I've posted some links on my profile of what Rebecca looks like at 14 and what her bedroom is like =)

Disclaimer- I do not own twilight.

After about 12 hours of travelling, going from terminal from terminal, the plane finally touched down in Port Angle's. I looked around for my family, searching the whole terminal for them. There were crowds of people waiting for their loved ones to come through the door, hugging and kissing them as they meet them. And there waiting for me were my mum and dad. I ran towards as dad came and scooped me off the ground into a hug while kissing me numerous times on the cheek then put me back down so I could hug my mum. It felt so good to see them; I forgot how much I missed them.

"Where is everyone else?" I asked them as I whipped the tears away that were forming in my eyes. A lack of sleep can make a girl very emotional and plus I had missed them so much.

"They are waiting for you at home. They thought they would give us some time to catch up before they bombarded you" Mum replied as she continued to hug me.

"Esme, do you want to go to the car with Becca and I'll go get all of her bags?"Dad asked Mum. She nodded in return and started to lead me to where the car was. See them was much harder than I thought. I spent the whole flight over telling myself to just act normal when I see everyone then no one will notice anything. But I had this desire them what happened so they can help me through it but they would be so disappointed at me and angry at him and who knows what they would do to him, not that he doesn't deserve it. AHHH I hate this.

"You still upset about leaving" Mum asked as we were walking to the car snapping me out of my thoughts. "Yeah... combined with jet lag" I joked. "Oh how I have missed you sweetie" As mum once again gave me a hug.

The whole car ride back mum and dad filled me in on what everyone has been up to, which was just the same old same old. Emmett ruined some of Alice's clothes so she swore her revenge on him which came in an ugly form of her destroying all his x-box 360 stuff. I too told them about my year, all the dancing I did and all the site seeing I did with my new friends which they all knew as I basically talked to them every day. But as we got closer and closer to Forks I started to panic in my head. It is nearly impossible to keep a secret in a house full of vampires what with a mind reader, someone who can sense emotions and someone who can see the future, oh and this is on top of their normal enhanced senses so basically I am screwed. I do however have one trick up my sleeve, it has taken me awhile to master but I can hide my thoughts around Edward. It is like I have two thoughts, one always playing music and the other my true thoughts, the music coats my true thoughts so Edward only hears the music when he tries to read my mind. It has taken a lot of practise but it comes naturally to me now. I also like to like to think of music Edward doesn't like just to annoy him hehe.

We drove through Forks and half way in middle of nowhere, turned into a drive way that led to a beautiful old done up house. Mum explained how she just made minor tweaks to the house as they lived here not too long ago and how this is the place where Bella and Edward met. Of course I knew the story of by heart with the whole Edward leaving, the newborns attacking and then the Volturi coming.

The car came to a stop as we reached the end of the drive way. I braced myself for the attack of the siblings and surely enough it came. As soon as I stepped out of the car Emmett gave me one of his legendary 'squeeze all the air out of you' hugs. But I was just so happy to see him that I tried to hug him back just as hard. I heard Rose complain behind me "Come on Emmett. We all want to see her too." "Yeah! And plus you are ruining that cute outfit she is wearing. Haven't I taught her well!" (AN: There is a link on my page to what she is wearing, it's the outfit with the green blazer!) Alice chirped up. And with that Emmett put me down but my feet hardly touched the ground when Jasper came and swooped me up into a hug and this continued until everyone was got a hug out of me.

Nessie took my hand and gave me the grand tour of the house. Everything was so grand and modern. "And this is your room..." She said as she opened the door to the most beautiful room in the world. It had an olive green feature wall with a white vanity along it. All the furniture was a creamy white including the rug. The bed spread was that same olive green with pink flowers which went with the ever so slightly pink sheets. "haha so I'm guessing that the silence means you like it?" I was so taken back of how stunning it was that all I could do was nod. "I'll take that as a yes. You will have to thank Alice and Rosalie for it though. They designed it all." Nessie told me with a slight giggle in her voice. "Thank you Rose and Ali!" I shouted forgetting that there was no need to as they can always hear me but luckily I have Edward, "We can hear you no need to shout", see what did I say. "Ness, Becca come downstairs! Tea is ready" Bella called for us at the bottom of the stairs. "Race you" Ness said to me and like that she was gone. I mentally sighed, no longer was I ever going to get chance to win anything. I will always come second to the supernatural. I guess I got used to the fact I had a chance at being the best at something and not having to live in my siblings shadow.

Oh my gosh! I forgot what an amazing cook mum was! She made my favourite spaghetti and meat balls with pesto garnish, even the thought of it made my mouth water. "Way better than hostel food" I managed to say between the mouth's full of food which made everyone laugh. "At least try and slow down. You don't want to choke do you?" Dad asked. Oh dad, always in doctor mode. All I could do was shake my head, no way has I stopping to talk again.

After tea I put on a slideshow of all the photos of my year in England; the dancing, who my friends were and all the sites I saw, explaining every last little detail so they knew everything. It was really awkward when it got to the photos with Jason in them. I became quite flushed in the face as the boys started grilling me about the 'boyfriend'. I didn't know what to say. I mean how could I explain to them that the sight of him brought back those feelings, of feeling empty inside, that I was trying to repress without telling them what actually caused those feelings. I noticed Jasper giving me a weird look as he felt the emotions I accidently slipped but I carried on like nothing had happened hoping that he wouldn't bring it up again. The girls came to my rescue warning the boys to back off or certain things would not be happening tonight, I shuttered at the thought but was glad at the same time as the boys dropped it instantly. Next I showed them one of the many ballet dances' I learnt then we all just sat around watching TV together as a family. The fact that I had all my family around me warmed me up inside and pushed down all those unwanted ones. The lack of sleep had caught up with me all at once as I became a walking zombie. I could hardly keep my eyes open as they became more and more heavy. I laid my head against my dad's shoulder as I listened to my siblings argue about something then let the sleep take me.

Please review and tell me what you think! I'm getting a tad despite here!

Exams are next week so I don't think I will get a chance to update until Friday but I promise you, I won't give up on this story!