Hey guys another one shot requested from a friend of mine TrustInFaith, it is faberrittana.

Santana and Quinn don't want to come out, upsetting and hurting Brittany and Rachel, they go to a party Rachel gets ridiculously drunk and ends up sleeping with someone.

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Why do we have to hurt each other?

Brittany sighed as her girlfriend fought again, she didn't like it, they think she doesn't understand but she does, it hurts her more than anything that two of her girlfriend's deny them and keep them hidden like a dirty secret. Brittany frowns, right now as the fight goes on she can easily say she's in Rachel's corner, she also gets hurt by her girlfriends on a daily basis, she also has it worse in so many ways.

Rachel, Brittany, Santana and Quinn had been together for almost a year, they have exchanged I love you's and many other things, like Rachel's first time, yeah they made it special but it was over shadowed by the hurt and rejection she felt the next day from the girls at school. It wasn't fair, you would have thought that after all that and if Quinn and Santana loved them enough they would come out of their stupid closet, but no, what do they do? They hide their relationship, cover everything up and the worst part, that kills both Brittany and Rachel on the inside each time it happens, is that they go fair to hide their little secret that they actually bully Rachel.

Yep that's right they bully the girl they love, shouting abuse at her, calling her names, throwing slushies at her, turning the whole student body on her, you could see the hurt in the tiny diva's eyes every time it happened, Brittany wanted to scream all she wanted to do was help her girlfriend, but no, she wasn't allowed, she had to follow the other girls and ignore her tiny brunette girlfriend as if she meant nothing, when really to her she meant the world.

Brittany was snapped out of her thoughts as the yelling got louder.

'I thought you understood why we did this Rachel' Santana yelled.

'Oh yeah I understand alright, Brits does to, your ashamed, scared and you decide you can hurt me instead of giving up your popularity, cause that means more to you then we ever did.' Rachel replied, Brittany moved over to take her hand, trying to calm her a little.

'You know that's not true Rachel, we just aren't ready yet, god Rachel why do you have to be so selfish?' Quinn shouts.

'ME, selfish, have you to looked in a fucking mirror lately, huh, you hurt me and Brits every day, you chose to bully me instead embrace me at school, you hide anything to do with me, at least you three can actually act like friends, what do I get? Huh come on tell me!' Rachel said, her body shaking with anger, the other two girls looking a little shocked 'I get a fucking slushie to the face, I get fucking insults and abuse thrown my way, by the girls that claim to love me no less' Rachel shouts at them eyes locking with each girl.

'I bet you don't even love us do you huh? Come on tell us, are we just a good fuck to you? you get what you want, have your cake and fucking eat it to?' Rachel snarls, her two girlfriends actually take a step back. Rachel feels Brittany shaking and hears a whimper come from her.

Rachel looks over and places a comforting hand on her cheek, she leans up and places a gentle kiss on the taller girls lips.

'I love you all so much, but what your doing is tearing me apart, you're doing the same to Brittany, I can see it in her eyes every time I get slushied, she just wants to help me, to hold me and yet you pull her away and treat me like nothing.' Rachel tells them. She doesn't look at them she can't handle it, her hearts hurting to much as it is.

'What? What are you saying Rachel? Are you breaking up with us?' Quinn says her eyes looking over Rachel her heart braking at the thought of losing one of her girls.

'I'm saying, if that what it takes.' Rachel said. Finally turning to look at her other two girlfriends, Quinn's crying and sad where as Santana she looks to be shaking and angry, Rachel just waits for the dam to break.

Three.

Two.

One.

