AUTHOR'S NOTE: So I wrote this a looong time ago and I decided that with all the rumors about Finchel finally doing the deed that I should post this another little one-shot about their first time just for fun. This takes place during Theatricality so everything before that has happened and this is how I wish it would have been different. I have no beta reader so all mistakes are mine, although I do try really hard to catch them. I hope you enjoy.

Rachel felt drained as she descended the stairs heading to the kitchen. She had cried and drank so much water she didn't know if she was drowning or dehydrated. Her fathers had left to take her therapist home since there was not much else he could do for her. Just then a knock interrupted her voyage. Not knowing who it could be she answered it tentatively to reveal a red-eyed Finn.

"Finn! What happened?"

Finn collapsed into her arms letting the tears fall again, "Burt kicked me out"

Rachel gasped as she maneuvered her front door close and led him to her couch, "Why would he do such a thing?"

Finn knew he had to be honest with her, "As you know my mom and Burt moved in together forcing Kurt and I to share a room until Burt can get an addition built. Well Kurt was supposed to make it a place for both of us to enjoy, but instead turned it into a secret seduction room with drapes, pillows, and mood lighting so I kind of flipped out a bit and used a bad word"

Rachel gave him a 'don't sugar coat this' look, "What bad word?"

Finn sighed, "I may have said fag… but not to Kurt! I did not call him a fag; I simply called the lamp and other décor"

Rachel's mouth hung open, "I am shocked"

Finn hung his head in shame, "I was shocked at myself to, and unfortunately Burt overheard and told me he didn't want me living in his house. My mom is at work and I didn't know where else to go."

Rachel quickly wrapped her arms around him, "It's going to be okay I'm sure you didn't mean to hurt Kurt that way, they'll understand and come around. You can stay her until you can talk to your mom."

Finn smiled into her hair as he savored the feel of her arms around him. He hadn't touched her since the whole "Run Joey Run" video and before that had been before the break up. He slowly pulled away taking in her beautiful features, "How are you doing? Is your therapist still here?"

Rachel shook her head, "My dad's are returning him to his home right now"

Finn nodded, "How are you dealing with you mom?"

Rachel shrugged, "She doesn't want to be part of my life and I'm learning how to deal with never having a mother, even though I know I have one"

Finn began rubbing her back, "She's an idiot to let you slip out of her life, believe me I would know a thing or two about that"

Rachel smiled softly at him as she placed a hand to his cheek. Finn leaned into her hand smiling crookedly at her. Rachel didn't know what came over her but her lips suddenly began gravitating towards his, softly brushing them together and seeking his reaction. He leaned into the kiss deepening it and Rachel knew he wanted it too. She placed her hand on the back of his neck as he wrapped his hand in her long tresses lightly sweeping his tongue over her swollen lips seeking permission which Rachel allowed tangling her tongue with his.

They each didn't know what they were doing but they both felt lost before and now they finally felt safe and loved. This was something they both needed. Rachel pulled away smiling as Finn groaned in protest, "Come with me"

Finn's eyes went wide as she took his hand and led him to the stairs, "Rach wait, are you sure about this? I mean you and Jesse?"

He left the question open afraid of what she might say, "We are over, he was just getting close to me for Shelby and once his mission was over he dumped me… I'm sorry for hurting you over him, I was just so hurt over our break up I wanted to get back at you. It was childish of me but I couldn't help myself… you make me do crazy things"

Rachel laughed lightly as Finn closed the space between them and kissed her in relief over her confession. Rachel continued to lead him to her room. Before they reached her bed through Finn stopped again, "What about your dads?"

Rachel shrugged, "They are having a night out to give me some time to myself, doctor's orders. He felt they were smothering me"

Finn smiled coyly, "I can leave so you don't feel smothered"

Rachel grabbed him smashing her lips against his neck, "Oh no you don't! I've done enough thinking for one lifetime; I want to start feeling… mostly you"

Finn felt his dick go painfully hard at her words. Rachel tugged at him and he realized she had removed her shirt and skirt standing in front of him wearing only a pair of hot pink cotton panties and matching bra. Finn thought he'd explode right then and there as she signaled for him to discard his own clothing. Standing before her in his baby blue boxers, he was sure did nothing to hide his erection, he felt her hot gaze followed by a look of uneasiness, "We can stop Rach, I will understand"

Rachel shook her head, "It's not that, it's just… I never had sex with Jesse. I lied and I just wanted to tell you that I'm still a virgin. I saved it for you"

Finn was taken aback by her admission and felt an insurmountable amount of guilt. He knew if he didn't tell Rachel the truth about Santana and slept with her he would never forgive himself, "Rach I have to be honest with you too. I did sleep with Santana. I am sorry I lied but it didn't mean anything to me and I regret it so much! I wish I had waited for you because it would have been special with you and sacred, not dirty like with Santana"

Rachel was floored by his admission, "Thank you for being honest with me, I can't say I blame you for giving into her or that I am happy about it; but we weren't together and you are free to do whatever or whoever you want. So don't worry, I still want to be with you"

Finn was so relieved Rachel didn't get mad and really relieved she wanted to continue what they had started. Rachel pulled him back onto the bed lying down beneath him. Finn rested his weight on his arms not wanting to crush her underneath him and looked into her beautiful dark soulful brown eyes, "I love you Rach, I have for a while now"

Rachel smiled brightly, "I love you too"

He leaned down and kissed her with even more passion then he knew he had as they became one, sealing their love in the most intimate way.