It was now 9pm so Blaine took of his skinny jeans and got into his bed so that he could try and forget about what had been happening lately in his whole life. But every time he closed his eyes all he could picture was a disappointed Kurt. So he opened his eyes again, but when he closed them again he saw some blurred recollections of what had happened in Scandals with Sebastian and he didn't like what he could remember. He opened his eyes again because he didn't want to see all the grimy details about what had happened the night before. He finally managed to fall asleep but that was after ten minutes of closing and opening his eyes.
'Beep-Beep, Beep-Beep' Blaine heard as he reached out his arm to turn off his alarm clock. Blaine got out of bed to see a couple of blood stains on the white fitted sheet on top of his mattress. He quickly pulled the covers over so that no-one would notice the stains and wonder what he had been up to in his room. He quickly walked into the bathroom and brushed his teeth. He also made sure that his hair looked perfect and as if he was back to his normal self for once. He grabbed the first clothes he found and put them on making sure that they didn't look completely out of place. He ran downstairs and out of the door so that he wasn't late for school.
He ran outside and got into his car as quickly as he could. He turned on the ignition and started to drive down the road. He was driving for about 10 minutes until he arrived outside McKinley High just in time for first lesson, but he was a bit worried because the person he sits next to is Kurt.
He pulled up into the first parking space he saw and made sure that he parked in it. He opened the car door and grabbed his books off of the passenger's seat. He locked the cars doors and walked through the front doors just as the first bell went off. He walked down the hall and got into his classroom just before his teacher did. As he walked through the door everyone just stared at him, which made him start to worry him about why people would be staring. As he got to his seat he noticed that Kurt wasn't in and he always gets to class 10 minutes early to make sure that everyone notices the eccentric outfit which he is wearing on that day.
"Alright class, can you turn to page 163 of your English Literature books and continue with the questions at the bottom" the teacher asked the class as she noticed that Kurt was missing. The teacher walked over to my desk and looked down in confusion.
"Where's Kurt? Blaine why isn't he here?" the teacher asked as she took the empty seat next to Blaine. But all he did was start to fiddle with his pen and not try to make eye contact, it was his first day back after the break-up and he didn't want to start crying.
"Well I won't know. We broke up not that long ago and haven't spoken to each other yet" Blaine told the teacher making sure that he didn't show his real feelings about the situation they were both in the other day.
The teacher just tapped him on the back and got out of the chair. She walked to the front of the class and took her seat at her desk.
The lesson finished and it was now break time so everyone got up out of their seats and headed down the corridor. But the one person to stay behind was Blaine because he couldn't face seeing all of the Glee clubbers just yet. He knew that they would be on Kurt's side so whatever he says to try and persuade them won't work. He finally got up the courage to leave the room, but as he walked down the corridor he was met by a line of the school's football players with one hand behind their backs. Before he could say a thing he was hit by a storm of red and blue slushy's. The football team just walked off with all of them laughing, but Blaine just stood there shocked at what had just happened.
He walked further down the corridor towards the bathroom; he could feel the ice of the slushy grazing over the fresh cuts on his wrist. He walked through the door to see Finn standing by the sinks as if waiting for someone or something to come to him. Blaine slowly edged over to a sink and started wipe off all of the visible slushy on his clothes, making sure that he didn't have to reveal his slightly healing wounds.
"Well, don't you have a nerve coming back here after what you've done to Kurt? He's at home in his room crying because of you, so I hope that you are very pleased with yourself" Finn snapped at Blaine making sure that he felt guilty about what he had done, but Blaine didn't know what he had done to deserve all of this hate at him.
As Finn left he made sure that he knocked into Blaine to show how much he was angry right now, but Blaine just took it in his stride because all that he was worried about was getting all of the cold slushy out of his clothes and off of his sore healing wounds. He left the toilet and made his way down the hallway to his next class. As he walked in the room he remembered that he had to sit next to Finn for the next two hours of the day. He walked into the room to see Finn and Puck sitting in the spaces where he and Finn were meant to sit.
