Axel unlocked his apartment door and let me in first. He had black leather couches, a big flat screen TV, and his carpet was spotless. For some reason, I expected it to be a mess, cause I knew that I fi dint have Cloud, our house would be a disaster.
"You live here alone?" I asked and Axel nodded.
"Demyx comes over a lot of the time though, whenever his boyfriend stands him up, which is also a lot of the time." Axel rolled his eyes and I thought it best not to ask about what he meant.
"It's really clean." I said, unable to hide how impressed I was.
Axel chuckled, "You expected me to be a pig?"
"No!" I got defensive till he put his arms around me.
"Relax babe, I'm just giving you a hard time." Axel lowered his hands to my waist and I put mine on his shoulder-blades. "Now about that red thong," Axel grinned down at me and I blushed.
"You said you were going to wear it." I reminded him.
"Ah yes, but you said you'd wear one too." Axel smirked.
"Where are you even going to find one in such short notice?" I asked and he winked at me as he walked into his bedroom, leaving me alone in his living room. When he returned, he extended a bag labeled from a female lingerie store.
"When did you?" I asked as I took the bag.
"I bought them soon after we started talking. I knew we'd end up together again." Axel smiled and I smiled like a fool in love.
"I'm so glad we got our second chance." I said, still holding the unopened bag.
"Me too Roxy. Now go on, open it." Axel pointed to the bag and I pulled out a fire red silk thong and a deep blue laced nightie. I first drew my attention to the thong.
"That ones mine." Axel grinned, snatching the silk cloth out of my hand. I gulped, holding up the laced blue outfit. It had super thin straps, a see through material where my nipples were supposed to go, and there was a built in thong in the dress. I put it up to my body; there's no way it would cover my whole ass.
"Want to try them on?" Axel asked and I blushed a dark red.
"Um," I hesitated.
"It's fine Roxy. You'll look amazing in it. And, you won't be alone." Axel said, swinging his thong on his index finger.
I nodded.
"Alright, you can change in my room if you want. Wait for me on my bed." He kissed the tip of my nose as I held back a giggle.
He had a very large bed, especially considering that he sleeps alone. He had another flat screen on the wall, facing the bed and a nightstand by the left side of the bed, closest to the door. I took off my shirt and pulled down my pants, folding them neatly in a corner on the floor. I hesitated before I took off my boxers, but when I got them off, I didn't realize how happy I'd be to have that mini-dress on, just so I wasn't naked. It felt so weird, since it was my first time wearing thong, not to mention my first time in a dress. As I predicted, the dress only covered the top half of my ass and I tried to pull it down, but it kept popping back up. I climbed onto his bed and sat up, wondering how long it took Axel just to put on half a piece of underwear.
"You ready?" I heard the door open and saw perhaps the most gorgeous sight ever. Axel's long, thin, lithe body had more muscles than clothes gave him credit for. His pale sculpted arms and chest stole my eyes before they wandered down to that tiny red thong. I could feel my own eyes widening as I gazed on that huge package stuffed into stretching silk.
"You like?" Axel asked with a twinkle in his smile and I could only nod. "Good, cause I'm loving what I'm seeing." Axel walked over to me, leaned over his bed, cupped my face, and stole my lips with his. I got so into the kiss, I didn't even realize that he was sitting on the bed in front of me. When we broke the kiss, I blushed nervously.
"You ok?" He asked and I nodded shyly. "Let me guess, this is the farthest you've ever gone, right?" Axel asked calmly and again I nodded in shame.
"Don't laugh." I said, since I could him chuckling as he rested his forehead against mine.
"It's my first time too."
"What?" I sat back, confused. He's totally hot and really friendly and he just seems like the guy who could get anyone he wants whenever he wants.
"I've been saving myself for you."
"Saving yourself?" I couldn't believe that he loved me that much.
"Yeah. I wanted you to be the first and only one to see me like this, because I sure as hell better be the only one to see you like this." He put his index finger to my chest and I blushed with the biggest smile ever.
"Of course."
"Good, you're mine Roxy, and I'll do anything and everything to keep it that way." He scooted over to me and I dropped my head on his shoulder.
