A/N: Here's a new chapter for you guys, I hope you enjoy!~
Ginny's P.O.V
"Where do you want to go?" Hermione asks me, causing me to shrug.
"I don't mind, I didn't really have any plans to go anywhere here..."
"Okay." Hermione smiles, causing me to blush. "Let's go to Honey-dukes, I have a sudden craving for sweet stuff..."
If only you had a craving for me... I thought miserably, but pretending to nod back happily.
I followed my certain crush to Honey-dukes, watching with fake happiness as she buys certain sweets and candies. I shouldn't be sad, but I can't help it... if only she liked me...
I don't even know why I want to do the plan so much, it would just hurt me... but if I could kiss her once.. only once...
"Ginny?" I snap out of my thoughts, to look at Hermione's worried face, "Are you okay? You've been spacing out for a bit..."
"I'm fine, I was just thinking." I smile, causing Hermione's worried expression turn to a relieved one.
When Hermione was done shopping, we both sat on a bench facing the Shrieking Shack. We both just sat there for a while, not talking. It felt calming, slightly.
"So.." Hermione muttered. Causing the atmosphere to go awkward, the earlier conversation we had about the 'plan' filling my mind.
It's been a week since the infirmary, making it two weeks left until.. the plan.
But before we could get into an awkward conversation, we heard something that made us both shiver in disgust.
"Oh, Won won!"
I see Ron and Lavender come around the corner, both holding hands and laughing, I glance to Hermione to see her face scrunched up in anger. I squeeze her hand to calm her down, which worked, slightly.
"Oh." Ron mutters, when he sees us both. "Uh.. Hi.." He glances worriedly to Lavender, who was glaring at Hermione. It seems the burns haven't healed properly.
I glare back, ready to jump out if Lavender tries to attack Hermione.
We all stayed like that for minutes, just glaring and no talking. It seemed Ron was too uncomfortable with it.
"Uh, let's go..." He whispers to Lavender, who directs her glare at him.
"Why aren't you protecting me! I was burnt by that stupid bushy haired troll, you should be threatening her!" Lavender shrieks, causing whoever was in the vicinity to wince in pain.
"Uhm.. well.. I can't, because she's my friend-"
"FRIEND!?" Lavender screams. "IF SHE'S STILL YOUR FRIEND, THEN WHATS THE POINT IN BEING WITH YOU!" Lavender runs off, Ron following.
I blink. "That.. was.."
"Weird." Hermione finished, looking at me with a confused and slightly amused expression. "I didn't even have to say anything to get Lavender to have a bitch fit..."
"Yeah." I laugh. "I think she doesn't like you."
"Obviously." Hermione smiles. "But It's her problem..."
I yawn, looking with boredom at my Charms Homework. I don't even remember the lesson enough, I need Hermione...
And I need her for my homework too...
"Hey!" Rachel greets me loudly, causing me to snap out of my thoughts. "Whatcha doin'?"
"I was doing Homework, until you came." I smirked, causing Rachel to roll her eyes.
"That means your not busy anymore!" She smiles, winking. "Anyways, I need to talk to you."
"But you already are..-"
"I know!" Rachel huffs. "But you really need to tell her your feelings!"
Rachel's outburst shocked me to silence, I glare slightly at my friend.
"You know I can't-"
"Why not?"
"W-well because.. she might.."
"Reject you?"
I sigh, looking to my lap sadly. "Yeah.. if she rejected me.. I would probably lose the will to live..."
"Wow." Rachel mutters. "You really love her... but still, why are you doing your 'Lesbian Idea' with her... it's just going to hurt you more."
"I know, I know." I huff. "But if I could at least have one kiss with her..."
"Ginny, you gotta stop doing this to yourself!" Rachel argues. "I hate seeing you sad and depressed... you've never been this sad or depressed before, you have always been a Happy sort of person.."
I look Rachel in her brown eyes, I sigh. "I C-cant... I really.. love her..."
Hermione's P.O.V
I enter into the Gryffindor common room, the whole day of studying and doing homework taking it's toll. I see Ginny and some girl talking, I decide to sit next to them.
When I sat down, I noticed they both quieted down, like they didn't want me to hear anything.
"Hey." I smile. "Who's your friend, Ginny?"
"Uhm, that's Rachel.." Ginny mutters, her voice wavering slightly. Like she was about to cry. "I-i need to go.."
Watching with confusion as Ginny runs up to the Girls Dormitory, Her friend Rachel turned to me, a fierce expression plastered on her face.
"Ever hurt her or make her unhappy. " She growls. "I will personally kill you."
"Uhm.." I say, slightly confused. What did I do to Ginny?
"Ugh!" Rachel groans. "Never mind, just be careful with her, wont you?"
"Um..sure?" I reply, even more confused. "Of course, she's my friend..."
"For someone who gets good grades, you sure are dense..." Rachel sighs, walking away from me.
That was, weird.
Ginny's P.O.V
I sob, crying harder into my now wet pillow. Hermione would ever love me, I'm a girl, she's a girl. And she has feelings for my stupid dunce of a brother!
Sobbing harder, I try to block these bad thoughts and feelings. I shouldn't even be surprised, I was always just a 'friend' to Hermione...
"Ginny?" I hear Rachel say, coming into the dormitory. I hear my bed curtains get pulled and another weight sit on my bed. "Are you alright?"
I don't reply, only shaking my head.
"She shouldn't be worth it!" Rachel angrily mutters, causing me to jump up and yell.
"She is!" I glare. "It isn't her fault..."
Rachel nods, she wraps her arms around me, squeezing. "I'll always be here for you, no matter what happens..."
"I know." I sob. "Thank you..."
A/N: I know it's short but I wanted to write something before the actual plan kicks in, and the fact I haven't updated in a while...
Also, the school term will be starting soon so I might not be able to write as much, I'll try, but I'll still update 'HTMRJ' at least monthly.
