A/N:Sorry it took so long to update. I had writers' block and since school started, i had alot on my plate.

I didn't have time to update or write down a new chapter.

Since i love you guys so much and since today is labor day, i took the time to write chapter 14.

I hope you guys like it though its kind of a filler chapter on Bella's POV, i had a little trouble deciding which path to take afterwards, but i chose this path and i really hope you guys like it.

There's a couple of bad words in this chapter, not much, but if that's a problem let me know and I'll send you a clean version of this chapter.

(Wow this author's note is longer than i anticipated, i'ma stop writing now.) Read, Review & Enjoy.

Chapter 13: Realization & Encounters

Disclaimer: Clearly as you can tell i am not the lovely Stephenie Meyer and never will be (sob, sob). All credit belongs to her and this is just my fan fiction.

BPOV

I woke up thinking i must had blacked out, waking out of unconsciousness, when suddenly i felt excruciating pain.

This must be what hell feels like.

I was so sure that i was going to heaven when i die, even though my ideal heaven was not complete without Edward.

I wasn't suppose to be damn to hell, this was a mistake.

The pain i was feeling was unbearable, my skin felt like it was literally on fire and my heart was thumping so fast i thought it was going to jump out of my chest.

I wanted to scream for someone to cease the pain and put the fire out, but i know the pain will never cease burning every little aspect of my flesh and I'll never see Edward, my angel's face ever again.

What did i do to deserve this?

I tried to open my eyes knowing that all I'll ever be able to endure is pure blackness, but still wanting to get of view of my surroundings.

The thought of never capturing a hint of light for the rest of eternity hit me like a thousand cars crashing into me at once.

I was terrified, i wanted to cry, cry since there was no tomorrow wiht Edward waiting for me.

Every day of the rest of my life will be filled with this continuous, intolerable pain.

I wanted to black out again and never wake up to this abhorrent place and never have to endure this much pain.

Yet i still struggled to crack open my eyes.

I felt like like the weight of the world was on my eyes refusing to let me open them.

It was then that i heard the most glorious sound in the universe.

I know whatever condition i might be on or wherever i am i will always recognize that familiar voice.

It sounded too close to be just my imagination.

"Bella, love, if you can hear me please say something, anything," he desperately cried .

I fervently wanted to jump up, embrace him and tell him that i was okay now that i could hear his voice.

I longed to be in his arms and tell him everything was fine, but i knew if i opened my mouth, those earsplitting screams that I've been holding back will escape my unmoving lips.

I was content now, knowing that i wasn't in hell, but transforming

I couldn't help but feeling like such a dunce, how could i had not known i was transforming?

I wasn't in hell, my heart was still beating.

It would had cease beating if i was dead, even though in a way I'm dying.

Soon i will be one of them and he won't have to be so cautious with me anymore.

Tanya won't think of me as a vulnerable little mortal anymore, hell I'll probably be better and stronger than her.

All i had to do now is endure the pain and let myself drown in the misery for a little while.

I would do this small task for Edward, my love, my life.

EPOV

I began to get up to check who was at the door and to my surprise, i found Sam standing right outside the doorway.

Sam stared at me, hatred in his eyes.

His thoughts filled with murderous plans, all including my family and myself.

Mostly me.

"Sam, please let me explain," i said pleadingly.

He obviously wasn't in a mood of compromising.

He gave me a mean kick sending me flying about 5 feet back.

At that moment, i was grateful the whole pack wasn't with him.

They were probably on their way, but still they weren't here.

I could buy time and maybe show, no prove to him that I'm innocent.

It was then that he took in his surroundings and saw Bella.

"What did you do to her?" he asked voice full of rage.

"I didn't do anything to her."

"Grrrrrrrrrr," he growled at me, he was really furious.

"Sam, Tanya and Jake did this."

"Bullshit, Jake didn't do anything, you fucking leech murdered him."

"I'm sorry, i guess you would had felt much better if i was the one dead instead of him."

"I walked away and spared his life but he attacked me, i had no choice but to kill him."

"You did have a fucking choice, you could had ran away, he screamed simultaneously lunging at me ."

I easily dodged his attack.

"He would had followed me Sam, your the pack leader, you know him better than me and you know how hardheaded Jake is, he wouldn't have stopped."

"The treaty is not broken, Tanya a jealous vampire was the one that bite Bella, not me."

"Jake and her came here upon Bella's and my arrival and attacked me."

"There's no need for a war."

"You expect me to just pretend you didn't murder Jake and just walk away, that's not the fucking happen leech, like the wise saying an eye for eye, you took Jake away from our family i'ma take you out from yours."

He lifted me up and gave me another a big blow sending me flying through the window, landing two stories down.

This is not going anywhere, i don't want to have to kill him too or vice versa.

I have to do something drastic to make him believe me.