Sorry I haven't posted in a while but hey enjoy :)
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Mason lifted a bewildered Max of his chest and started putting his clothes on and passed Max his. He looked down at a uncomfortable looking Max and gave him a equally uncomfortable smile.
"I...Ummm...Mason, I don't think-" Max mumbled, still lost for words. Until Mason interrupted.
"What are you talking about Max?" Mason asked, confused by Max's mumbles.
"You just... you just said you love me..."Max's voice cracked, there was no way Mason meant it, it was just a accident. Post orgasm mindless drabble. That was what hurt Max the most.
Max and Mason stood/sat in silence for a while. Neither one of them knowing what to do, what to say. It took a while for Mason to pluck up the nerve to say something, but it had to be said.
"Max I... I'm not going to lie to you, I think I have feelings for you, and I think they're growing but I still love Justin." Mason looked like he was about to leave to avoid the awkwardness. It felt like the morning after a one night stand, yet far more awkward. He turned for the door and started walking for it.
"Mason! Don't go!" Max jumped up of the sofa towards Mason, grabbing his arm and turning around.
"Max, things are too confusing right now. Justin will be back any minute and..." Mason struggled to his find words.
"Mason... Please don't leave me." His eyes started tearing as he pleaded. Mason hated hurting Max but he had to do this quick, like ripping off a bandade.
"Max I'm in love with your brother!"Mason shouted.
"I knew it, you're just like everyone else!" Max shouted, dug his face in his hands.
"Oh God Max, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean that to hurt you so bad." Mason reach out with his free arm and stroked Max's cheek but Max slowly pulled Mason's hand of his face and started silently crying.
"Please don't Mason, don't touch me like that." Max said, still holding Mason's hand in both of his, still looking to the ground watching his tears hit the wooden floor.
"Touch you like what?" Mason asked, his voice full of worry. He tried to pull his hand back so he could cup Max's cheek but Max kept his arm rigid.
Without warning Max threw his arms around Mason's neck and attacked Mason's lips with his own. Max pulled away from a shocked Mason and the look of sadness was back on his face.
"Max?" Mason slowly release his arm from Max's grip and used it to tilt Max's chin up so he could look at him.
Max leaned forward, slightly on his tip toes, he soflty and slowly kissed Mason with such innocence and sweetness it was like nothing else excisted. Max seperated his lips from Masons and looked at him through his tear filled eyes for a split second, before retreating his gaze back to the floor.
"There's a difference Mason... You can't just touch me like you care after telling me you don't love me." Max removed Mason's hand from his chin. "I don't care if you don't love me, I mean why would you? But there is a reason why I hand myself out to everyone... I've had my heart broken Mason." Max started sobbing onto Mason's shoulder.
"Hey, Hey." Mason pulled Max into his embrace and sat them both on the sofa. "Don't cry, you're to beautiful to cry." Max lifted his head up and looked at Mason who was smiling at him. Max chuckled and smiled sweetly but was replaced by a scared expression when Mason started leaning in.
"Mason I can't. I can't let myself get hurt again." Max pushed Mason off him and shifted to the otherside of the sofa. "It was Alex's ex-boyfriend Dean. I was closing up the sub shop one night and he came by looking for Alex. Mom and Dad were out at this stupid "one dollar movie thing" and Justin and Alex were in the wizard lair. I didn't know what to tell him so I just told him to entertain himself until Alex got back and I walked into the food preparation area, you know where we make the sandwiches?" Mason moved over to Max and put his arm over Max's shoulder. Max swallowed hard and continued. "I don't remember him following me in but I remember him slapping my ass and pining me against the counter." Max started crying into the arm of the sofa.
"Max, he didn't... rape you did he?" Mason said in a hushed tone. Max shook his head slowly, keeping his head down.
"No." He whispered.
"I told him to get off but he told me that he had noticed how I'd been staring at him alot recently. Which I had, that was back when I was still... confused about my sexuality and Dean was all I could think about... He told me he did care about Alex but there was something about me, that I was special and he loved me." Max could feel the tears start to build up but he held them back. "We started dating in secret after that. He kept telling me he was going to break up with Alex for me, so we could date for real, but he was waiting for the right time. In the back of my mind I knew he was lying but I didn't care. I was happy with Dean... But then he started pressuring me. Which looking back on it now was actually pretty hot. But at the time it was horrible, he would tell me that if I truly loved him, I would give myself to him... physically..." Max didn't cry this time. Instead he began running his hands over his arms, like he was trying to clean himself.
"That bastard! He made you give him your virginity, just so he'd stay with you!" Mason wasn't sure why he was so angry. The thought of someone taking advantage of Max just made him furious. Max nodded his head, not looking at Mason.
"But the day after we had sex, I went round to his house and he had moved without telling me. I promised myself that I would never love again, because nothing is worth the pain it caused." Mason pulled Max into a hug, he never wanted to let go of Max, or this moment.
"Max..?" Mason whispered and kissed Max on the top of his head.
"Yer?" Max snuffled, he was starting to recover from his small emotional break down.
"I... I think I love you..."
"Wh- what?" Max looked up at Mason unsure.
"I mean you're perfect, you're adorable, cute, funny, such a strong person, I can spend time with you without ever getting bored... and not to ruin the moment or anything, but the sex is just WOW, easily the best I've ever had." Max chuckled and snuggled into Mason. "Will you go out with me?"
Max couldn't answer, he wanted to, but he couldn't find the words. But just as he was about to find his words, Justin walked in. Max and Mason snapped their heads round and separated, they looked at Justin waiting for his reaction to catching them together on the couch, holding each other.
"J-Justin..." Mason stuttered.
"I thought I told you to leave Mason." Justin said twidiling with his house keys. Not looking at either of them.
"Sorry, I'll go." Mason tried to stand up but Max held on to his arm.
"No, Mason can stay... Because he's my new boyfriend." Max smiled at Mason.
"HE'S WHAT!" Justin shouted in anger and pain. Maybe he wasn't actually over Mason
"I'M WHAT!" Mason shouted in happiness and feeling of slight betrayl. Maybe he wasn't totally over Justin
"Mason cares about me, and I care about him. So you can't tell him to leave anymore because when he comes round it's for me, not you." Max stood and walked to Justin poking his chest in taunt.
"Fine, I don't care. This guys been flirting with me for ages and now I guess there's nothing stopping me flirting back." Justin teased Mason, he could see that Mason still loved him.
"What's his name!" Mason asked a bit to quickly and eagerly for Max's liking.
"Chase, he's a monster tamer. He's always going on about how we'd make the perfect team, with me being a monster hunter and all." Justin teased Max this time, knowing how much this must be hurting Max somehow made him feel better.
"Humm... Isn't it funny how the only monster you couldn't catch is your boyfriend. Oh sorry, your EX-boyfriend... MY boyfriend." Max gave Justin his best bitch smile and lead Mason upstairs by the hand.
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Sorry guys, this was more of a filler chapter but it's gotta have somestory lol :)