"You're a bitch." Cher was right up in Bex's face, drunk out of her head, "Harry's mine… not yours!" Oh dear god.
"No, you don't underst-" Bex seemed terrified.
"I understand perfectly. You think you can just come in here with the rest of your shitty band who were put together cause youse were all so crap separately and steal Harry from me… well guess what - you can't!" She was screaming the whole house down, this party wasn't a fun one anymore. The funny thing was, Harry… "her" harry, wouldn't be here if he wasn't picked to be one of the boys in One Direction.
"Oi, leave her alone," Niall tried to calm the situation. Cher just glared at him.
"Who the fuck do you think you are you little, irish cunt?"
"Leave it Niall… It's not worth it," Bex sighed. I gestured for Bex to come over and stand with us lot, so she did. Aiden went over to calm Cher down, poor him, he was definitely going to have to be patient with her.

"Ignore her, she's pathetic," I gave her a quick hug before Niall quickly followed her over. "You alright babe?" he whispered to her and she quickly nodded. Something was definitely going on between them two!
"She clearly don't realize that the whole thing with Harry is fake." Gillian frowned.
"I knew this would be such a shitty idea," Katie muttered to herself, rolling her eyes.
"Why are people so horrible?" Gillian seemed genuinely upset, bless her.
"That's what drink does to people. Well, some people, like Cher" I laughed, trying to lighten the mood. Nope. Not working. The girls just stared at me as if to say "You're not making things any better, leave." Awkwaaaaaard. I went outside because I clearly wasn't wanted there.

I sat on the steps by myself, I could hear the music from the party blaring but it was so quiet outside… and cold… and dark. I wrapped my arms around my body to try and warm myself up. The house wasn't very private and during the day press would wait to try and snap pictures of us all. I didn't see why people were so interested in us, we weren't even famous. Well, I sort of understood why One Direction were papped so often and Aiden and Matt… they had huge female fan bases that demanded new photos all of the time. I heard footsteps from inside the house getting closer, someone was coming outside. "HELLOOOO!" Louis yelled and sat down next to me. I laughed at him, he was clearly a little bit tipsy. "Hi," I smiled at him.
"Vas happenin'?" He looked at me, grinning.
"Oh nothing, just sitting here," I laughed.
"Whats the matter?" he frowned and gave me a nudge.
"Ow!" I laughed, "Nothing, just needed air."
"Air you say? There's plenty of air inside. In fact, I think there is air everywhere as we need air to breathe. I'm pretty sure you didn't come outside from partying with the likes of me, who I must say is rather cool because you 'needed air'," he winked.
"I don't know, I felt sort of unwanted. That's all," I shrugged.
"Well you're not unwanted to me or the rest of the boys!" he beamed.
"Thanks Louis," I smiled.
"No problem… Come here!" He squeezed me really tightly and we both burst out laughing. "So, are you coming back in?" He grinned hopefully.
"Well, okay then… just for you." I rolled my eyes playfully. We both stood up trying to get in the door at the same time, awkward. "After you," he smiled. Wow.


"HELEN WAKE UP! WAKE UP WAKE UP WAAAAAAAAAAKE UP!" Katie was jumping up and down beside my bed.
"Oh fuck off," I groaned and rolled over so I wasn't facing her.
"No," she went to the other side to face me, grinning and holding up a newspaper with two people hugging on the front. "Look, its you!" What? I shot up immediately and looked at it closer. It was me and Louis from the other night outside the party with the headline "Louis and Helen – more than just friends?" Fucking paparazzi.
"Why didn't you tell me?" She frowned.
"Because its not true," I sighed. "You can't believe all this bullshit, you're so thick!" I laughed.
"HEY!" she hit my arm, "I'm not that thick," frowning, she sat at the end of my bed.
"Oh really?" I smiled angelically.
"No but really, everyone else thought youse were together too! Not just me."
"Well everyone else is wrong," I rolled my eyes.
"Awww, come on you must at least like him!" She grinned.

"No."

"Yes."

"No." I bit my lip.

"YES YOU DO!"
"No, shhhhhh"
"Helen loves Louis, Helen loves Louis," she was chanting so loudly.
"Oh my god, shut up." I frowned and lay back in my bed.
"Awwwwwww."
"Piss off."
"No! Its cute, you have to tell me what happened!"
"Nothing happened, oh my god." I sighed and sat back up.
"Clearly something did." She was grinning, bitch.
"We were just talking, honestly, nothing happened" I laughed, "Anyway, we all know you like Harry." She turned bright red. "No I don't!"
"Do."
"Okay, a little bit but you can't say anything to anyone, please?" Poor girl, everyone knew anyway. I nodded, there wasn't much I could do really, besides I didn't tell them… they could tell anyway.

It was so awkward when I walked in the living room, everyone was just staring at me, it was silent. "Look, before you all start asking – Louis and I are not "more than friends" okay?" Everyone started talking and doing whatever as normal, clearly the tension had gone. I sat down with Cher, who had recovered from the party and had apologized to Bex. "Wow, that was definitely some party the other night, eh?" She laughed.
"Yeah, some party," I shrugged.
"I'm really sorry for causing all that shit by the way, I didn't mean it."
"Nah, its alright. I wasn't really involved" I smiled.
"Hey, I hope you're alright you know. The press are so full of bullshit." Bless her, she was actually a nice person, I think things get to her sometimes and she just takes her anger out on people. I smiled and nodded, "Thanks."


"Again from the top girls!" Brian, the choreographer was making us work our butts off. This week we were doing Telephone and he was making sure our dance was perfect. "Please can we have a five minute break?" Gillian begged, totally worn out.
He smiled, "Go on then, but five minutes and five minutes only!"
We all went and sat against the mirrors and straight away I was on my phone.

"Omg Helen, you're with Louis? Ahhhh, lucky bitch xxx" Ayesha loves Louis and obviously had seen the stories.
"Nah its not true. Just friends you can still be his wife ;)xxx"
"Woo! Put a good word in for me :D love ya xxx"

"Its actually roasting in here," I looked at Gillian, worried because she looked quite ill, "Does anyone have anymore water? I feel a bit faint." We shook our heads, "Sorry!"
"Right girls! Back on your feet!" We got up immediately and got into our starting positions. "5, 6, 7, 8" We started the routine whilst singing at the same time, its harder than it looks! THUMP. We all stopped and saw Gillian lying on the floor.