A/N: I'm so, so, so sorry I didn't put this up sooner but I went on vacation and the file wasn't with me and internet was really scares there so... anyway I hope you enjoy this chapter but don't get to excited it's mostly songs (only two). At the end please review, you don't have to have an account. Now, on with the story!
Alice's POV
I did not know how much longer we were going to be able to keep this up. We had some fake cover story out there, but I could tell it would not last much longer. In addition, I still couldn't see Bella and Jasper coming home... I couldn't see them at all for that matter!
We were telling everybody that Bella, Jasper and I were visiting Jasper's hometown for a funeral or something like that. Bella was going to play the role of the consoling friend and so far, everyone bought it. Except the wolves, they had their suspicions but didn't act on them. As long as the wolves up held the treaty, and Jasper didn't kill Bella, everything was going to be fine… I hope.
I hated being blind like this, not knowing when and if they'll come back. I tried not to think about it too much when Edward was around; Rosalie was thrown through a wall for thinking about it. However, I guess we couldn't judge him for acting this way, if we were away from the ones we loved we'd be upset too. Then... why wasn't I missing Jasper? Okay, I did miss him just not that much. I was more mad and angry then anything else. I couldn't understand what I was feeling, and the one person who usually helped clear up whatever it was that I was feeling was gone. I sighed and stood up and crossed over to my wall mirror. My eyes looked more stressed then they had in a long time. The last time they looked like this was when James was hunting Bella. How ironic, now we're the ones hunting Bella.
Jasper's POV
It was pouring rain outside so there was no way we were going outside today. Bella hadn't woken up yet; she was mumbling something about waffles again. If I didn't feel the way, I did about her… I'd have to say she was insane. I looked over at her and smiled; I stroked her cheek and tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear. She smiled slightly in her dream and waffles were instantly forgotten and replaced by my name. Not Edward's, no, mine! Maybe Bella and I could be together, I mean it wasn't that farfetched. I suppose it could work. I wanted it to work. No, I NEEDED it to work!!!! I loved her more then I'd ever loved anyone.
Nevertheless, I didn't know how I could be what she wanted. We were almost exact opposites! While I had been born in the 1800's, she was born years after years after years after years later! There was a big age difference! I was older then Edward! I guess I can't go using the age card but we still like different things. Then again so did Alice and I when we were together. What nobody knew is that Alice and I had been on the rocks for sometime now and it was about time we split up. She had found me and brought me to a new life, but we just weren't meant for each other.
"Jasper?" she murmured as she woke up. I looked back down at her and smiled. She smiled back up at me and wrapped her arms around my waist. I hugged her back and kissed the top of her head, "Good morning," she said with a smile, smelling my shirt.
"Good morning," I said back, "Sleep well?"
"Oh god yes!" she said snuggling into my side even more. I laughed and shook my head; I knew what she was going to have me do. She looked up at me and ran the back of her hand across my cheek and I let out a slight moan. Her hand was so warm! Her hands had always been warm and it felt good but you can't possibly imagine the heat inside of her! It was so amazingly warm! So was an inferno. I wouldn't be surprised if she turned into some sort of sex goddess. Last night had been one of the best times of my life, the best time involved Edward's piano and I'd rather not explain that right now. However, if I kept having sex with Bella, all the times we shared would soon replace Alice and my little adventure on the piano.
"What do you wanted to do today?" I asked, "We're rained in for the day."
"Really? Well I have a few ideas," she said wiggling her eyebrows suggestively. I chuckled and smiled down at her.
"Ah, Darlin' you're gonna tire me out with all this work and no play," I joked with a wide grin.
"Well baby maybe you just need to balance your work and play more carefully," Bella snorted.
"Fine, fine, but you still haven't answered my first question."
"Ah well, we'll just lounge around and pretend to be productive," Bella sighed pulling away from me and rolling off the bed. She pulled a sheet with her and tucked it around her. I had an itch to growl at her because she was hiding herself but I understood her being uncomfortable… I'd just have to make it clear in the future that there is none of that 'hiding' from me shit.
"Come back soon," I called playfully after her retreating figure… and what a damn fine figure it is!
