"So, what do you think?" Sora asked the next morning when he modeled his outfit of choice: a sky blue V-neck with black skinny jeans.
"You look amazing Sky," I said, preferring cargo khaki shorts and a black V-neck.
"You should add some color." Sora tilted his head sideways.
"Like what?" I partially ignored him by getting my backpack ready.
"Like this." Sora took out a deep red V-neck from our closet that was full of the same shirt in so many different colors.
"Maroon?" I asked, not against the suggestion, so I traded shirts.
"Much better," Sora said, then dragged me down the stairs and into the car.
"Roxas! There he is! Go ask him." Sora pushed me towards Axel, who was standing under a tree, smoking a cigarette.
"Hey," I said quietly, still feeling bad that I ran off and ditched him yesterday.
"Hey," He echoed.
"You uh, you busy?" I asked, trying to refer to later that day for the whole double date idea.
"Does it look like I'm busy?" He still hadn't even looked at me as he flicked off the ends of his cig.
"Look I'm trying to be nice I don't need your sarcasm." I said.
"Alright, I'm listening." He turned to face me and stared me harshly in the eyes, no doubt shocking me and catching me off guard.
"I uh, I wanted to know if you had any plans later today, around six maybe?"
"Don't think so. Why?"
"Cause, I wanted to know if you wanted to catch a movie and maybe some dinner?" I had never asked a nerve-wrecking question so easily before, but I felt like I had nothing to lose.
"Oh, so is this a date?" He asked with curiosity in his eyes.
"Well, it doesn't have to be if you don't want it to." I avoided looking him in the eye.
"What do YOU want it to be?" He put his hand on my chin and forced me to gaze into his deep green eyes.
"A date," I whispered.
"Then I'm in." He smiled down at me, letting go of my face. "I have a class right now, but I'll meet you back here in two hours?" He asked to clarify.
"Yeah, sounds good." I smiled and he smiled back, and I didn't even try to hide the fact that I was staring at his ass as he walked away.
"How'd it go?" Sora asked, since he watched in the distant sidelines so it wouldn't be too weird.
"He said yes." I stood paralyzed.
"Awesome!" Sora high fived me and I would have stayed in my frozen state if Riku hadn't popped up out of nowhere.
"Hey Sora," Riku put his arms around Sora's waist, and my twin bubbled up with joy.
"Riku! I'm so glad you're here! Roxas is going to come on our date with Axel!" Sora exploded with enthusiasm and I suddenly realized that Riku might not approve.
"Axel? Redhead pyro Axel?" Riku asked and I nodded. I didn't know he was a pyro, but how many redheads do you know and how many are named Axel? Really?
"Is that ok?" I asked, nervous that it might be too late.
"Yeah of course, he's a buddy of mine." Riku smiled and Sora beamed with happiness.
"Good! Now, lets get to class!" I swear Sora is the only one who could ever be excited for college courses.
When I finished my longest class of my entire schedule, I was so happy to remember that I got to see Axel. I caught myself, before I actually met up with him, wondering what it was about him that made me so easily feel something. That actually, at times, made me open to sharing those feelings. And at the same time, he made me feel like I had no choice but to show them. That's how I knew that he's different than other people; the fact that I feel something when I'm around him.
"Hello there," He said as he stood from under the same tree, his tall body nearly pushing the limits of the branches reach.
"Hey," I walked up to him and he extended his arms and I hugged him. He pulled me close and I felt like I could give up anything to stay there. I closed my eyes, inhaled deeply, and just wished that he was around more so I could be ok with how I felt. Maybe that's why I liked being around him. Not only did he give me something to feel, but he made me feel ok about it.
"You ok?" He asked when he realized that I wasn't letting go. This felt like my dream and I intended on NOT waking up to ruin this one. There was something distantly familiar about him though, something that made me feel like I've been in this embrace before. It must have been the dream; that lucid wonderful dream.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, sorry," I blushed and he smiled.
"No worries. So what time are we leaving at?"
"I was thinking five? My twin is going with Riku in his car, so I thought maybe," I stopped short, trying to think of what it was I really was trying to get at.
"I'll pick you up at five, just text me your address." He bent down to kiss my forehead and I wanted to scream at him for missing my lips. Then I wanted to scream at myself for feeling so demanding and needy. We had hardly started talking, but already I wanted his lips hard against mine.
