! My shift's over, let's leave together." She yelled from behind the counter. Loki cursed under her breath and she groaned quietly. She stood awkwardly in the doorway, waiting for Sigyn. Loki stared down at her feet as the other people went through the doors. She finally looked up when she saw Sigyn coming her way. The other girl grasped her hand and pulled her out of the store, Loki gulped as she moved with Sigyn.
"So, how's your brother? He's going to be a senior this year right?" She started to speak, gripping Loki's hand tight as they walked down the road. Loki felt herself sweat more from being nervous.
"Yeah he's really going places." She sighed. The two walked further down, the sun was already down. Sigyn's house seemed to be a lot closer to town than Loki's; she would speak about work, school. Periodically she'd ask Loki something and her answer would be quick and precise. Sigyn still wouldn't let go of her hand.
"Well this is where I live." She sighed, finally releasing her grip on Loki. Sigyn looked down at her sweat covered palm and shrugged wiping it off. Loki let out an exhale of relief as she looked away.
"Thanks for walking me home Loki." She said with a smile. Loki nodded as she lowered her head, she turned to walk away but was pulled back once more. Sigyn moved closer to Loki and pressed her lips against hers. Loki's eyes widened as she returned the kiss and deepened it. Suddenly Loki thought of Thor, everything always went back to Thor in her mind somehow. She was making herself sick but she couldn't stop. She brought Sigyn closer to her and started to kiss her more fervently now and gripping the girl's blonde locks. She dropped her mother's bag of cleaning products and their kissing started to intensify, it was strange. This was Loki's first kiss, besides the one boy she kissed when she was four. Maybe it was because she was really thinking of Thor as she swapped spit with the shorter girl. Sigyn reached for the front of Loki's pants, and that was when she broke the kiss and stepped backward picking up the bags. Sigyn stared at Loki longingly.
"My parents probably aren't home. Do you want to come inside?" She asked nervously. Loki shook her head and sighed a little.
"I um, I gotta get home before it gets too late." Loki answered finally. She started to quickly walk away, leaving Sigyn alone in the darkness of her yard. Loki's chest and stomach felt tight in anxiety. What was wrong with her? Thor was her brother. This was gross. She felt disgusting, she felt putrid, she felt the vomit rising in her throat. The raven haired girl leant over and threw up on the side of the road. She heaved as she gagged and sniffled before letting out another round of vomit. She heard shuffling and she quickly stood up. Loki turned around wide eyed, she sighed hoping it was her imagination. She wiped her mouth and continued walking down the road. All was fine until she was pulled into the shadows by someone. She started to panic, flail and kick.
"Stop wiggling!" The person yelled, turning her around. It was Hogun, Loki feared the worst. He was probably going beat her into the dirt because of yesterday.
"I know you're a girl Loki." He started. Loki's heart sank into her guts. She tried to step away but his grip on her was tight.
"Screw you, you don't know me." She muttered in defense. He took a swing at her but missed-barely. She panted as she stared at Hogun in the darkness.
"Say something stupid again, see what I'll do to you. Thor isn't here to stop me." He growled. Loki looked downward, she trembled in his grasp. "If you're actually a boy, show me." Loki started to whimper before looking behind Hogun as if something was behind them. "What are you looking at you twerp?" He turned to look as well. Loki took this opportunity to knee Hogun in the stomach. It wasn't much of an impact but it was enough for Loki to start running away.
"Seriously, you fell for that?" She yelled as she grabbed the bags once more and darted down the street. She didn't turn around until she finally reached home. She was exasperated when she finally stepped into the house. Loki limped through the living room towards her bedroom but was stopped by Thor, who had been idling in the living room in his towel. She raised a brow.
"You're filthy." He laughed.
"It happens when you work." She snapped back.
"Come on, follow me. I got something to show you. I've been working on it all day." Thor shouted as he jogged towards their bathroom. Loki raised a brow as she looked around their semi dark home.
"Where's Mom and Dad?" She asked curiously.
"They're going to be gone for the weekend, didn't Mom tell you?" He yelled. Loki slapped herself in the forehead when she realized Frigga did mention something along those lines. Thor whistled to get Loki's attention; she quickly headed towards the bathroom and crossed her arms looking puzzled. All she saw was Thor sitting in the bathtub, sure there were bubbles but that was the only interesting aspect.
