I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN THIS STORY BESIDES THE OC'S. ALRIGHT, WHEN I WROTE THIS CHAPTER IT MADE ME CRY, I DON'T KNOW WHY IT DID, BUT YEAH.
Caylee's Point of View-
Jeff and I arrived to the graveyard before the others since we were the first one to leave, they had to pick things up, pack things up in the cars and made sure everyone left for a little break before our reception, our reception didn't start to 6 and our wedding ended at 4:30, not that big of a break but it's long enough. We saw two cars driving down the road behind us and park behind us. Jeff got out and came over opening the door and helped me out of the car.
"I'm taking off these stupid heels, heels in grass do not do well." I said.
"Won't your dress drag on the grass and get ruined though?" Jeff asked.
"You got a point." I said as I left my heels on, I lifted my dress up with my left hand, I even grabbed my bouquet, (I figured put it on his grave as well) MJ was thinking the same thing, I handed her my bouquet so Jeff and I could carry the wreath together, Matt, the Legend, my mom, Shannon, and MJ climbed out of their cars.
"Watch for cars." My mom said, we looked both ways before we crossed the street to the grave yard.
"Does anyone know where his grave site is?" I asked.
"I've been there once, that was at his funeral, I can guess." MJ said as we followed her, she was close, she was two or three tombstones away from where he was buried. We got to the gravesite, we all stood there looking at it quietly.
"Amen and rest in peace." The Legend said doing the cross over his body, and he started walking away towards a shaded area under a tree for him to sit down under.
"Rest in peace man, we miss you." Matt said as Shannon rubbed MJ's upper arm, I know she was close to shedding some tears, Matt and Shannon dragged MJ over to the tree, MJ handed me and Jeff each a bouquet since she wasn't able to do it.
"I'll leave you guys alone." My mom said as she patted Jeff on the upper arm and followed them over to the tree that everyone was going to.
"I don't know what to say." Jeff said.
"Well, father, we're married, we kind of brought these to show you the love and how much we missed you at the wedding today. I know that you were there spiritually, I think you would like this wreath." I said as we stood the wreath up on a stand.
"I hope that you approve of me sir, I won't hurt her and I won't let anyone hurt her, I'm good for my word, you know that." Jeff said, I cuddled up to his side.
"Is it okay if I have some alone time?" I asked.
"No problem, I'll be over there with them." Jeff said kissing the top of my head and handed me the bouquet MJ gave him, he slowly walked away and he kept turning around to check on me.
"Well, dad, what to say?" I said as I fixed my dress for me to sit down Indian style in front of his grave. "I just wish that I got to know you, I've only heard stories and seen pictures. I can't blame you for not knowing, my mother didn't tell you I existed. I brought you my bouquet and MJ's bouquet for you to keep, so you can show off saying your baby got married. I don't know, I just feel like there's a little piece in me missing from not knowing you. I know I have uncle Chavo, but he isn't Mr. Eddie Guerrero. I should tell you a little about me huh? I mean, you never saw me before in your life. I'm your daughter, I have had five cavities, I passed my drivers test first time, I graduated 8th grade and 12th grade with C-'s, I was in every school play that was held, I'm a wrestler now and I'm teaming with Jeff Hardy, I bet you didn't see that coming huh? I wish I could of came to your funeral, my only regret is not being smart enough to try and find you before you passed on, because if I would of, I would have been able to at least met you once before hand." I said as tears came to my eyes, I put my face into my hands, and I heard someone walk up behind me.
"It's okay, he understands." MJ said as she squatted down next to me and wrapped her arms around me.
"Why did he have to leave so soon? It's so unfair, I never got to have a dad." I said babbling, MJ pulled me into her embrace for I could cry on her shoulder, and Jeff came over, he helped me to my feet, and he walked me over to the tree, I sat on his lap, and he ran his hands through my hair until I calmed down.
MJ's Point of View-
I saw Caylee break down and cry, I know it must be tough on her since she never got to have a father daughter dance, have dad come to her graduations, come to her plays, and be there when she first walked even. I knelt down where she was sitting before Jeff walked her to the tree.