"Ok," I mumbled, saddened to see him walk away so easily. After a few long seconds I yelled his name. "Axel! Wait!" I ran up to him and hugged him, wanting to feel his arms again so desperately. There was definitely something familiar about his embrace; something nostalgic, like not only have I been here before, but like I'm meant to stay here.
"You sure you're ok?" He half laughed as he asked me.
"I just don't want you to go," I didn't know why I was saying that. I had this unexplainable fear of letting him go, of letting him outside of my reach. I mean, I felt like it was true, but its still not like me. None of this was like me, but for some reason, I loved it.
"I'll be back, I promise. I'll pick you up for our date, but until then, I have one more class, ok?" He kneeled down a little so we could be eye to eye.
"Kay," I looked away, mad that he had to leave.
"Roxas, it'll be ok, we will meet up again this time." Axel squeezed me and I squeezed him back.
"Hurry," I said, almost getting mad at myself for being so dramatic. We were acting like we'd been dating for months, but that's how I felt. Each second with him was worth a day.
"Of course," He whispered as he held me tightly. "See you in a few," He kissed the top of my head and walked away and again, I had to watch him.
"He's giving you a ride, right?" Riku asked me when he came by to pick up Sora.
"Yeah, he should be here soon." I fixed my hair as I answered.
"Cool, we'll see you soon then." Riku held Sora's hand as they left out the door, Sora waving wildly goodbye. I tossed my hand in a subtle wave as I watched Riku open the door for my twin, such a cute couple.
Author's Note: Thanks for following along and don't worry, the date scene is next!
I am SO tired! Way too much homework, just finished exams and I STILL have way too much to do. Also, I just realized (finally did the counting) but im working on SEVEN (7) fanfictions, all Kingdom Hearts, all Yaoi's. One is the sequel to this, which is going to be from ZexionsXDemyx's relationship, and its going to be short and angsty. Still working on the sequel for Butterflies, so if you haven't read it, please do! But make sure to read LMBYPopsicle first, cause that is first in the trilogy ^_^ Also, if you've read Felt So Right (an AkuRokuDem) I'm going to turn that into a full story, and not just a single chapter lemon. So please check it out and bear with me as I try to keep up with all the yaoi I cant help but start!
To boxthissideup: I love Sora in this story, because he's just so adorable, so thank you for seeing that too =) haha yeah, rice is awesome, and it's a good comfort food if you ask me. I wanted to cosplay once, but my friend who was supposed to make my Kairi from KH2 cosplay totally failed on me and it was SUPER depressing. So I would LOVE to cosplay from anyone KH, particularly Yuffie or kairi, but I'll cosplay as anyone I can if I get the chance =)
To DrunkonCookies: Hahaha, "rox ass"….awesome! haha, alright, I'll send u the last 2 chapters and sorry about the errors. Since I'm writing from 1st person POV, I want it to sound natural, like you can hear his thoughts. So I just write as if I were thinking or talking to myself as Roxas. Also since i have ADD, i NEVER edit (gasp) so i never even notice my errors unless Microsoft word catches them lol.
To 18plusforme: haha I feel bad because I feel like everyone thought that THIS chapter was the date, but I'm mean like that and wrote this inbetween chapter . forgive me? ;P
To moonstar100: I LOVE YOU TOO! Haha yeah, I write a SHIT-TON, so I post once a day, sometimes more if the story is long enough. I don't want to brag, but I think I'm pretty reliable when I say that I post once a day because again, I write SO F'ing much, that I have yaoi I forgot I even wrote O.o Right now though, I'm working on 7 at once, so I'm actually slowing down, because they have completely different plots and POV's and I don't want to mix them accidentally. So I wait to post till it's long enough that I'm certain I can continue to post once a day. So yeah, thanks for the enthusiasm, and yep, LOTS more KH yaoi on the way ;) Aww, thanks for liking chapter 4, and this next chapter will be the big date where Axel and Roxas…. And then Roxas…but Axel…so Sora…(sorry, I'm a bitch for doing that . Please don't hate me now!) I really do love you! Lol
Feel free to ask me any question you want to know about me! I'll answer ANYTHING you want to know about me, please, I'm BORED! lol I just made my first bucket list (things I want to do before I die) so yea, feeling good about trying to get shit done lol.
Heart, Sarabellum
