Part 7 How NOT To React When Faced With Your Darkest Secret
Or
Avoidance Is Done Best When Two People Are Involved
(Authors Note: I could not think of a better title for this part. I own nothing.)
I was insanely comfortable when I finally returned to the world of the living. But I wasn't where I should have been. Again. I struggled for a moment until a strong hand laid itself on my shoulder and a familiar voice spoke.
"Shh Merlin. It's alright. You're safe." Lancelot's voice. I blinked a few times and he came into focus. I remembered now.
"Arthur?" I slurred. Lancelot smiled.
"He's fine. Not a scratch. What did she do to you Merlin?" I shook my head. That was a mistake, my world spun in a dizzying circle. I grabbed hold of Lancelot for support as the trees finally stopped spinning. Wait, trees?
"Where are we?" I mumbled eyes fixed shut.
"We had to set up camp for the night. We'll be back in Camelot early tomorrow." I opened one eye experimentally; when the world didn't spin I opened the other as well. I was laying on several bedrolls and covered by two red cloaks. I was still light headed and dizzy. There was a slightly awkward silence. Then Lancelot looked over his shoulder and called.
"He's awake." Immediately Arthur and Gwaine were there: Elyan, Leon and Percival peeking over their shoulders.
"How you feeling mate?" Gwaine asked as Arthur appeared to be floundering for words.
"I've been worse." I admitted. I had also been better, but I had been worse.
"We can see that mate! There has got to be a story behind that." I felt a bit of panic rise. They had seen the scar? How was I going to explain that one?! Spilled torch? No, Arthur would know about that. Old accident? No Arthur would see through that too. The truth? No! He wasn't ready yet. Lancelot must have seen my distress for he spoke up.
"Well that story will have to wait. Come on, he looks as pale as death. Let him rest for a bit." Lancelot smiled down at me, winking when no one else was looking. Arthur nodded.
"Yes we should. Come on, I'll take first watch." I closed my eyes and was almost instantly enfolded in darkness.