Finn and Puck both looked at the door at the same time and gave Blaine an evil stare which he could feel tearing through his body trying to release the secret's which he held inside. Blaine just walked over to the empty seat where Puck was meant to be sitting. Blaine sat down at the empty seat and placed his head in his hands trying to make the next two hours run without any hitches. Before he could remember what class it was Mr Shue walked in and then it hit Blaine it was Spanish class.
"Now class, I've just come back from hospital so I'm not planning any big lesson topics, so just memorise what you learnt last lesson" Mr Shue stated with a big cut on his lips and chin; when he sat down he held his stomach in the place which Blaine had punched him a bit more than 48 hours ago. So when Mr Shue sat down all he did was rest and not move as much as he could.
"Mr Shue, I would be careful, Blaine may want to go into round two" Puck shouted across the room knowing that it would tear away a bit of his dignity even more.
"Noah Puckerman, you are going to apologize now or I will give you a detention" Mr Shue shouted. As he rose out of his chair in anger he started to topple over so Blaine ran to his teacher and caught him before he could hit the floor.
"There you are sir, don't want to get any more injuries" Blaine said as he lifted him up and placed him back into his chair. Mr Shue nodded in gratitude knowing that his injuries weren't enforced purposely; it was all just a reflex so he was just pleased to see that Blaine was ok.
"Thank you Blaine, I'm just happy your back on your feet all the staff were really worried" Mr Shue told Blaine as if he had been told something which Blaine didn't know about. Blaine just looked confused, had his brother grassed about him and Sebastian.
"Can I talk to you after class sir" Blaine asked wanting to know what they were so worried about. Mr Shue nodded and signalled for Blaine to return to his seat. Blaine sat down but could feel the glares hitting the back of his body from everyone in the class he knew that they were probably expecting a big punch up.
The bell rang signalling that it was now lunch. Everyone vacated the classroom apart from Blaine and unexpectedly Puck and Finn, but that wasn't going to be a news flash for Blaine, he knew that he and Mr Shue wouldn't be trusted in the room on their own after what had previously happened.
"Boys can you please leave me and Blaine. I need to talk to him in private about something" Mr Shue awkwardly tried to order Finn and Puck but they didn't look as if they were in any hurry to leave.
"We aren't going anywhere you shouldn't be left alone in the same room as him, don't you remember what happened" Finn yelled trying to protect his teacher and friend, but also to make Blaine feel awful about what had previously happened.
"You can either leave now or get a two hour detention after school with me talking about 'Journey' music" Mr Shue threatened knowing that they wouldn't be able to survive two hours of 'Journey' songs. Reluctantly they both walked out of the room slamming the door as they did so.
"Sir, what has someone told you?" Blaine asked worried at what the answer may be and whether he would be embarrassed. Mr Shue looked down at his clenched hands on the desk; which made Blaine feel even more uncomfortable with the situation that they were in.
"Well Blaine, your brother rang up and told me about your bender and also what happened last time. He just wanted all of us to be looking out for you" Mr Shue explained trying to make as little eye contact as possible; which turned out really difficult seeing as Blaine couldn't help but listen whilst looking at him.
"What does he mean about what I did last time? Wait when did you speak to him? Did he say anything about the night when I was drunk?" Blaine asked all of these questions within 30 seconds of each other. Mr Shue just looked over blankly knowing that Blaine had now been put under a lot more pressure now that he knows what all of the teachers had been told.
"Well, he told us that last time this happened you started to self-harm and he wanted to make sure that you would be ok. Also he didn't mention anything about what happened but do you want to?" Mr Shue questioned Blaine knowing that he would be feeling a little less awkward now that he has got what he had been told out in the open to Blaine.
"Can I tell you after lunch I just need to clear my head outside for a bit" Blaine told Mr Shue as he got up out of his chair. But as he did Mr Shue grabbed his hand to stop him. He could see a red drip coming down to the tip of Blaine's index finger. Blaine just looked down like a lost puppy not knowing what to say. All he did was sit back in his chair trying not to talk.
