"Knock, knock. Guess who?" a voice said as they opened the door to see a crying Blaine curled up in a ball on his bed. Blaine sat up and saw a tall Sebastian walk into the room holding out his missing I-Phone 4. Blaine quickly hid the glass under his covers and made sure that his blood wasn't showing through his top.
"Where did you find my phone?" Blaine asked Sebastian because he finally knew that he didn't lose it. Sebastian placed the phone on Blaine's desk and came over to sit next to Blaine on the bed.
"I was looking in my room when I got back from school and I found it on the floor so I thought I should bring it here" Sebastian explained as he tried to move closer to Blaine for a kiss. But Blaine lent back so that their lips didn't meet.
"No, I don't need a kiss, I've only been broken up for 24hours, and I don't remember any of last night" Blaine told Sebastian as he jumped up off the bed so that he wasn't taken advantage of. Sebastian just looked at him confused at how he could not remember their first time the night before, but just thought it was all a big joke.
"You're kidding right; you don't remember anything we did last night. You're serious aren't you?" Sebastian asked Blaine thinking that he was just pulling his leg because he had an amazing time last night. But Blaine just looked at him blankly with an expression of regret at how much he had actually been drinking the night before.
"No, I'm not kidding. I seriously can't remember past entering Scandals. The rest of the evenings just a blur" Blaine shouted at Sebastian trying to get his point across that he couldn't remember. Sebastian could see Blaine tearing up so he stood up and walked over to Blaine and held his hands. Blaine looked up into his eyes and couldn't stop.
"We slept together Blaine, can't you remember any of that" Sebastian said trying not to complicate Blaine's feelings any more than they were already, but had to tell him so that a plan which he was doing would be a success and help with the Warblers winning sectionals.
"What? Are you serious? I was drunk yet you thought it was alright to get what you wanted while you could" Blaine screamed at Sebastian as he pulled his hands away. Sebastian moved out of the way because the last time Blaine was this angry he ended up in the emergency room for half an hour getting stitches.
"Calm down Blaine it wasn't like that. I really like you and when we kissed I felt like my world had been completed. Anyway you were the one that made the first move at my house" Sebastian snapped back knowing that he wasn't the only one to blame for what had happened the night before and wouldn't allow himself to be.
Just then Cooper walked in too see the two men on other sides of the room looking angry at each other. He came upstairs because he could hear the yelling from the living room and wanted to make sure that they weren't actually killing each other.
"What's going on here" Cooper yelled making sure that he caught the attention of all the people in the room. They both took their eyes off of each other and glared over at Cooper.
"Sebastian was just leaving" Blaine snapped and whipped his head around to Sebastian and gave him the dirtiest look that he had ever witnessed from someone.
Sebastian started opening his mouth ready to say something but Blaine leant to the side; one hand on hip showing where the door was and where he should be going. Sebastian gave Blaine an evil stare and stormed past Cooper so that he could leave the room. They heard the door slam downstairs so it meant that Sebastian had done what Blaine had ordered.
"What the hell happened up hear? I hear shouting there's a smashed glass on your table" Cooper screeched concerned with the welfare of his brother and the guy that was just in the room. Blaine turned to look at Cooper; he could see a concerned look in his eyes, which made Blaine see how much his brother really cared about him.
"Nothing happened, really. He just told me what had happened last night and I flipped out. The glass got smashed before he was here" Blaine told his brother softly not trying to alarm him about anything that may or may not have happened. Cooper walked over to Blaine and gave him a big hug to show how much he appreciated his honesty. Blaine hugged him back but was soon rejected as his brother asked an inevitable question
"What did happen last night?" Cooper asked his brother as he held him an arm's length away. Blaine took a step back and started to look down at his shoes. But Cooper knew that this was a sign for when he wasn't happy about what he had done. But Blaine managed to work up the courage to tell him so he did.
"Um, well, Apparently we slept together last night, but I really don't remember, so I got angry and started yelling about how he took advantage of me" Blaine whispered to Cooper trying every possible way to not make eye contact. Cooper just walked over to Blaine's bed and sat down. As he sat down he put his hands on his head and looked disappointed at what his younger brother had done.
"You have only just broken up with Kurt, and yet you were already putting yourself on the market. I just hope that Kurt doesn't find out about what you have done" Cooper snapped back at Blaine making sure that his brother knew about his disappointment with his actions.
But Blaine, just looked at him blankly, wondering why he was being shouted at. Blaine started to pace across the room trying to think of what he should say, but he couldn't think straight.
"Why are you yelling at me? I was drunk. I had no control over what I was doing. If I was sober I would never do anything like this to jeopardise the slight chance for me and Kurt to get back together" Blaine shouted at his brother trying to make him see that he was not the only force to make what has happened over the last three days.
Cooper just stood up and left the room not even looking at his brother as he did so. But Blaine just stood there confused at what had just happened, not managing to acknowledge what had just happened. He could feel his sleeves getting damper and damper, so he looked down to see drips running down his hand. He went into the bathroom and took off his jumper to reveal some scars from previous times, also to reveal the fresh wounds from minutes earlier. He put the sleeves of his jumper into the sink and tried to wash out all of the blood which had gathered up ready to be released. He looked in the mirror wondering how he could have turned in a few days back to his old self and feel the emptiness that he used to.
"How can I go back to my old self? I won't put anyone through that again, not after last time" Blaine told his reflection in the mirror, knowing that the last time he was like this he almost didn't survive the 2 day stay in the critical condition ward at the nearest Ohio hospital.