"Me too Axe."
"I should warn you though, I get jealous really easily. But it's only because you're mine and only mine." Axel put an arm around me and I smiled big. I loved knowing how I went from being all alone and nonexistent in the social world, to having someone to belong to. And even more importantly, to have that someone love the fact that I belong to him.
"Well I get jealous too, so it's ok." I put my arms around his naked stomach, resisting the strong urge to ravish his skin with my virgin fingers. I think he guessed my eagerness, because he laughed before he spoke.
"Go ahead."
"Hm?" I didn't know exactly what he meant.
"It's yours. Touch all you want." Axel leaned back, supporting himself with his hands behind him and I turned red as I touched what he said was mine. I gave my fingers the liberty of exploring his chest first, feeling every bit of skin that trembled lightly under my touch. I squeezed a nipple, loving how he flinched before he slowly rolled his head back.
"Now you're just teasing me." He exhaled loudly as I let my fingertips trickled down his tummy. "Wait! Before we go any further, can I just hold you for a little bit?" Axel asked timidly and I nodded at the wonderful idea. I could never resist his embrace. He put his arms under mine and pulled me into his arms as he lied down. We were both on our sides, facing each other, breathing slowly with closed eyes as I took in every second of his hold.
"I've missed you so much Roxy." Axel inhaled big, moving my body slightly along with his breathing.
"I missed you too; but we're together now, and nothing's going to change that."
After a thirty minute nap, we were wide awake and Axel put his arm around my hip as we sat side by side. We sat silently, and after I began to run through the thoughts of our actions to be, I couldn't hide my nerves.
"You know, it's only as awkward as you make it feel." Axel ran his thumb over my quivering thigh and I nodded.
"So…how do we start?"
Axel smiled. "Wherever you want." He pushed lightly on my chest and lied me down before he pressed his body down on mine. Axel kissed my lips repeatedly before he lavished my neck with his tongue. I inhaled big as his talented tongue made it to my chest and his fingertips grazed my shoulders to remove my straps. Then he sat up, straddling me as he pulled down the top of the nightie. I shivered as he tickled me with his fingers, circling them around my chest as he watched me reaction. Then he gripped my upper thighs tightly, putting his lips to my navel, licking and blowing as I moaned and squirmed in delight. He pulled the nighty further down my body, exposing all of me as he eyed my erection.
"Damn. Already?" He laughed and I blushed.
"I cant help it." I murmured and he slid his body over mine, resting on me, causing my breaths to deepen as his weight confined me.
"I didn't say it was a bad thing." Axel kissed my lips and when we started to make out, he rubbed his cock against mine, spreading his legs before continuing roughly. He locked his fingers in my hair as he pounded his dick into mine, and I closed my eyes as I thrusted my hips up to meet his. I put my hands on his hips and pulled down his thong, desiring to feel his hard warm flesh against mine, and when I got my wish, I moaned loudly.
"Yeah; fuck." He moaned as he spread my legs, grabbed his dick, and massaged it against my inner thigh. Then he sat up, pumping himself with one hand as he grabbed lube from under his pillow with the other.
"You ready?" he asked and I nodded.
He squirted the liquid on his hand, rubbed it all over his erection, and then situated himself between my legs. He grabbed my ankles and wrapped them behind his back, my knees bent out to the sides as I tried to calm my nerves.
"Relax babe. Don't tense." He massaged my thighs soothingly as I smiled, then he gave me a sincere grin as he pressed his tip against my entrance.
I grimaced as he slowly pushed inside me, filling my hole with his thickness, making me feel every bit of his cock as he slipped his wet erection further inside.
"Its in." he said, holding my hips as I put my hands on his waist.
"It feels weird."
"Well you're not a virgin anymore; and don't worry, I'll make you come soon." Axel slowly pulled out, then rocked his hips back in, repeating the process as I got used to it and begged for more. As he squished his lube coated dick in and out of me, he grabbed my arms and pulled me to sit up and into his hold. He squeezed me as he lifted me up off him, then guiding me back down on him. After a few thrusts in this position, I clawed his back and let out some whimpers before I came onto our chest, mixing my come with our already mixed sweat. With my cum dripping down his chest, he came into me, filling me up as I fell on my back, panting hopelessly.
