Sorry it took so long. Ive been discouraged.

20- Naked- Avril Lavigne

FPOV

The next day we called Socko's cousin to thank him for all the trouble he went through for those wonderful clothes. We offered to pay for all the damaged dresses. It turns out Sam liked the one she was wearing before I ripped and wanted it fixed for prom… providing she wouldn't get herself into too much trouble by then.

Soon we were both saving money for those outfits we saw in that boutique. Carly was still busy making catering decisions and other reservations and whatnot. She occasionally asked out input but other than that we didn't really care what she planned for us. It was getting closer and closer to the wedding and we were being nagged to come up with our honeymoon place.

"Hey babe?" I asked one morning as we got ready for school. "What about Iceland?"

"Iceland?" she asked uncertain as she opened the shower curtain a bit.

"Yeah. Iceland. You know for our honeymoon."

"Well aren't you afraid I'll fall for some gorgeous man who can cook me any divine dish I wanted?"

"No because itll be to cold for you to want to stay to long. And even if you do I could always put a plate of ribs under your nose to bring you back. Or Bolivan bacon."

"You've never had Bolivian bacon. Don't joke about it." She smiled. "Can we get that for the wedding?" she joked closing the curtain.

"So Iceland?"

"Sounds good."

Over the next month and a half we were diligently preparing for both a wedding and twins and juggling iCarly somewhere in there as well.

SPOV

April 15th

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
'Cause life is like a game sometimes

Carly, I don't want a party." I whined as she stands in my doorway trying to convince me to go out to the teen club around the block where I would be opening gifts in front of people I don't really care for, but am expected to act like I do. Where the people are only going because they were invited by Carly and so they can glare at me for not being picked as my bridesmaids while my back is turned. Where Carly has so cleverly designed this party as both a bachelorette party and a baby shower. God the agonized unwanted attention!

"Nonsense! It's a present to you. Except it!... look it won't be horrible. I promise!"

Freddie snuck up behind me embracing me in a hug and whispered in my ear. "Go out. Enjoy the party. Be radiant."

But then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me
And keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up
Oh, you've made me trust

"And when you get home…" he continued kissing my neck gently.

"Alright. I'll go! Give me 10 minutes." I say trying to hide my smiled. I closed the door as Freddie massages my neck for a moment. I opened the door a crack and said, "30 minutes and don't you think for one second I didn't see this coming," as Carly was opening her door smiling. I slammed the door and practically mauled Freddie.

"You don't play fair." I said clinging to him.

"And you do?"

"You were her plan B weren't you? If I didn't go you'd come along and become so tantalizingly tempting and irresistible that I'd agree to anything to get rid of her so I could have you?"

"Oh yes because Carly is so evilly clever like that." He smirked. I knew it.

Because I've never felt like this before
I'm naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked
Around you
And it feels so right

"Congratulations" people said to me every which way I turned. I was polite for Carly's sake and mumble my thanks.

"So unfortunately since were not all 18… and this is a teen club they wouldn't allow me to hire a male stripper." Sighs and laughs filled the room. "But who wants a stripper when you have a Gibby running around shirtless all the time." More laughs. "So it's present time."

"I wonder what this is." I said shaking the box gently. Tearing through the paper I find feathery lingerie. "This is beautiful… Too bad it's a bit late for the sexy appeal." I laughed as I gave my tummy a gentle pat. The others laughed too, Boxes filled with diapers; baby blankets clothes for me and the babies. Two and half hours passed and I was getting a bit tired from all the dancing and chatting. I could finally start telling people goodbye. I'm trying to remember why I was afraid to be myself and let the covers fall away, and then I saw her. Red hair wearing the same poufy dress and fishnet leggings. I wanted to scream. I almost ran. I wanted to protect Carly. Alice was talking to Carly. But if I got in a fight with the wicked she devil I could lose my precious babies.

"Hey Carly can we go now? I said grabbing her hand and trying to pull her to the door.

"Don't be rude Sam." She said freeing herself. "Sam this is Alice. She said she met you and Freddie in Canada."

"Yep. Now let's go."

"Sam!"

"It's alright Carly. I should go anyway." Alice said sweetly. Carly may not know her but I could see past her appearance. "Nice meeting you Carly. Pleasure to see you again, Sam"

We are all dead. Were dead. Dead. DEAD!

"Sam, what is with you?" She asked as we walked out to the car. Think fast Sam.

"Freddie promised me a full body massage and I just want to get back. My feet and back are killing me."

You could tell she didn't believe me but she said, "I'll believe but just because you were nice for the most of the evening. I'll have Spence bring your gifts up tomorrow." She pulled into the parking lot. "Just think Sam. In just one week you will be Mrs. Samantha Benson."

One week. One week for Freddie to completely love me. One week for me to trust him completely. One week I will be his. I hope he comes home soon. What If Alice is the stripper they've hired? What if she gets her hands on my precious Freddie? What if she sinks her claws into Freddie's neck and strangles him. No. Don't think like that! He'll come home. He'll wrap his arms around me and tell me everything will be just fine.


Sorry about errors. i was in a hurry to post this because it took me so long to update.