A/N: Whoa…. I didn't know you all loved me (okay not me this story) that much! Thanks a bunch for all those reviews and faves (and alerts), they make me a very happy author! The next chapter might take a while, but there's more about that at the bottom. Welcome everyone just joining us and thanks and I hope you all enjoy this chapter! Tell me what you think when you're done!
Jasper's POV
Bella and I had been looking at each other just about the entire ride. The only time I looked away from her was either when she got a little concerned about my eyes not being on the road, when we had to stop, or when we had to keep going. I could feel her emotions of peace and contentment rolling off of her while she sat across from me. Eventually she fell asleep with a little smile on her face.
She was still asleep when we arrived at the hotel so I carried her up to our room. We had arrived in Vegas only a little while ago and we were staying here with Peter, Charlotte and their friend Sabrina. When I walked through the door carrying an unconscious human everyone's eyes fell to her.
"Jasper… is there something you need to tell us," Peter said standing up and looking at me with a concerned look. I rolled my eyes and carried her to the bed that Charlotte and Sabrina were sitting on.
"Shut up Peter! This is Bella, my Bella… the situation I told you about," I sighed. Peter gaze me a 'W.T.F' look then as he ran his fingers through his hair, "Your Bella huh… well how is this little lady is your problem?"
"Well see I sort of 'kidnapped' her from her vampire boyfriend, Edward, and well I'm gonna take her back but I just need to figure something out first and don't ask me what it is," I explained. Charlotte just shrugged and Peter just shook his head, Sabrina just rolled her eyes and looked over at her.
"She's pretty, I like her but… I don't see what you need to figure out about her… you must have feelings for her or something otherwise you wouldn't 'need to figure something out first'," Sabrina said rolling her eyes.
I looked up at Peter and he gave me a: 'I really don't know Jasper and I don't want to find out' look and smiled at me.
"Sabrina I don't know why you are even concerned. I don't even know you for crying out loud. I came her to spend time with my friends. You know nothing about me, my situation or my fucked up brother. ," I said looking down at Bella. I could like her I guess. Hell, maybe I did have stronger feelings than I cared to admit, I don't know. She is pretty, no, pretty isn't even the word she's stunning, she's gorgeous, she's dazzling! Maybe… I guess we could be together. I sort of kind of want to be with her but I just don't see how it could work! No! I love Alice. She is my wife. I just need to keep Bella safe until she realizes that there is someone better for her than Edward….but will I be able to let her go when she no longer wants Edward.
"What are you thinking so hard about?" Charlotte asked.
Bella's POV
I started to wake up and heard the distinct sound of chatter. I kept my eyes closed and 'opened' my ears. I listened as the noises kept on going so I assumed nobody knew I was awake.
"Well now that we have that all straightened out tell us of her Jasper… what is she like?" I heard a high-pitched voice ask. Vampires? More vampires? Well I guess if Jasper can trust them then I can.
"What's there to tell? She lives in Edward's shadow. She doesn't make any decisions on her own… or at least she didn't until I kidnapped her. She has finally started to be her own person. I don't know much more about her though; she was always kept away from me because of my 'lack of control'." Jasper said simply. I was a little offended… but he did have a point. I waited for something else to happen but there was a long moment of silence.
"Wow, well then I have to ask this… how do you feel about her?" the same high-pitched voice asked.
"I-I don't know," Jasper stammered. What? I have never heard Jasper not be in control. How do I feel about him? I guess… I guess… I don't know what I'm guessing maybe someday, maybe somewhere in another dimension we could have been together but… I guess we… I might… I think I do… but… but… what about Edward? Alice? Oh my god! Holy crow! Holy shit!
I am head over heals in love with Jasper Whitlock!
OoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoO
I decided it was time to pretend to wake up now. So I started to move around, groaning at the bright lighting in the room. I opened my eyes and looked around. When my eyes landed on Jasper, I had to focus on his friend next to him in an effort to push down the feelings of love and lust and pray that he didn't feel them. I saw a man, he reminded me of Jasper but he looked, well he looked more civil. It was kind of mean to think but it was true in a way I guess, just look at the way they are dressed.
"Who are you? W-where am I?" I asked closing my eyes tightly then opening them again.
"I my dear am Peter and this is my lovely wife Charlotte and her friend Sabrina," the vampire next to Jasper said with a wide smile. He looked me up and down the way guys do and smiled even wider. I was a little embarrassed and I'm sure Jasper could feel it.