'God Rachel, you always think about yourself don't you, you have to have the solo's, you have to have the love, the girls, the respect, well we're scared, we can't handle what would happen if we came out not only as gay but all four of us dating, you've had the experience, we haven't, god your used to it, we aren't, you want us to suffer that then fine, we'll do it,' Santana snarls at her girlfriend, Rachel almost, almost, felt guilty but she held her head strong, Santana seeing this snarls. 'God your pathetic man-hands, you think we should give up our safety net just for you, yeah we love you, we've told you that, but I won't get ridiculed for no one.' Santana snaps, and as soon as she sees Rachel flinch away from her and Brittany move in a protective manner she snaps out of her anger and realises what she just said. She steps forward but stops.

'You know I expect that at school' Rachel says through tears 'Isn't that bad enough, I expect to be called horrible names by my girlfriend at school, but here, I shouldn't have to hear them, you're not meant to be like that, but you ruined it, and got I think you ruining my heart as well' Rachel says, she back towards the door. 'I'm going to Puck's part, I don't give two fucks if you come or not, but right now I can't look at you' then Rachel leaves, she doesn't look back and she doesn't see the regretful faces of her girlfriends.

Rachel drives home, getting changed and then going to the party where she hopes she can just escape from the pain she feels for just a little while.

Puck is the one to greet her happily, she smiles and waves and then walks to the kitchen to get a drink.

She downs two shots quickly and then starts drinking wine coolers and other random stuff she can find. Puck watches her worried, he tries to get the drinks from her at one point but she just snaps at him and he leaves her be, keeping an eye on her from a distance.

She starts to dance with some guys that are basically grinding up against her. Rachel just laughs and carries on dancing with them drunkenly.

Mike who had also been drinking, but not as bad as Rachel sees his friend, he shimmies over and dances with her, soon it's just them two, being a danced around, Tina hadn't wanted to go to this party so it was just Mike.

Rachel wraps her arms around his shoulders as Mike wraps his arms around her waist, they sway from side to side moving as one. Mikes drunken eyes scan over Rachel and he smiles, he hadn't really noticed before but 'Your beautiful Rachel' he says without much thinking, her eyes meeting his and she smiled dopily at him.

The all of a sudden their lips are fused together and they're stumbling drunkenly up into Puck's room, Puck having seen Rachel with Mike had moved his focus back to Lauren, but when he looked back to where they had been and they weren't there he panicked.

Quinn and Santana walked into the house then, followed closely by a still upset Brittany, Quinn and Santana smiled at Puck as if nothing was wrong, Brittany didn't even look up at him. He girls just drank for the night, they didn't even realise that Rachel was nowhere to be seen. Puck tries to tell them a couple of times but they don't properly listen to him.

The next morning Rachel wakes up, an arm slung over waist, it doesn't feel right, its heavy and big, the skin is rough and hairy, the body next to her was too hard, and there was something that shouldn't have been there as well. Rachel moved her head to the right and saw Mike there sleeping peacefully, Rachel gulped and tears sprang to her eyes as flashbacks of last night came into her mind.

She remembered Mike calling her beautiful, then they were kissing, then they were in Noah's room and on his bed, then clothes were off and everything felt so different, Rachel couldn't hold back the sob that escaped her throat. Mike stirred at the sound and he woke up to Rachel with her hand over her mouth, tears flowing from her eyes and the sheet not hiding what lay beneath.

Mike shifted so he had his arm back, Rachel sat up then and started looking for her clothes, She threw on her bra and top before breaking down, Mike had got his boxers on and moved to hug her.

'It will be okay Rachel, Tina and I know what you're going through remember, we will sit Tina down and explain what happened, you need to tell us what happened before the party to.'

Rachel cried harder and buried her head into Mike's chest. 'This is all my fault Mike, if I hadn't thrown myself at you and gotten so completely drunk'

Mike just let her sob and rubbed her back soothingly, he knew that it would take time, Rachel, Tina and Mike had grown close, they were best friends, Tina and Mike were the only people to know about the secret foursome, they know what Rachel gets put through, the hurt she feels and they hate it, Mike knows once they explain what happens Tina will be okay, yeah she'll be a little upset, that's understandable, but she will support Rachel, Mike knows something went on before the party, just because of how Rachel was acting last night.

