A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I was busy packing, because we lost our house and had to move. We found another house, but its been taking awhile to get accustomed to the area. Then I had to deal with exams and school, etc. Anywhoo enough excuses, I wanted to give you reviewers a little Christmas present. I really hope you're still reading my story, even though it has taking me forever to update. Thank you for being patient with me. ;-)

P.S. I'll try to cut down on the long author notes.

P.S.S. There'll probably be another author's note at the end of this chapter.

P.S.S.S. Sorry L.

Chapter 18: Bad News

BPOV

"Whoa," said Emmett, "how'd you do that?"

"How'd I do what?" "You and Jasper have an unbreakable grip on me, how could I have gain access to Edward and threw him out the window?"

"Well, you're the only new born with undeveloped and unknowing powers, it must have been you."

"NO, NO, NO, It couldn't have been." "I would never hurt Edward."

"Well, you just through him out the window Bells." "If that doesn't count as hurting him, I don't know what does."

"Emmett hush," said Esme.

"Sorry Esme, but it's true."

I ran at top speed, down the stairs, and through the doors into the yard were Edward was standing up and shaking off the pieces of glass still attacked to his clothing and hair.

"Edward, I'm so sorry, I was just mad because I heard you killed my Jacob." "I didn't mean to throw you out the window, I don't even know how I did it." "All I know was that I was really angry at you one second, and the next I saw you flying out the window."

"Wow, so it really was your doing?"

"Edward I'm- Bella it's okay, I should have told you first hand what happened to Jacob instead of having you hear it from Sam."

"Its just that you just woke up from your 3 day slumber in transformation and you've bought all these new features with you…. And it was overwhelming love." "But that's still not an excuse, I should had told you."

He grabbed my arm and started pulling me forward. "Let me show you something."

"Where are we going?" I asked.

You'll see was all I got as a reply.

"Just follow, okay?"

"Alright."

We started running side by side, Edward and I. For once I was equal to him, impenetrable, a little more durable even. I wasn't the helpless little lamb anymore. I was the lioness running side by side to the lion, like it's suppose to be.

We continued running like that for a while while my new eyes got adjusted to the scenery, and my nose to the sensational smell of my surroundings. Everything looked luscious and smelled so divine. I was admiring all the different sounds in my ambience when suddenly Edward came to a stop.

I looked around and realized we were here. It was beautiful. It was a cute little meadow, sharing the resemblance to our meadow back in Forks. It was small, perfectly round and filled with wildflowers- violet, yellow, orange, red, pink and soft white. I could also here the bubbling of a small stream nearby. The sun was directly overhead filling the circle with a haze of buttery sunshine.

I walked slowly awestruck by the affinities of this meadow and our meadow in Forks. Although my human memories were fading, I still had a dim remembrance of how our meadow looked like.

"Bella, you like it?"

"Like it? Edward it's gorgeous."

If I could cry I know it would be right then and there.

"Bella I bought you hear hoping it could be a reassurance and comfort if I'm not when I tell you this." "Also I was hoping it could be our new meadow if we never step feet in Forks again." "Love, I have to tell you something heartbreaking."

"I know, Jake's demise."

"Well that and something else."

"What else?"

"Love I'm afraid even if we did have our way and were allowed to visit Washington the possibilities of you ever seeing Charlie are slim to none."

"What are you talking about Edward?"

"Bella, Charlie's dead." "He had a panic attack, followed by a heart attack after hearing about your death." "As strong as he was, he wasn't able to hold up after hearing his only child departed this world before he did." "He felt responsible in a way for your suppose demise." "I'm sorry Bells."

"Cha- Cha- Charlie's dead?" I said through clattering teeth. It wasn't meant to sound like it was a question; I knew what the answer was, I would now always now what the answer is. My daddy's dead. Realization hit me, and I was on the ground dry sobbing before I even knew it.

"Love, it's going to be okay."

"NO ITS NOT!!!" I screamed at him.

"Its not okay Edward." "My dad died because of me, how is it okay?" I said in whisper, but I know he heard me.

"Bella there was nothing you could had done to prevent this." "Love it's not your fault."

"How is it not my fault Edward?" " If I never got changed Charlie would still be here today living and breathing."

"Are you saying you regret your new life?"

"No Edward, I just regret it being the cause of my father's demise."

"I'm sorry Bella."

"Sorry for what?" "It's not your fault, and there's nothing you could had done to prevent this."

"Then you understand when I told you there was nothing you could had done either."

"Yes, I do." "But I still feel responsible in a way."

"I should have taken better care of him."

"You did, so please stop feeling guilty for something your not accountable for okay love?" "I don't like it when you're unhappy."

"Okay I'll try."

"Do you still want to hear what happened to Jacob?"

"Yes, I still do."

After he finished explaining how he had to kill Jacob or he'd be in his place this very moment. I completely forgave him. I could never hold a grudge against my other half, I wouldn't be complete. Although I've lost 2 important people in my life, I've gained several others. I think the future is looking pretty great. Not many people get to spend eternity with the ones they care about most. I feel bless knowing that I'll be spending mine in glee.

"Are you ready to go?"

"Yea." "I think I'm going to be okay being banned from Washington."

"Even though it may hold so many good memories, I don't want to remember the bad ones." "Beside I wouldn't be able to spend anytime with any of my old friends, because they all think I'm dead." "I have no need for Washington anymore. I think it's better this way, for everyone."

"I'm glad you feel that way."

"Okay lets go tell everyone that we agree to the new alterations made to the treaty."

"I'll race you there."

"Your in a good mood."

"Why wouldn't I be?" "I'm going to spend eternity with the one I love and the future is looking really amazing." "Now I understand why Alice is always in a good mood."

"I'm glad your happy love." "Lets go!!!"

A/N: I know, I know, I didn't tell you what Bella's power is, but I'm pretty sure all of you should have an idea of what is now. I just really had to get this chapter out of the way. Next chapter will definitely mention what her power is. This story is almost over. I want to give a Thank you Shout out to all the reviewers that have stuck with this story from chapter 1 till now. Thank You: Frequentlydazzled917, Baybyboo1, Debcripps, Blond Cullen, Bridget Cullen, Softballchica12 and a special thank you to all other reviewers whose name I didn't mention. It's because you hold a special place in my heart, lol. By the way, do any of you know what a beta reader is? If you do, please tell me in the review. Thanks again, and I'll try to update ASAP!!!