"Blaine, lift up your sleeve please" Mr Shue asked a nervous Blaine who was now doing anything to avoid eye contact. Blaine grabbed the end of his long red sleeve to reveal the base of his arm which was covered in a patchwork of fresh, healing and healed cuts. Blaine could feel his tears starting to roll down his red cheeks.
Mr Shue opened his desk and took out the spare first aid kit. He took out a tissue and passed it to Blaine so that he could dry off his eyes. He also took out the sterilizing wipes and a bandage to cover the open wounds. He took the wipe out of its packet and dabbed it on top of the open wound but as he did Blaine slightly screamed at the pain. But all Mr Shue did was keep on washing the wound because he knew that it would help. When he had finished he got the bandage and started to make sure that Blaine's arm was sealed properly.
"Blaine do you want to spend next period in the choir room, I will let your teacher know, because she is aware of the situation" Mr Shue said leaning over trying to help calm down the distressed teen. Blaine looked at Mr Shue with red puffy eyes and nodded, knowing that he wouldn't have been able to last for another hour with Finn in the same classroom.
Mr Shue stood up and walked around the desk over to the chair which Blaine was sitting on and put out his hand to let him get up. Blaine took Mr Shue's hand and started to stand up. Mr Shue put his arm around Blaine and they walked out of the Spanish room and down the corridor to the choir room for a little peace and quiet.
Just as they got into the room the bell rung to signal that last lesson was about to begin, so Mr Shue left to let Blaine's teacher know that he wasn't going to class because of what had just been revealed. All Blaine did was sit in the empty choir room, silent. He was thinking, thinking about what the teachers would think of him.
"Blaine, are you ok" a voice asked whilst entering the room. But all Blaine did was sit there trying not to make any contact with the mystery person who had just entered. He looked down at the floor and saw the black and white checked DrMartens which were owned by the one and only Kurt Hummel; but still Blaine didn't want to look.
He felt a chair being pulled closer to him and felt Kurt's leg brush past as he sat down.
"Blaine, I am going to sit here until you talk to me, and you know personally how persistent I am" Kurt ordered Blaine as he placed his leather satchel onto the floor. Blaine started to fidget slightly and began to lift up his head to face Kurt. He could see that there was a concerned look in his eye's but didn't know what to say. Blaine was about to say his first words since the argument but was disrupted by Mr Shue entering.
"Kurt, what are you doing here" Mr Shue questioned as he walked over to the two silent teens. Blaine closed his mouth because he knew that he didn't need to talk now that Mr Shue was there. Kurt turned his body to face Mr Shue and looked up ready to explain what he was doing here.
"Well Mr Shue, I am here to see if I can talk to Blaine about something which was sent to me by someone who is going to remain unnamed" Kurt enforced making sure that Blaine knew what it was about, but still he didn't. Mr Shue just looked at Kurt confused at what he was insinuating about the troubled teen Blaine.
"What are you talking about Kurt? What has Blaine done to hurt you? You were the one who broke the two of you up" Mr Shue asked confused at what could be upsetting Kurt seeing as he is the one who said that they needed to split up. Kurt just started to fill up with a slight bit of anger similarly to when he was arguing about doing Britney Spears songs in Glee club.
"Well Mr Shue, I'm guessing this is new news for you. Blaine slept with another person on the day we broke up" Kurt shouted making sure that Blaine knew that he was furious with his behaviour. Mr Shue looked at Blaine disappointed with the actions which he had taken. Blaine started to stand up and started to roll up his sleeves to show Kurt how sorry he was for what he did. He pulled the sleeve up and Kurt could see the blood starting to come through his bandage. Kurt started to fall back in shock at what Blaine had put himself through.
"Kurt you may be pissed at me, but this shows how much I hated what I did with Sebastian. I regret every moment. But I can't remember most of it because I was so drunk from going out the night we broke up" Blaine shouted to Kurt getting redder in the face. Tears started to roll down his face like raindrops racing down a car window. Kurt just took Blaine's hand and pulled it to his chest.