After Rachel had stopped crying they got dressed in silence, they snuck past all the passed out people and then out and into Mike's car, they drove to his house where he called Tina for her to come over, so they could talk.

It was another hour before Tina turned up, it was filled with awkward and tense silence, Mike had tried to fix that, but it didn't really work, especially with the stress of what they were about to do over their heads.

Mike opened the door and let Tina in, taking her to the living room, as soon as Tina saw Rachel and the way she was acting she knew something was wrong, she sat down on the sofa across from the girl, she tried to smile reassuringly but she had a feeling she wasn't going to like what she was about to hear.

Rachel cleared her throat, getting the attention of the two Asians, they watch her and she begins to talk, she tells them about the fight before she went to the party and how her heart hurt so bad she felt like she's been stabbed several times, she could tell they weren't happy, their eyes displayed anger and sadness.

Rachel told them why she went to the party and got so drunk, she had just wanted to leave all those feelings behind, all the hurt and sadness, she felt like she couldn't handle anymore and so just drank until she could hardly feel anything. Her eyes flickered to Mike in the next bit. She explained how Mike had seen her dancing with two other lads, and had saved, they had danced together and then Mike had called her beautiful and she had finally felt like she was worth something, they had both been so drunk, so out of their minds, neither knew who had started it, and then they only remember waking up together in bed naked.

'I'm so sorry Tina, if I had been in my right mind and a little sober this would never of happened, I know you probably hate me, I hate myself, but I just, you deserved to know, I didn't want to hide it from you' Rachel said her head bowed as tears came through again.

Tina slid off of her sofa and knelt in front of Rachel. She wrapped an arm around her and rubbed her back.

'It's okay Rachel, I understand, it was all a huge mistake, you weren't in the right head space, you were definitely drunk and you just wanted to feel wanted, needed and worth something, Mike was obviously drunk to and if you had both been in the right mind you would have stopped, I'm not mad, a upset and hurt, but in time I will heal, I know you two would never want to hurt me on purpose.' Tina explained and Rachel nodded.

The tiny girl sighed, she knew what she had to do next, she had to face her girlfriends.

'Will you two come with me to tell the other three girls?' Rachel asked.

The two Asians shared a look before nodding they drove to Rachel's house where she got showered and changed, she phoned Brittany, knowing the other two would be there and arranged for them to come over two hours later.

Rachel spent those two hours pacing, she was trying to think of how to explain to them what happened, she knows her girls will be furious, most likely break up with her before she could really explain, but hopefully she would at least be able to explain to Brittany and selvage anything left of their relationship.

The three girls turned up, letting themselves into the house and going to the living room, all three came to an abrupt stop when they saw Tina and Mike flanking Rachel.

Santana was about to start ranting but Rachel broke through.

'Sit down Santana' She said firmly leaving no room for argument, Santana's eyes widened but she sat down followed by the rest of the girls.

'Why are they here, are we going to have a meeting about why we should stop bullying you?' Santana asked with HBIC in place. Rachel smiled bitterly and then shrugged.

'They know Santana' she says simply.

'What do you mean?' Santana asked staring at the girl.

'I mean they know what we are, they found me in the choir room one day sobbing my eyes out and I told them what happened' Rachel explained. 'They know everything' she continues and locks eyes with each girl, all looking shocked, some anger in two sets of eyes.

'That's not why I called you here though' Rachel explained and looked down to her hands then to Mike and Tina.

'Go on then Rachel tell us' Santana snapped, Quinn waited nervously, biting her lip as she looked at the tiny brunette in front of her. Brittany waited patiently, she watched Rachel's reactions to things, but she couldn't bring herself to look in the girls eyes.