Bella's POV
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, OH MY GOD!!!!!! I fucking slept with Jasper fucking Whitlock! I still can't believe it! I can't believe I actually lost my virginity to Jasper! Not that it's a bad thing! It's just a really, really, really, really, shocking thing! I looked at my reflection in the mirror and ran my fingers through my hair. I smell like sex on a stick! My brain shouted at me. I wasn't a cussing bird but occasionally (especially nowadays) something would slip out here and there. I picked up a brush and pulled it through my rat's nest. I finally got it brushed out and I splashed some cold water on my face.
Oh god… what about Edward? What about Alice? I tried to push bad thoughts away from me but guilt was washing over me in waves. I lowered myself to the floor and let out a slight sob. I was instantly in Jasper's arms and he whispered sweet nothings about how everything was going to be all right and that I didn't have to be ashamed. It's not as much as the shame… as it was the fact that Jasper and I could never really be together! Edward loved me so much and a part of me still loved him. Nevertheless, I love Jasper now and I want to be with him. I want him to be what I live for.
"It's okay Bella," he whispered into my ear. I let one tear slip out onto his bare chest then I pulled myself closer to him. I made a slight mistake though because I ended up shoving my most private part (up until last night) against his hardness. A deep growl formed in the back of his throat and he was immediately over me. I looked up at him and laughed as he kissed my cheek. I was pinned to the bathroom floor and the sheet was partially falling off. I shook my head to tell Jasper there would be none of that this morning and he groaned in frustration.
"You can't deny me this forever Bella. Besides I thought this is what you had in mind to do today." he warned as he pulled himself off of me and stood up. I stood up too and smiled at him.
"I know," I said wrapping my arms around his neck and giving him a kiss. The kiss was short but still full of passion and love. I started to get cold when an idea came to me. I turned and started a hot water bath and added some bubbles. Jasper was going to leave if I told him to but I held onto his hands tightly so he knew I didn't want him to leave. When the tub was full I stepped in and pulled Jasper in with me. I sat with my back against the edge (going long ways (and not the edge with the faucet)) and I had Jasper sit between my legs. Some may think this is backwards but not in my world, it isn't. He leaned back against my chest and rested his head on my right shoulder.
"I love you," I said quietly picking up a bar of soap and a rag without moving much.
"I love you too," he said with a smile that I could feel against the skin of my neck. As I rubbed, the soap in the rag, Jasper kissed my neck where my pulse was. After I had soap on the rag, I ran it up and down Jasper's chest, going underwater for some parts. The water was hot but Jasper's cool body made it somewhat warm and it felt fantastic. Jasper purred a little again as I went at a slow pace and kept placing slow and lazy kisses on my neck. I didn't know how long we were like that but after a while, Jasper spoke up, "We'll have to stay in more often." I laughed at his implication and shook my head slightly at his foolishness.
"Yes, yes, we definitely will," I sighed. I kept Jasper close to me as I thought. What will it be like when we get back? I don't care about anyone else!!!!!!!! I just want to be with my Jasper! Let them talk! Okay, I suppose I was a little worried about what people would think, I mean the word around school would be something like 'Edward wasn't good enough for her' or 'she's a slut' or maybe if I'm really, really lucky 'She used him just to get to Jasper'. That isn't even true! I loved Edward, but now I loved Jasper more. I suddenly remembered a song my mom had played once when she was feeling tropical. It was one of my favorites and I knew all the words. I sang some of the words into Jasper's ear.
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause we gonna fight
Oh yes we gonna fight
Believe we gonna fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you
When the part of the song was done, I had tears in my eyes but they weren't betraying me by falling. Jasper smiled and kissed me passionately on the lips. I smiled against his lips and pulled away. He rested his head on my shoulder.
"Do you really feel that way?" he asked me calmly. I knew he wanted the answer to be 'yes' but he still felt like he had to ask, for reassurance.
"Of course I do, baby," I said kissing the top of his head and running the back of my hand across his cheek. I decided to sing another song for him that my mother had played once or twice, even though I was a little insecure about my voice.
(Jai Ho)
(Jai Ho)I got (I got) shivers (shivers),
When you touch away,
I'll make you hot,
Get all you got,
I'll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)
(Jai Ho)
I got (I got) fever (fever),
Running like a fire,
For you I will go all the way,
I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho)
I keep it steady
Cuz steady is how I feel it.