"Peter, stop embarrassing her," Jasper said looking over at his friend. When he finished saying that he looked back over at me and smiled. I smiled back at him then managed to look over to Charlotte. She smiled at me and winked then stood up.
"I wish we could stay but we have to go to work. Feel free to stay here and get settled in, when we get back we can talk Bella," she said with a slight laugh to her voice.
"What? Why?" I asked as they all got up and headed towards the door. Don't leave! If you go then I'll jump him! I mentally shouted to them. I did and I repeat did want to jump Jasper but I couldn't … he probably didn't even feel the same as me! Stupid teenage human hormones. I never could see why Edward liked me! I'm an ordinary girl! He could have anybody in the world… I'm sure there are dozens after dozens after dozens of vampire women who would love to be with him! Why me? Why was Jasper any better for me? I had heard his story and yet that didn't change the way I felt about him. I knew that I always felt something for him but I never thought it was anything like this! I guess it's possible for us to be together… I want us to be together but it just doesn't make that much sense.
I heard the door shut and Jasper looked back over at me. We just stared at each other, just stared. I didn't know what he was looking at but I knew what I was. I was looking at Jasper, the man I was in love with. I loved everything about him and I didn't even know that much about him! He was beautiful, everything about him from his scars to his eyes and that's a long way! I finally moved up onto my knees and inched towards the edge of the bed. He stepped towards me and stood at the foot of the bed. We were looking into each other's eyes now and could only see each other's eyes. I loved his eyes, their honey golden color and their soft yet hardness. Before I knew what was happening I pressed my lips to his. We were both a little alarmed and unsure at first, but then he wrapped his arms around me and I put mine around his neck. I pulled him closer and continued to kiss him with all the passion I felt towards him. His tongue pressed against my lips, demanding entrance. I parted my lips and he explored my mouth. I moaned at the feel of his cool tongue in my warm mouth. He pressed his tongue against mine and it was his turn to let out a moan. I managed to pull away from him but he was reluctant to let me go. He didn't pull away or look me in the eyes like I hoped he would. Instead he kissed down my neck and sucked on the skin above my collarbone.
"J-Jasper," I moaned out running my hands up and down his back, "W-we can't d-do this we have to stop… what about Edward and Alice?" I asked. I whimpered as he kept going, I was beyond stopping and he probably was too. Ah forget it! I thought grabbing his shoulders. He grabbed a fistful of my top that I had put on this morning and ripped it clean off my shoulders. I felt sorry for it, it never brought me any harm and now it was ripped. He threw it somewhere across them room and his hands dropped down to my pants. He got those off leaving me clad in nothing but a strappy-back baby doll. I was feeling really embarrassed for actually wearing it! It was red and had a sheer mesh front with sparkling sequin and rhinestone accents in back. I felt this low rumble coming from Jasper's chest …is….he… purring? He moved his hands all over the exposed parts of my body. I was blushing like there was no tomorrow and before I knew it the baby doll was gone. I let out a shocked yelp and Jasper pulled away and looked me over. I felt a little self-conscious then and moved my arms to cover my chest; the downward area was on its own right now. Jasper grabbed my arms and pulled them away from my body with a growl.
"Don't try and hide yourself from me, Bella."
I let my arms fall to my sides after he let go of them. He pushed me backwards and I just went with it. He moved down my body and looked back up at me. I didn't think this could get much better – minus what would probably come at the end you know when… yeah you know – when his ice cold lips wrapped around my left nipple, I arched my back up from the mattress of the bed and let out a loud moan. This was going to be the best first time in the history of best first times. The only part I was dreading was the pain, not as much as the fact it would probably hurt but the fact that Jasper would be hurt knowing and feeling the pain he was causing me. My thoughts went incoherent when I felt his hips grind against mine. I heard of and knew what an erection was from the occasional dirty magazine that made its way through Forks High and the lovely internet (which I now had a pop up blocker for) but I never thought it was anything like this! I moaned at the feeling and moved my hands down to the waist of his pants and tried to get them to move downwards. He lifted his hips off me and let me work his pants and boxers off as he took care of his shirt and me.