"Hey daddy, I know I haven't been out here since your funeral, I must be a bad daughter huh? I try not to be, it's hard to get time to come out here since I started touring with Vickie, I met Caylee, my twin, and now I'm going out with Shannon, I know he isn't your favorite person daddy, but I love him. I guess I was kind of harsh to you before you died, the last words I said to you on the phone was 'I hate you' because you wouldn't let me go to that party with my boyfriend at that time. I still hate myself for that, I went to your funeral and I couldn't even bear to go up to you and say sorry or good-bye to you because I felt and still feel so horrible. Dad you were so right, that guy all he wanted was to get in my pants, and if I would of went to that party I would of ended up in jail because they got caught with drugs. I guess I was just being stupid, I still have a lot of growing up to do. I'm sorry dad, I don't hate you, I love you dearly and I greatly miss you dad." I said as tears came to my eyes, I grabbed the bouquets that Caylee laid down and I moved them to where they were laying against the head stone. "I guess this is bye dad, I hope you look down at as and be happy with your little girls, I'll see you when I get up there." I said as I stood up and rubbed the headstone a little before I walked back to the group and I sat on Shannon's lap, we know it isn't good sitting on the grass in tuxes or dresses but we don't care, Jeff was moving Caylee little by little to go to Eddie's site next.
"May I go next, before you Jeff?" My mom asked.
"Be my guest." Jeff said.
Mom's Point of View-
I walked over to the gravesite that held Eddie, the wreath standing up on it's own, my two little girls bouquet's resting against the head stone. I stood there looking at the headstone in disbelief and looking at the grass area in front of it.
"Eddie Guerrero, I know you are looking down at me from heaven and you must be very angry with me for not telling you about Christina Lee and Madison Jade being twins, I just didn't want to lose both of them, I wanted to know at least one of them. I know we could of figured something out with me seeing them somehow, but I didn't want to take that risk with them. I thought that Caylee or MJ would of figured out before this day came about, or the day you past on came. I thought Caylee would have been the one to be doing the investigating when she got old enough, but she never really pursued it. Let me tell you though, that wife of yours, Vickie, I strongly dislike what she had done to my two babies, I'm not holding it against you, but only if you were here. Man, does Caylee and MJ look and act just like you, everyday when I see them or hear them talk, I remember that night we were together, it was the best night of my life. I was in shock when I was told you past on, out of everyone you were the last one I expected, you are greatly missed and will be loved. I will make sure you are remembered and passed on to the generations to come, because they will love you. I love you Eddie Guerrero." I said as tears came to my eyes but they didn't roll down. "Saying good bye would be best to help me get over this. I guess this is good bye Eddie, I'll be there in a few years myself." I said as I walked back to the tree and I wiped my eyes of any tears that might of slipped.
"I'll take Caylee." Matt said as Jeff moved Caylee over to Matt's lap, she has pretty much stopped crying and calmed down some, it must hurt her a lot worse. Jeff got up and walked over to the grave, I think after Jeff, Caylee is going over there once more then we are going to head out to the reception.
Jeff's Point of View-
I stood here looking at the wreath we made him, and the two bouquets that rested against his gravestone that read Eduardo Gory Guerrero, October 9, 1967 - November 13, 2005. I don't know what to say at my mothers grave when I go to visit her gravesite much less any other one. I stood here then I squatted down and I was eye level with the head stone.
"Eddie, I know that I'm not the best person out there nor the person you would want your daughter coming home with, I know that I have two strikes on my WWE record, I know that I have experimented with drugs but you know that I am good at what I do, you know how much money I'm making, plus with your daughter wrestling now, we are set for life. I also know that I love that daughter of yours, I won't let anything happen to her. Plus, she is one tough cookie, she can stand up for herself very well, I assume she got that from you. I know it's kind of late now, I sure hope you approve of me getting your daughters hand in marriage. I know that if you would of known her, you would of loved her just as much as you loved MJ, and I try to show her and express how much you would of loved her, and I love her enough to prove it to her and to make-up for all that lost love. I seriously love her sir, if it wasn't her, I would be lost without her and I would probably go crazy, she's my world now, that and wrestling. You know what love is all about, and I know she really misses and loves you. I also know she really hates herself for not being able to see you before or safe you from death, even though she never met you, she really loves you, and I know that you do play a big role in that girl's life, she has SO much of you in her, it's not funny. I hope you enjoy this wreath, Caylee, Ms. Howard and I made it for you to include you in this wedding somewhat, we had Chavo step in for you along with my dad." I said as I patted the ground a little, "I defiantly say that the wrestling world misses you, hopefully MJ and Caylee could bring the Guerrero legacy back in, no offense to Chavo, but I know Caylee has a lot of your moves and charm like you, MJ could probably pull it off, you'll never be forgotten." I said as I stood up and rubbed the headstone a little. "Good bye Eddie." I said as I walked back to the tree, Caylee was pretty much calm. "You ready to go back?" I asked Caylee.
"Yeah, can we have a moment alone?" Caylee asked looking at everyone else, everyone was pretty much quiet.