"Blaine, why would you do this? You hurt me yes, but my heart will never stop loving you" Kurt announced to Blaine making sure that he knew that he was the one person who he would always care about, no matter what happens during their life.
"I love you so much Kurt. I would never do anything to hurt you. I was drunk. Sebastian used me to get at you. I would do anything to make sure that you were ok" Blaine stated in a heart-felt speech to Kurt. Mr Shue by now had gone into his office so that he didn't disturb their heart to heart.
"What happened to your white shirt? At the top it has turned purple" Kurt asked pointing at the top of the shirt, not knowing what the reason would be for the mystic colouring. Blaine just took a couple of steps back and turned around.
"I was covered in slushy's earlier by the football team for no reason" Blaine explained trying not to seem like an idiot for not knowing what would make him get stuck in the middle of a storm of slushy's.
"Well, I always carry around a spare top for everyone in Glee for this type of incident. So come on let's get you out of that top. You must be really sticky in that" Kurt explained trying to make Blaine feel safer now that he had his close and special friend back.
As they went to change Blaine's top the bell signalled the end of the day so that meant that glee was back in session. Everyone entered the room talking about the return of an unfazed Blaine.
"Why is he back here, after what he did to Kurt? I tried to scare him this morning by getting the football team to drown him in a cross fire of red and blue slushy's" Finn told the glee club just as he was walking across the room towards a chair.
"That was your fault. Why would you do that to me? Just why Finn?" Blaine shouted as he ran across the room and pushed Finn on the back so that he could feel how angry he was. But quickly Finn turned around and put his giant hand around Blaine's head to try and intimidate him. They both set out giving each other evils as the rest of the glee club just started in terror at what may happen.
"Don't push me fancy boy. You hurt my brother. You deserved everything which was coming to you" Finn shouted making his grip tighter and tighter on every word which came out of his gripped mouth. Just then Kurt walked into the room and saw what was happening. So he ran across the room and pulled Blaine's red and teary face out of the strong grip of his over protective step brother. As Blaine got released he ran out of the room with tears streaming down his cheeks not caring anymore about what people thought about him.
"What are you doing Finn?" Kurt screeched at his step brother confused at how he had put Blaine into a strange type of headlock. But Finn just stepped back pleased at what he had done to a delicate Blaine.
"He deserved it after what he did to you. You hadn't even been apart for 24 hours yet he felt it ok to just sleep with the first guy he saw" Finn shouted turning to face his step brother. Kurt just ran across the room and gave Finn a big slap across his face which sent him tumbling back from the force of his weak step brother's power. Kurt quickly turned and glared at the rest of the club.
"He has been self-harming because of what has happened. You could push him over the edge" Kurt shouted at the rest of glee club. Little did he know what Blaine was doing?
Blaine pulled up outside his house knowing that Cooper wouldn't be in for the next half an hour which left him enough time to complete his plan. He opened the front door and got a bottle of red wine and started to drink it out of the bottle. He grabbed a piece of paper and started to write down a note too Cooper and Kurt. When he finished he was almost at the end of his bottle of booze, so he grabbed another bottle and placed the letter in an obvious place for Cooper to see when he entered into the house in 15 minutes. He waddled up the stairs, bottle of white wine in one hand and a jazz cd in the other ready to set the mood for what was going to happen. He stumbled into his room and fell onto the bed. On his falling he had grabbed one of the pieces of glass off of his desk and lay down. He got the controller for his cd player and pressed play so that the music would start. He took off his shirt and looked down at his bandages. He started to unravel the blood stained cloth to reveal his bare skin. He closed his eyes and a tear rolled down his cheek. He took the cold glass and picked up from beside him and placed the sharp edge on the surface of his bare skin on his right wrist. And in one quick motion he slashed open the top layers of skin which let out a waterfall of blood. The last thought in his mind was Kurt's face just before he felt the life finally drain out of his body.