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XIX- Regrets

I just sat there on the bed beside him. All of the Apollo campers have left saying sorry and giving me condolences. They had no hope for Percy. The poison had already been spread throughout his body. I held his hand and I tried to think about the things that happened this past few days.

Day one.

The day he got hit by the poisoned arrow, it was all my fault. He had to go save me from Kronos, If I should have been stronger this shouldn't have had happen, or if I shouldn't have hurt my leg. I could help him with the burdens of carrying me.

The day he gave me all of our Nectar and Ambrosia, if I could have given him some he would have recovered. My fault again,

The day he gave me berries and food, If I had shared some of it with him he wouldn't have gone hungry and maybe he would last longer.

Day two

The day he had to carry me to the airport. If I could have walked maybe we could have gotten there sooner and he would have gotten back to camp before the poison set in. My fault

The day I left without him on the airport. If I had given the ticket to him he would have gotten to Chiron and got some help. Then he could send back someone to pick me up. I could have survived another day while he can't. My fault again

The day I left him without any money or food or anything whatsoever, If he was stronger or If he had money he could have taken the bus or he could call for help.

And today, Day three

The day the poison finally set in, the poison that would eventually be the cause of his death.

The day I could have saved him, the day we could be together. The day we could all be celebrating. I just wish that this day was the day I saved him, I wish this day was the day we could be together. I wish this day was the day we could all be celebrating.

But it wasn't, this day is the day of sorrow and grief. This day I could have prevented but didn't. This day that makes tears fall out of my eye every second. This day, my best friend, my partner, would perish from this world and I could not do anything about it.

I regret everything I did. Everything that was wrong. If I could go back in time to get everything straight I would pay anything to get that chance. I knew that this world is not worth living, that this world would be meaningless without him. My world revolves around this green eyed boy.

The truth was finally settling in, all of this was my fault, all of the pain he's going through it's because of me, everything he had and will have will now be gone because of what I did.

The horrible truth that filled my mind is that I Annabeth Chase had killed Percy Jackson.

I opened my eyes again not surprised that my shirt was soaking wet, tears still wet on my cheek, and my hand still on Percy's

I felt something move, I used all my will power to look up. There I saw the most brilliant green eyes I had ever seen, looking through my heart and soul with every second our eyes met.

"Hi, Annabeth."