Rachel cleared her throat and started. 'Last night we had that fight, some things were said, upsetting things, I left and went to the party, I drank, anything and everything that I could get my hands on, at some point I started dancing with two guys, Mike came to rescue me, we were both off our heads, he said something so me, we ended up kissing and then we went to Noah's room-' that's all she got out before Santana jumped up with wide eyes.

'You slept with him?' Santana asked, her eyes were on fire, Rachel looked up and nodded her head. Santana pulled her hand back as if she was going to slap the girl but then she dropped it, she growled 'You filthy slut, you slept with someone else's boyfriend?' she seethed, she looked at Tina.

'How can you just sit there, with them?' she asked

'She explained everything to me, I know she wasn't in the right head space and they were clearly very drunk, they didn't keep it from me, actually coming and telling me straight away, like Rachel did with you, they didn't keep it a secret, yes it hurts, yes I'm upset, but I know they would never intentionally hurt me, like some people, and that they will make it up to me' Tina says, everyone is shocked by how confident the girl sounds, the girl just shrugs and then looks to Rachel smiling at her reassuringly.

'We are through!' Santana shouts grabbing Quinn and Brittany up, Brittany snatched her arm out of Santana's grasp, Santana's head snaps to her in surprise.

'You can speak for yourself Santana, and maybe Quinn to, but never speak for me, I know how many times you have hurt Rachel, I understand how she's feeling, so don't come all high and mighty cause Rachel made a mistake, this is as much your fault as anyone else's, I'm here to hear the rest of Rachel's explanation, you leave, cause that's what you always do, and take your follower with you.' Brittany snaps, her speech loses the anger as she goes through and then she sits down and stares at Rachel, Quinn and Santana staring at her in shock, before they close their mouths and leave.

Rachel locks her eyes with Brittany and then look at Tina and Mike, she smiles a small smile at them.

'Thank you for coming guys' She says they nod, she sees them to the door after Brittany asks if they can speak privately, they say their goodbyes before Rachel quickly goes back to Brittany. She sits across from the tall blonde and takes a breath in. Brittany just waits for her to continue.

'After Santana had said that stuff to me, I felt so hurt Britt, so worthless and unwanted, for the first time I couldn't even feel an ounce of love from them, it hurt so much I felt like I could of died, I wanted to forget it, the pain, the fight, the feeling of never properly being love, I drank, I drank anything I could get from the kitchen, it may have been stupid but it helped, I danced with those two lads, I say danced I mean they grinded against me, Mike he rescued me, he called me beautiful and it made me feel a little less worthless, and a little more wanted, I don't know who kissed who, neither of us do, but we did sleep together, got I wish I hadn't, I wasn't in the right mind, I was drunk and in pain, I was vulnerable and it was such a huge mistake, I will regret i for the rest of my life, please Britt if there is anything I can do, so you won't leave me to I'll do it' Rachel explains, she's in tears halfway through but carriers on. She jumps when strong arms wrap around her.

'I'm not leaving you Rach, I understand that it was a mistake, I understand that you were in pain and I understand you were drunk, I know that you needed to feel wanted, I know that Mike did that and I know Santana and Quinn was the cause of all of this.' Brittany said and placed a firm kiss on her temple.

It was a few weeks later, everyone knew Rachel had slept with Mike, the rest of glee club all blamed her, glaring at her when she walked in, they all knew about Rachel and Brittany, Brittany wouldn't even look at Santana and Quinn, Tina and Mike were the only other two people supporting the girl.

Brittany walked into Rachel's bathroom the girl was looking off into the distance, sitting on the edge of the bathtub.

'Have you done it?'

Rachel looked to her girlfriend with glazed eyes, she nodded, Brittany smiled softly at her and sits down with her.

Rachel had been getting sick in the mornings, it was coming up to four weeks since the incident, everything was back on track with Mike and Tina and they were still best friends, Brittany hadn't left Rachel's side, even after they had come out together.