"We're not going anywhere until 5:45, it's only 5:15." Shannon said as Caylee and I walked hand and hand back to Eddie's gravesite. I wrapped both arms around her waist and her side was resting against my chest.
"I know I can't blame myself for your death, but I do blame myself for not putting in an effort to come and meet you before hand. Now that your gone, all I could do is live with the memories that are told by my peers, old wrestling clips of you, your book and new DVD, pictures of you and MJ and imagine that is me since we look alike. I truly miss you and I didn't even know you, I love you like any child would their father, and I should say good bye to you since it is supposed to help the healing process, but I'm not ready to say good bye to you because I haven't even been able to say hi to you, or call you dada, or sit on your lap. Every year on your birthday, every year on the day you passed on, every year on my birthday, and every year around Jeff and mine anniversary, I'm planning on coming back and visiting this gravesite until I am ready to say good bye to you. Even though I'm planning on moving to North Carolina, I got to come back here sometime to see mom, even though it won't be that often, but I will make it down here as much as possible." She said as tears were coming to her eyes, I rested my forehead against the side of her head. "I guess this is a hello daddy." Caylee said as gulped down her cry ball and coughed a little.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"I just want to stand here and look at it for a few moments." She said.
"You want a photo with it, to put in our wedding book?" I whispered into her ear.
"Sure." She said, we took tons of pictures with and of it, we got at least two of the gravesite with the flowers, then we got solo ones of Caylee, her mom, and MJ with the headstone, then Caylee and I, then Caylee, her mom and MJ, then Shannon and MJ, then Matt, the Legend, and I, and then we got a security officer to take one with all of us with it.
"Are we ready to leave?" Matt asked.
"Yeah." Caylee said as she sniffled, I wrapped my arm around her, she looked at the head stone a little bit longer.
"Bye Eddie." My dad said as he waved a little.
"Yeah, we'll see you later man." Matt said as he left to go after our dad.
"Bye Eddie, rest in peace." Shannon said as he waited for MJ.
"Bye dad, I love you and I greatly miss you." MJ said as Shannon wrapped his arm around her and walked away with her, I could hear MJ crying a little.
"I love you too Eddie, you behave up in heaven now." Ms. Howard said as she headed back as well.
"Bye Eddie, we'll be back before our flight." I said.
"Are you serious? You want to come back?" Caylee asked.
"We sure are, you need some more time with your dad." I said winking at her.
"Bye dad for now, I love you." Caylee said as we turned and headed out of the graveyard to our cars where everyone else was waiting for us.
"Here is your suitcases for tonight, your staying in the Hilton." Ms. Howard said handing us our suitcases, we put them in the trunk.
"And here are your bags from the church." MJ said as her and Shannon handed us our bags.
Caylee's Point of View-
We were handed our bags, and we put them in the trunk, I was trying to get my tears under control from seeing my dad's grave site.
"Thanks for bringing our bags, and thank you for coming with us over here." I said as a few more tears slipped, I hugged the Legend tightly and he hugged me. "Thanks for giving me away earlier." I whispered.
"No problem sweetie." He said as I went and hugged Matt, Jeff was hugging my mom and MJ.
"Thanks for the support in there." I said referring to the graveyard.
"Anything for my sister-in-law." Matt said as I walked to Shannon.
"Where to begin with you reject?" I asked as I pulled him into a tight hug.
"You know you love me though." He said.
"I do, your so much to this family now." I said.
"I know." He said as we broke the hug, next person in line was MJ.
"Aw, MJ!" I said as I hugged her tightly, we hugged the longest.
"I miss daddy too." MJ said.
"I know, but he's in our hearts and brain's now." I whispered as we hugged for a few more moments as I went to my mom.
"My now all grown up girl!" My mom said as she hugged me first and I hugged her back.
"I know, I promise I come back as often as possible if you promise to come back to North Carolina once in a while." I said.
"Every time my company has business that needs to be taken care of in North Carolina, I will be the first to volunteer so I can see my two girls." My mom said as she let go of me.
"Sorry to say this, but enough of this sad shit, let's go to the reception and party it up for the newlyweds!" The Legend said.
"Couldn't said it better myself." Matt said as we all climbed into our own cars and drove away.
"You want to stop by my house to change?" I asked Jeff.
"I thought you wanted to wear that dress all night at the reception so people would know who the bride is?"
"Alright, at least let me switch to tennis shoes since I know I'm going to be doing a lot of walking and dancing tonight." I said, he laughed, and I told him how to get to the reception hall and the others were following us.