This beat is heavy, so heavy,
You gon feel it.
(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh!
(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)
Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.
Jai Ho
(Jai Ho) Escape (escape) away (away),
I'll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me,
I'll never lose the chase. (Jai Ho)
Yeaahhhh (Jai Ho) Yeaahhhh
I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins,
There's an notion in my heart,
I will never be the same.
(Jai Ho)Just keep it burnin', yeah baby,
Just keep it comin', (Jai Ho)
You're gonna find out, baby,
I'm one in a million.
(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!
(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)
Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.
Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho
I need you,
Gonna make it,(Jai Ho)
I'm ready,
So take it!
(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!
(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us,(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)
Jai Ho!
Baila baila!
Baila baila!
Jai Ho!
Baila baila!
Jai Ho!
When I finished Jasper clapped for me and I rolled my eyes at him.
"Okay come on! I'm not that good!" I laughed. Jasper laughed with me and kissed me again but this time when he pulled away, he had a stern look on his face.
"Yes you are 'that' good Bella and I am happy you feel that way about me," he said and I hugged him from behind while sitting down so it was kind of weird and awkward but still sweet.
"Oh Jasper, I love you so much," I sobbed, "I wish I knew sooner."
"I do too and I love you too, so much more then you can possibly imagine," Jasper responded rocking us side to side slightly in the small tub. (At least it felt small with both Jasper and me in it at the same time) I smiled slightly and hummed Don't Matter by Akon as we continued to sway.
I really loved Jasper, and nothing would ever come between the two of us. We were meant to be and I can't explain it. I don't even know what his middle name is, or if he even has one but that kind of stuff doesn't matter, as long as we loved each other everything should be just fine in the long run. I felt like singing another song that I loved but I knew I should save it for another day. I loved Jasper with all my heart and I wanted more then anything for him to know that. Even though he could feel it, I had to tell him! He had to know. But that, of course, would be an ongoing goal/quest and would take time to understand. Jasper mumbled something that I couldn't hear and when I asked him about it, he said it was nothing. I knew that it was something cause he seemed a little upset now that he remembered something that he had referred to as 'nothing'. I was a little worried that he would leave but he stayed with me right there. We didn't speak and we didn't need to. I could feel the love and lust in the air and if I could feel it of course, Jasper could too. I smiled slightly and just continued to sit there. After awhile when the rain started to let up, I realized that we had to get out soon because Jasper's friends would come back here and I didn't want to be seen in a bathtub with Jasper… though I did like it, it would be beyond embarrassing! Well it's now or never… just a little while longer.
Peter's POV
I hadn't even spoken to that Bella chick and I already didn't like the idea of her being alone with Jasper. He is a man and I know what's running through his head… and his pants. The idea of poor little Bella all alone with the strong and really, really, really, really, really, really, influential Jasper! Jasper was my friend, my best, but he's a man! Bella would be in for a ride (no I don't mean that dirty) of a lifetime. I sighed and looked at my beautiful wife. She rested her hand on mine, gave me a smile, and wrinkled her nose.
"Don't worry Jasper will be a perfect gentleman," she said with a nod of her head.
"That's what you said last night," I groaned. They both had (somehow) managed to keep me from going back there about ten minutes after we left. They had to just about drag me away when I heard them kissing. Jasper, Jasper, Jasper could you keep your pants on for at least two minutes? I mean sex with Jasper must be hot, not that I know for sure. But nothing drives a woman crazy like a big Easter basket on their bunny. Stop it Peter with all these dirty thoughts about what hot steamy sex with your best friend would be like! Some times my thoughts really did scare me! I rolled my eyes at myself and checked the clock for the twentieth time this morning. I ran my fingers through my hair and picked at my nails.
"Don't you dare do that! I work to hard on these nails!" Charlotte shouted suddenly. She grabbed my hand and from somewhere (in which only men who don't want to get laid anytime soon ask about) pulled out a nail filer. I made a disgusted face and tried to pull my hand away but she shot me a glare that said something that is a little too high rated to share. I sighed and started counting how long until I could rescue Bella from Jasper and end this nail torture. Maybe I'll get a reward....