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Lissa's POV

I was sitting in my room getting ready to meet Adrian, for our Spirit sessions.

Ever since my break up with Christian I've been a little over the edge of darkness. Adrian has seen this and Rose have sense it too, but I only could drown in my darkness because there was nothing I could do to make him forgive me from what Avery make me do. It wasn't my fault I was being compelled by her during Rose's absences, and I couldn't control that.

Every time I think about him my heart ached, I love him so much I would give up everything just to be with him. But people expected me to do this and I had to keep the Dragomir bloodline alive. As the last of my family this was really hard for me to do, there were so many things to take care of: meetings, paper work, negotiations, arguments in secrecy, it was a train wreck!

I was going on my way to the lobby when I saw him. His icy blue eyes pierced into me like the first day we made a small talked in the attic of the Academy. Then his eyes looked away from me, I looked down feeling hurt from his cold attitude when something was pining me hard on the wall.

I gave a loud scream realizing who and what was holding me. A Strigoi.

The Strigoi was holding me onto my neck, my breathing was closing and all I could think of was that I am going to die here. He was holding me with one hand and the other was claw-like ready to hit me with it and kill me instantly.

Rose. Where was Rose when I need her the most?

Tears build in my eyes, no air would enter my lungs and I could no longer struggle in his tight grip on my neck. My eyes started to close when I felt the darkness inside of me leave completely. I felt a huge relief when it left my body, I was darkness-free. But I couldn't do anything because this Strigoi was killing me and my eyes could no longer stayed open anymore and gave into the darkness.

"Lissa!"

That voice, that voice I knew so well was calling up to me. I open my eyes a little to see if I wasn't dreaming of him calling up to me.

As I open my eyes I saw fire in front of me, soon after that I was sent to the ground with another pair of strong arms protecting me from the impact. Thought that did not stopped from hurting. I look up to see Dimitri was the one holding me, and the Strigoi who was killing me was rolling on the floor burning.

I then, started coughing. My throat hurt a little and my arms too. Dimitri was taking me in a safe place, and went to 'kill' the Strigoi. My eyes water from the lack of oxygen and the itchiness I felt inside my throat, soon I was pulled into the arms of Christian. He asked me if I was ok, but I couldn't answer him back, so I tried nodding at him.

Dimitri came now and inspected my neck, probably to see if I was bitten or cut.

"You're going to bruise Lissa, but if you drink water right now it'll help you stop the coughing."

Ah! Water, I need some water right now!

"Lissa, are you okay?" Christian asked me, concerned washing all over his face.

I looked at him for a full minute, taking everything what just happen in. I almost died, my best friend wasn't here to protect me, my boy friend saved me and Dimitri the man I saved his life from the un-dead saved me too. Tears started to come down freely, why Rose wasn't here with me? Where was she?

"He tried to kill me." I said sobbing.

"Shhh. It's alright baby, I'm here now I won't let anything happen to you anymore." Christian said stroking my hair and pulling me into a hard hug. I looked up at him questionably. "I was a fool to be mad at you. I promise I won't let you go, I love you too much. I love you Lissa." He made me cry harder. And I hold onto him as if he was the only solid thing I could touch in this world.

I heard someone clear his throat. I look up to see it was Dimitri.

"Lissa, Rose is missing." He announced me.

I had no words for that. Here I was blaming Rose for no saving me when she was missing. I felt so guilty for thinking that she was a bad best friend. Maybe she was saving another person out there, but I was her charge. She was supposed to save me instead.

"How do you know she is missing? What happen?" I asked.

Dimitri looked away from me. However, not before I saw hurt in his eyes.

"She and I were in church, we had an argument and she ran off. The guardian at the door let her go out the court wards and she hasn't comeback since then."

"Oh my God…"

"The worst of all is that she might be in danger. There are Strigoi out there, and she's alone she can't defend herself with seven of them out there."

No, this can't be happening. This can't be happening at all! Rose should be fine here with me not missing or probably taken over by Strigoi. I just hope that Rose is fine. Whenever she is, she is fine.

"Come on Lissa. We have to take you to safety." said, Dimitri. Helping me on my feet with Christian. "Christian you and Lissa should go to your room and lock the doors."

"But, what about Rose? She is missing I can't go without knowing where she is!"

I know that something is wrong. I had that feeling that she was in trouble. But I didn't know why Rose would go outside the wards without telling me! I was frightened that she would leave me again. Because, she did this once for Dimitri and now, I don't know why she did it again. I knew deep in my heart that Rose wasn't coming back, but I just don't want to admit it. I just couldn't braze myself in knowing she left for unknown reasons. Though I was afraid that this time it was for the same reason she left the first time. Dimitri. If it is, I don't know how I would react to it. Especially Dimitri, I just didn't know how to.

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