'Mike and Tina are going to be here in a minute, I told them to let themselves in' Rachel nodded again, Brittany practically lived with her now, she loved it, having her there all the time, cuddling, kissing doing whatever they wanted, the only thing they haven't done is have sex, Rachel doesn't want to rush it with Brittany and she doesn't feel ready for it again yet, she feels she still needs to gain the blondes trust.

There was a knock on the open bathroom door, they looked to see Mike stood there with Tina by his side, they smiled and took a seat on the toilet, Tina on Mikes lap. They sit in silence once more; it gets interrupted by a tiny beep a couple of minutes later. Rachel stands up followed by Brittany, the blonde grabs hold of one of her hands as the tiny girl picks up the stick lying on the sink, she looks it over and her lips tremble, she puts it back down and curls herself into Brittany.

'I'm pregnant' she says in a tear stained voice. The rest of the group look at her with tears in their eyes before they all join in the group hug.

From that day Mike, Tina and Brittany all basically live in Rachel's house, only returning home when needed.

They didn't know what they were going to do, but they knew they were a family now and they were all going to help Rachel. They were already starting to love the child growing inside the diva's stomach, they had bought mini outfits in natural colours, they had all obviously come to the decision the baby was staying with them.

The one day Rachel came into glee, everyone was there, she got scowls and insults thrown her way, she got sympathy from a couple. Brittany smile at the young girl as she walked to Mr Schue, they exchanged words, they watched as Mr Schue's facial expressions changed from shocked, sympathy a little bit of anger and then understanding. Then he nodded and walked with Rachel to the middle of the room.

Rachel cleared her throat, she got eye roles and confused looks. She looked at her tiny family, they all looked like they wanted to join her up there, she just shook her head and faced the rest of the group.

'All of you here, were meant to be my friends.' Rachel starts off 'we were meant to be a family and support each other no matter what, I made a huge mistake, I so deeply regret it, the guilt lingers everyday and yet I am so lucky for the support I get, because I honestly do not deserve it' there were grunts of agreement 'but none of you listened to my version if the story, you all listened to the rumours, you never asked what had actually happened, I didn't force anyone into anything, it takes two to tango, as everyone says, you all excepted Quinn again when it turned out to be Puck as the father of her child,' Rachel explains and looks around, there were nods, she continued 'That night, I was so upset, I was in pain, I had been hurt emotionally, my head was scrambled, the people who did they know who they are, I went to the party and drank, I got very, very, very drunk, I danced with two random guys, then Mike came over and helped me, he called me beautiful and for once I actually felt like I was worth something, like I was wanted, we don't know who started the kiss but we know we both continued it, and we know how we woke up, I'm working so hard to make it up to Tina and Brittany, and they have forgiven me, you guys, you continue you to judge like you're the lord himself, but you're not, you've all made mistake, Kurt and the makeover he gave me, the bullying Santana and Quinn put me through, every single one of you have regrets, but you all sit there and judge me like your innocent, I can't take it anymore, you were all meant to be there in my time of need, you just through me out in the cold, so earlier this week I made a decision,' Rachel looked at everyone, they looked, upset, ashamed, Quinn and Santana looked angry, she cleared her throat and continued 'I'm leaving New Directions' she raised her hand when people went to speak. 'I feel it's the best thing to do, I can't continue like this, it's too much stress and I can't handle it right now.' Rachel says, then nods, grabs her stuff and leaves the choir room in silence. The silence lasted a matter of minutes before it was broken.

'Oh yeah, of course she would runaway, get some sympathy for her, god she is so pathetic, talking about stress what's it gonna do make her pass out?'