After a few moments, there was nothing separating us from being one and the thought kind of scared me a little bit on the inside. He looked up at me again and searched for some sort of confirmation in my eyes. He must have found it because he kissed me softly. He continued to kiss me and I felt him at my entrance. I tensed a little bit but instantly relaxed when he sent me a claming wave. I was thankful for that and waited. He continued to kiss me and ever so slowly push into me. I thought I wasn't going to be able to fit him all inside of me when I felt it. Pain. At first it was little, manageable. Then it grew, getting more and more painful. Jasper stopped when I let out a small whimper, but I wasn't having that. He got this far he wasn't going to back out now, literally or figuratively. I lifted my hips a little to urge him to continue. He waited for a few more seconds, testing himself, before pushing in the rest of the way, filling me up completely. I let out a moan/cry/scream of pleasure/pain. He waited as I adjusted to his large size so I nodded to get him to continue. It wasn't as painful as I thought but sure did hurt like hell. He pulled back out slowly and I continued to moan at the friction between my legs, he thrust back into me with such force the bed hit the back of the wall. I smiled a little but the smile was instantly erased when I let out another moan. God I never thought it was anything like this. The feeling was unbelievable! It seemed every time he thrust back into me the deeper he went, I didn't even think you could get that deep! I lifted my hips and met him thrust for thrust. I could feel a strange feeling throughout my body but it seemed to be coming from one place in particular. Even though I had never had sex before, I knew from the sensations I was feeling that I was getting close to cumming.
I whispered this to Jasper and he told me he was close too, along with some dirty things that would have embarrassed me greatly if I wasn't so busy focusing on the fact that he was plunging in and out of me faster, harder and somehow deeper each time. I knew he probably wasn't actually getting deeper, he had already filled me up to the hilt but it was the different angles that were getting to me. It was then I had the first ever orgasm, and mine brought Jasper's and he let out a deafening moan that sounded like it belonged to an angel. It was wonderful; like pure waves pleasure exploding within me. My vision blurred a little and I let out the loudest moan yet and fell back down onto the bed with Jasper still on top of and inside of me. We panted and just lay there in the moment. I didn't want this night to end!!! Then it hit me; I just had sex (steamy hot sex) with my boyfriend's brother! Holy shit to the power of forty billion! I wasn't regretting it as much as I should, frankly, knowing that Edward would have never done what Jasper did to me was making me want to stay here with him all the more. I guess I'd have to tell Edward that I had moved on. I no longer loved him. I couldn't be with him if I loved Jasper. I really hope you do stay with Jasper. You know how long I have been waiting for some sex, woman? Too fucking long and pardon my fucking French but that was fucking amazing… I bet it will get better if you stay with him! I mean then you won't be a virgin anymore… imagine sex if you were a vampire! I smiled at all the crazy thoughts my mind was yelling at me and snuggled against Jasper. I'll have to do this again.
Jasper's POV
Bella fell asleep in my arms and her dream seemed to be a continued version of what just happened between us. I shouldn't have given in; I should have listened to her when she said we should stop. But I loved her, it took me this long to realize that and I wasn't about to let my only opportunity (so far) to do this pass away. I wanted to give her the pleasure Edward couldn't, that he wouldn't. Alice told me he would, eventually, but he had to wait cause every time so far he ended up killing/turning her because of the blood. Either way she saw that he would never forgive himself and go into a state of depression. Bella would get (if she was turned not killed) so hurt that she would start to do crazy things like trying to kill herself. In the end it all ended up bad… in a few scenarios in which I don't even want to know how it happened she ended up having an affair with Carlisle. But Alice said it was because of something that could happen but didn't every time Edward would pull back. I shook my head and decided it would be best if we had some clothes on. I got dressed quickly my eyes never leaving sleeping Bella. She inhaled and exhaled contently her perfect breasts rising and falling as she did so. I grabbed the same cotton pajamas she had worn last night and put her in them carefully. When that was done I ran around the hotel room picking up her shirt pieces and her pants and lingerie and put it neatly in her box that I had brought up from the car while she was sleeping earlier today. When I got back into the room and looked at her sleeping face and how content she was I realized: I'm screwed.
A/N: Well not that we've got them together, we have to get them home don't we? Ooh this is gonna be good! (But not quite yet I wouldn't do that to you lovelies) I hope you liked this little treat and again I am sorry for how long it took for me to update! So I got this all ready for you all. I hope you liked it! Please leave a review and I will have the next chapter out as soon as I send it to my beta and she sends it back. But just as a warning: she might want to take a vacation though. I'm sorry again and I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
P.S. My birthday is in two days and one of my best friends (Penelope) is coming back from her vacation early so her, Fiona and I can have a blowout, just the three of us! How old will I be? Old Enough!
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