"That was awesome babe. I can fuck you all damn day." Axel fell on top of me, causing me to grunt as his head landed on my chest.
"You're so sexy, I could probably last all damn day." I panted and he chuckled.
"You're so cute." He let his fingers glide over my racing stomach as I put my arms around him.
"I love you Axe."
"I love you too Roxy." We stayed on his bed silently for a while before he sighed. "When should I take you back?"
When I heard his question, I sighed too. I didn't want to leave; didn't want to think about leaving his side and having to be apart from him.
"Do I have to?" I whined and he laughed.
"Of course not. Now that I think about it, I bet Sora would appreciate it if you stayed the night." Axel sat up.
"Exactly." I stated, grabbing my phone off his dresser to text Sora our brilliant idea.
"Woops." I laughed when I read a text from Cloud after I told Sora that I'd be gone for the night.
"What?"
"Seems like Cloud ran into Sora and Riku too." I giggled and Axel shivered.
"Poor Sora and Riku. Guess that's a love-making session to remember for ya." Axel shrugged and I nodded.
"He….he said that he's here for me."
"What? Who?"
"Cloud. He said, 'hey, Sora and Riku want some alone time at home so try to go somewhere else. If you don't have anywhere else to go or just want someone to be with, let me know, I'll pick you up. I'm here for you.' See?" I read the text aloud and showed Axel in my own personal disbelief.
"I'm glad you have his support."
"That is really nice of him; but, he should know that I already knew about Sora; and as for being lonely, I think I'm covered." I smiled up at Axel, who smiled as I sent my responding text to Cloud, telling him that I too was busy for the night with my very own boyfriend; and that I had known about Sora and Riku for a couple hours.
"Now that that's' settled, where we were?" Axel asked when I set my phone back down on his nightstand.
"I think you were about to hold me." I guessed, telling him what I was dying for.
Axel placed me on my side and did the same with his own body, smashing our chests and everything else together.
"It's like all our memories are being aligned again." He pushed my hair out of my face as we stared deep into each other's eyes.
"It used to feel like a far off memory."
Axel held me tightly. "Yeah, but now, it's like all the pieces are lined up; yours, and mine."
Author's Note: AH! So technically that's the end of this story, and I will start posting the Zemyx part shortly. Before I do that, I am going to post a short 4 chapter Zemyx story (completely unrelated to this one) only because I still need to finish the Zemyx that serves as this 'sequel'. So yeah, look out for Love to Hate, starting tomorrow, a new Zemyx that is a bit more unrealistic and kind of far-fetched, but still has its cute and lemony moments. Zexion is a door-to-door salesman who visits Demyx's door and wakes up the next day to find out that his life is about to change dramatically.
Just wanted to thank all of my readers and especially my reviewers, you really do mean so super much ^_^
To 18plusforme: Of course you deserve credit! I get so busy and side-tracked, I often don't realize things unless people point it out lol. YAY! I cant wait to read it! I've been working on about 8 fanfictions now, and I just got inspiration to start a whole brand new one -_-. I swear I have TOO MUCH inspiration/ideas lol. Glad you liked the cleon, cause that's what this new one that I am going to start soon is going to be. Except, its going to have Cloud X Zack Fair first ;) oh yeah lol.
To boxthissideup: Hahaha, yeah, I would hate to have been Cloud, but I thought it would make a good scene, poor guy lol. I would also pay to see Cloud, especially to see Cloud X Leon lmao :D No, I feel absolutely awful that I totally forgot to comment on your review, again, I am super sorry! I use so many quotes, but most are from characters that not many people would know the quotes to, so I feel like they go unnoticed, but its still fun because at least I know, and I love reading stories with quotes from the game. I go to the international comic-con in San Diego California every year, and if you volunteer, you get in for free, so I am thinking of doing that ^_^. Also, I am going to try to go to Vancouver in a year, so if you're near there, who knows =)
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Love, Sarabellum