'Actually it could harm the baby' Mike and Tina snapped in sync, everyone looked over shocked. The three members of Rachel's tiny family stood up and to the front. 'Oh yeah that's right, Rachel's pregnant, we all know, we were there when she got the test result, and we are helping and supporting her, Tina forgave us, we've moved on from all of this, it's you lot that have been dragging it out, can't you see what it's doing to her? She's had to give up something she loves because of all of you.' Mike snaps, then he looks at Quinn and Santana 'You know she wouldn't be in this mess if it weren't for you two, to scared to come out about the relationship you al head, well guess what I just did it for you, you call her pathetic and selfish have you looked in the mirror lately? She thought you loved her, she thought you wanted and cared for her, if you did you would have come out, been proud about your relationship, yeah I understand you were scared and it would have been hard but still, you covered up by bullying Rachel, that is not the way to go, you hurt her, caused her so much pain, she has come to T an I so many times sobbing her eyes out because of you she does this one thing, a huge mistake she was drunk, not in her right mind, we BOTH were, what's you excuse, oh wait I'm sorry you never needed one, if anyone is at fault here and to be blamed it's you two, Rachel's paid her price for her mistakes, you two, you haven't, not really,' Mike says and then without a word he leaves the room leaving stunned students in their seats and Tina and Brittany to follow him

Santana and Quinn let everything sink in, finally coming to their sense, finally realising their mistakes, they jump up and run out the door and to their car, getting in and speeding to Rachel's house.

They see the girl having an argument with a tearful Brittany, they scan the scene and see a bag packed and next to the diva's feet, Rachel pulls Brittany into a hug, they can see she's crying also. They jump out the car as Rachel grabs the bag and makes her way to her own, Brittany following her.

'What's going on?' Santana asks, drawing attention to her, Brittany face contorts into anger.

'This is your fault, you had to be mean, and now she's leaving, because of you' and then she goes back to Rachel.

'Leaving? What? Rachel?' Quinn stutters out.

'I can't handle it anymore, looking into your face and seeing the anger, I just, it's too bad' Rachel says putting her bag in the car. Santana grabs onto her.

'Rachel please, we're sorry for what we've said, what we've done, we'll make it up to you, we understand this was a mistake, just please don't leave us.' Santana exclaims.

Rachel stops and looks at the tearful girl's 'I loved you, I know Brittany loves me, but you, did you ever truly love me?' Rachel asks.

'God I loved you so much it hurt, I still love you, whenever I see your face my world brightens, whenever I hear you voice I get butterflies, whenever you smile or laugh my heart tugs and squeezes, whenever we hug and I smell you my knees go weak, whenever we kiss my head goes fuzzy and whenever we make love, my body it goes into overload with all the emotions, I can't control anything' Santana tells her, her eyes desperate and full of honesty.

Rachel looked to Quinn, her eyes were shining with unshed tears, she could see just in Quinn's eyes that she felt the same as the Latina. Brittany moves forward and wraps her arms around the fragile girl.

'We need you to stay, Mike and Tina need you here, I need you, we're going to raise this baby, all of us our tiny family, so please, just stay.' Brittany whimpers, Rachel slumps forward, tears falling her mind a blur. She pulls out of Brittany's arms, the girl whimpers again and tries to pull her back. Rachel grabs her bag out of the car and locks it, she looks up at the girls, relief shows on their faces Rachel walks to them and Brittany hugs her tight, the other two stood their awkward until Rachel signals for them to come into the hug as well.

Rachel laughs when Tina and Mike run out of the house to join the hug.

That's how the cochanfaberrittan family was born. They were themselves in school, and found no one would actually mess with them because of Mike and Santana crazy ass ninja fighting skills. The girls started to patch things up, slowly becoming the special foursome again, and the tiny family all got on great, they worked well together, Rachel rejoined New Directions after everything was sorted out, and soon friendships were built and stabilised

Rachel had a tiny girl with her eyes and her father's nose and caramel skins, the tiny family all live in Rachel's house and help raise the young girl.

Eva, chosen by Mike and Tina, Lilly, chosen by Rachel and Brittany, Berry-Chang.

The rest of New Directions soon found themselves wrapped around the tiny girl's finger as well as the girl's parents and family.

The end

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