The weeks flew by, and so did Sirius. Every time he flirted with another girl, it broke my heart. I couldn't help but think that I was just a game. On Christmas eve, I broke down. I couldn't take it any more. I flew down the stairs and out the Common room. I ran and ran. I just needed some time alone. I didn't realize that I was pacing in front of the room of requirement. The door appeared. I thought, what the heck?, and went inside. The room was lit by candles. As I walked inside the candles grew. I realized that it was a red room. in the middle was a big bean bag chair and my guitar next to it. As I sat down, a sheet of music appeared. I picked it up and realized it was crush by David Archuleta. I started to play it.
I hang up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside,
It was a rush, what a rush
I thought about the first time I saw him in flesh in Lily's room.
Cause the possibility, that you would ever feel the same way, About me, It's just too much, just too much
I thought about the events after the feast.
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
Sirius POV
" You got it bad, mate," said James as he watched me watch Sia go.
" I know, but so have you," I replied " We all have got it bad, even Moony,"
" Even Moony! Who who?" yelled James like a hyper kid.
" It's for me to know and you to find out," replied Lily from behind
" It's not fair," James pouted " Hey, where is Moony?"
" I don't know. Maybe in the library trying to finish all the books by summer" I replied.
" Sirius, let's have a chess match," said James brightning up.
" Oki dokey," I replide. Then me and James skipped of to steal, no I mean borrow, a chess board. I could have sworn that I heard Lily mutter " Boys,"
Sia POV
As I was walking out of the room, I didn't realize where I was going 'cause I was so sad, I bumped into something solid. I stumbled back, but was saved from the floor by a hand. I then saw that the hand belonged to Remus.
" Thanks Remus," I sighed.
" Um, do I know you?" he asked
" Of course you do. It's me Sia,"
" you're not Sia,"
" Yes I am," I started to get agitated. Did he not see that I was depressed? What I didn't realize until later was by the second my hair changed to red and got shorter. And my eyes turned a fierce green.
" Omygod, Sia, if that's you, you're a metamorphagus"
" I am?" I questioned as I walked over to a window. What I saw scared me real bad. I wasn't me. I was different. As in appearance. " Dumbledore," was only what I could say. Remus took me by the hand and walked me to dumbledore's office, knowing I was in shock.
" Sherbert Lemon," answered Remus. We got onto the stairs and went inside.
" Remus, Selene, to what do I owe this pleasure?" asked Dumbledore who was behind his desk stroking Fawkes.
" Sia is a metamorphagus," Remus blurted. I just nodded. I thought about being angry and I felt a tingling sensation.
" My, my you are. It is quite a gift to get this rare ability. Selene, I wish that you keep this secret to only people you trust your life with," he said. Something told me that I was dismissed.
" Bye, sir" I whispered and followed Remus out the door.
" Remus, I have something to tell you," I took a deep breath " Remus, I know about you being a lycanthrope," I held my breath and stopped walking.
" You do?" he said fearfully
" yes,''
" oh, then I don't think you would like to hang out with me," he said logically, but I could detect the sadness underneath. I ran up to him and grabbed his shoulders and started shaking them.
" REMUS JOHN LUPIN! I can't believe you would think of such a ridiculous thing. I will never leave you. I'm not those cheep friends who think you're not worth it and go away. Neither are James, Lily, or Sirius. We trust you. Now I hope you tell the others. They, we, will not abandon you. Now, got that?!"
" Yes, ma'am," Remus said, his eyes wide. I started to laugh. Remus looked confused but started to laugh too. That's how Lily found us in the common room laughing our lungs off.
Author's note: I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Sorry.I was going to update yesterday but there was a black out and all my precious work was gone. I had to type this all up again. On another note, PEOPLE HAVE YOU NOT HEARD OF POLLS?? I put my poll up a few weeks ago and you want to know the results? 0 on everything. The next time i look at my account I should have at least 10 voters OR ELSE!! And review please!