"What? You don't remember?" He shouted. Loki darted her eyes as she leant on the door and examined Thor's body. She didn't understand how muscular he was, or how he didn't join the football team. He was already perfectly built for sports. Meanwhile there she was being feminine and scrawny. Thor finally broke the silence.
"It's the tub we used to wash each other in when we were little. Strip; Come on, you're dirty anyways. Let's bathe like we used to. I've got the toys in here and everything." He said as he pulled a toy truck out of the water and started to play with it. Loki's eyes widened as she looked at Thor. She did remember the tub now but what was bothering her more than anything was that he wanted her to get in with him. She gulped; Thor nodded as he threw a rubber duck at her and chuckled. Loki narrowed her eyes and pulled off her cap, she turned to walk away from the scene.
"I'll just take a bath later." She muttered. She heard Thor make a disappointed noise as she walked away. Loki rolled her eyes, sometimes it felt like she was the older one. She turned around and went back into the bathroom and began to undress.
"Fine, cover your eyes." She groaned. Thor grinned as he draped his eyes with a wash cloth. Once she made sure he wasn't looking she pulled off her boxer briefs and unwrapped her chest binder. She walked over to the tub and stepped in across from where Thor had been sitting.
"Alright, you can look now." She groaned as she played with the bubbles sitting on top of the water. Thor tossed the cloth aside and smirked as he splashed her. Loki flinched as she glared at her brother and crossed her arms.
"Oh come on, have a little fun." He started. "Well, you should probably get clean. It did take me all day to reinstall this tub." He added. Loki rolled her eyes as she grasped the wash cloth and started to rub her body with it. Thor shook his head as he grasped her wrist and pulled her closer to him. She squirmed in a panic.
"No, calm down. Just let me help." He said softly as he brought Loki into his lap and started to wash her in the way he thought was more "proper". Loki felt awkward; she was amazed how the bathtub was still able to fit them both with room to spare. The tub was always huge though, she did remember that much. Thor gently scrubbed her shoulders and used his other hand to pat her head. Loki sighed as she leant backward on him. He grinned as he softly began to wash her back and chest, she squirmed a little. It was relieving but something about this felt wrong; she just hoped she wouldn't throw up like she did earlier.
"I remember when you were a baby. I was obsessed with taking care of you. You were my little sister, it was my job to protect you and love you. Cause I'm your big brother, y'know?" He whispered as he lifted her leg so he could wash it as well.
"Little brother." She corrected. Thor sighed as he began to wash the opposite leg.
"Right, Sorry." He muttered. She could hear the apprehension in his voice. It seemed like the person who missed Loki being a girl wasn't her Mother or her Father, it was Thor. She licked her lips as she tried to wiggle away from her brother but he pulled her closer, unknowingly grabbing her breast.
"Where are ya going in such a hurry?" He chuckled.
"You're done aren't you?" She replied. Thor shook his head as he wrung out the wash cloth and brought her back into his lap.
"No I'm not. I still have one place I didn't wash." He whispered into her ear. Loki panicked, trying to remember where he'd washed before. She should've been paying attention. She tried to distract herself by playing with one of the bath toys. She brought a ducky into her hands and started to squeeze it. She remembered liking that toy in particular. Thor brought the wash cloth across her chest gently. She gasped slightly before her brother shushed her and patted her head once more. He began to wash her torso, progressively going lower with the wash cloth. Loki started to shiver but still pretended to be playing with the rubber duck. Before she knew it, Thor's wash cloth was in between her thighs. Loki faltered then squirmed, what was Thor doing? She tried to stay calm, but he was still washing in between her legs. Steadily rubbing the cloth back and forth on her privates, Loki started to gag. She felt a surge of pleasure run through her body but knowing it was from the hand of her brother was making her sick. She started to squirm again, he definitely wasn't stopping. The whole thing that was killing her was it probably wasn't that long at all, the pleasure was probably just distracting her. She sighed as he finally went back to rubbing her torso with the cloth but soon it would come between her legs once more and her body would quiver. She started to subtly gag again; she could feel Thor's fingers underneath the wash cloth stroking her clitoris, back and forth consistently. She wasn't sure any of this was intentional or all in her head. She was sure that she was about to orgasm, Loki shivered once more. Being still was very difficult for her in this situation but she still somehow managed it. She came and she came hard, but she masked it. The smaller sibling whimpered in pleasure, causing the larger one to cease his actions.
"You okay?" Thor asked, innocently. As if none of what happened had even occurred. Loki eyed the toilet as she held her hand over her mouth. She was sure she was about to vomit. Thor tossed the wash cloth aside and picked up another, dipping itin the water. Loki turned to look up at the blonde, he smirked down at her.
"Your turn."
"What?" She said breathlessly.
"Clean me! What? You thought you were just gonna get a free ride?" He chuckled. Thor turned Loki around and handed her the wash cloth. She looked between the cloth and him, raising a brow. Thor shrugged, smirking down at her.
"Look, I'll help. Start with up here then go downward." He started to explain. Loki narrowed her eyes at him as she got on her knees in the water, now sitting on the heels of her feet and somehow still between her older brother's legs. She took the cloth and started to scrub his broad shoulders, she felt sick again. Who looks at their own brother this way?
"I think you meant, start with your upper body then progressively go lower." She sighed as she moved the cloth to the center of his muscular chest. Somehow Thor managed to stay so tan, whilst Loki was so pale. To look at her was almost like looking like a light bulb, at least that's how she saw it. Thor shrugged as he ran his hands through her raven locks once more.
"I always knew you were smart." He chuckled as she washed him. "You don't remember anything about what we used to do as kids?" He asked, sighing a little. Loki shrugged, just finishing off Thor's arms and moving the cloth to his torso. She grew a little anxious at this point. Thor sighed as he leant his head on his hand on the side of the tub, simply watching Loki.
"Well, you were young." He sighed, pausing. Loki had stopped because she was already past his lower torso; she gulped at it this point. She wasn't sure of what to do; she brought her green eyes upward to look at Thor. He licked his lips as he shrugged.
"It's okay, we're brothers. I don't care." He said quickly. Loki gulped again, she was obviously apprehensive. She went back to washing his lower torso. Just as she was about to descend loud knocks were heard on their door. Thor quickly grasped her wrists and brought them upward before he turned his head to listen for who it was. Loki shivered as she looked up as well.
"Thor!" She heard the voice of Sif outside their front door. Thor jumped out of the tub and left Loki behind, pulling on a towel to cover himself. He must've invited her to come over; Loki inhaled hard then submerged herself in the water. She heard Thor's voice in the background. She lingered underwater for a moment. When she finally reemerged from the under she gasped and turned her head to the doorway of the bathroom. She could hear Thor and Sif laughing loudly, slamming each other around as they often did when they made out. Loki slipped out of the tub and glanced at herself in the mirror. She gagged a few times before running to the toilet and vomiting. She coughed and gripped the toilet when she was done. Loki finally stood to her feet and darted to her room, slamming the door hard. What exactly just happened? She paced back and forth in her room. She heard somebody opening her door so she ran to close it before they could come inside.
"It's just me." Thor's voice said from the other side of the door. Loki actually opened the it, even though she was nude. Not like it mattered now, this would probably never happen again. Thor probably doesn't even know him cleaning her made her climax, so she decided she'd just pretend it didn't happen.
"What's happening bro?" She said, masking her feminine voice. Thor smirked as he crossed his arms; he was completely nude now as well. Probably Sif's doing.
"Hey, me and Sif are just going to be- y'know-ing." He grinned looking down the hall and then winking. Loki nodded her head and looked away awkwardly. "You're not gonna narc to Mom and Dad are you?" He asked, his face coated with worry.
"No, I'm not." Loki shook her head.
"Thanks bro." He grinned again stepping into the room and kissing her on the forehead before darting out. Loki sighed as she slammed her door once more and falling forward on her bed and groaning.
"Show me that hammer of yours, Thor." Sif said loudly, Loki groaned almost immediately afterwards. She couldn't help wondering if it was because she was genuinely annoyed or because she was jealous. Loki started to gag again as she covered her naked body with her sheets and closed her eyes tight.
A/N: Thanks for reading. I'll try to be regular with my updates. What is it with me and incest?