Sebastian stood there, white faced, his eyes the size of saucers as he took in the scene before him.
"Grell?" Grell tried to hide his face under his hair but to no avail.
"Just go away!" He half sobbed, half screamed at the demon standing in his bathroom doorway.
"Why grell? Why do this?"
"Because of you"
"Me?"
"Yes, you. You break my heart Sebastian. I love you" Grell made sure to put as much emphasis as possible on those last three words.
Sebastian's face went through a series of expressions, finally settling on sadness.
"Grell". Sebastian walked into the small bathroom. Grell backed away, hitting the wall behind him.
"Sit". Sebastian commanded. Grell, having no strength left in him to argue, sat down on the closed toilet, blood still oozing from his deeper wounds. Sebastian pulled out from his pocket, gauze, medical tape, rubbing alcohol, and a small sheet of what looked like white fabric sticking to the paper. He knelt before Grell, took one of his legs in his hand. Sebastian proceeded to clean Grell's leg then he took some of the sticky white fabric and placed it in little strips across the deeper gashes, holding them closed. He then bandaged Grell's thigh. As he began working on Grell's other leg, he spoke:
"Grell" He repeated.
"I never thought I would hear you say those words. You always seem so flamboyant that I couldn't tell if you were playing with me or not. I never thought you had actual feelings for me". Sebastian finished bandaging Grell's other leg and started cleaning up his ribs. Grell hissed when the alcohol came in contact with his skin and shut his eyes tight in pain. He stayed like that while Sebastian first cleansed his gashes, and then applied the sticky fabric to almost all of his cuts-Grell made his deepest cuts on his ribs. Sebastian finished putting on and taping the gauze on Grell's ribs and paused for a minute to look at Grell's face, still contorted in pain. He took Grell's hand in his own and cleaned then dressed the cuts. When he was finished, Grell finally opened his eyes and looked down at Sebastian, still on his knees, holding Grell's one hand in both of his.
"Grell, I love you too". After what seemed like hours, Sebastian reached up and cupped Grell's face, now soaked with tears.
"I never wanted to hurt you yet here I am cleaning you up after you almost tried to take your life because of me. Promise me you will never to that again".
"If you're with me Sebby, I promise".
"Then it's settled".
They stayed like that for several minutes. Sebastian standing, holding Grell's hand and cupping his face while Grell remained seated on the toilet lid, looking up into Sebastian's eyes. Finally Grell spoke,
"Sebastian?"
"Yes Grell"
"Will you be mine?"
"I already am"
Grell pulled his hands from Sebastian's only to cup Sebastian's face and kiss him with as much passion and love as he could muster considering his current state. It was thrilling! To finally be kissing the man he loved sent his heart beating uncontrollably. Even more so when he felt Sebastian kiss him back with equal passion. Both men moaned into the kiss when they felt the others passion and only broke apart because of their serious need of air. Gently Sebastian scooped Grell up bridal style and carried him to his bedroom. Sebastian laid Grell on his bed and lay down next to him. Grell wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck and pulled him in for another scorching kiss. Grell tried to pull Sebastian on top of him but Sebastian pulled away.
"Aww Sebbs why not?" the reaper asked.
"Because you're seriously injured and need to rest"
" Fine. But once I'm healed Sebastian, there'll be no stopping me".
Sebastian gave him a reassuring look before giving him one last kiss and heading out the door.
Several months passed and each man went about his regular routine-trying their best to make time for the other-Grell went about reaping with only one questioning from Will and Sebastian managed to convince Ceil that someone merely tried to attack him and that's why he first appeared in Ceil's office with blood on his sleeves. Exactly six months after Grell's little "incident", the two men were in Grell's house, having dinner that Grell specially cooked himself-turned out he was quite a good cook. After dinner they moved to Grell's bedroom and lay side by side talking about recent events in each of their lives.
"Grell?" Sebastian suddenly looked, if possible, slightly nervous.
"This may be sudden but," Sebastian rolled off of Grell's bed and kneeled on the floor, facing Grell.
"Will you marry me?"
Grell practically threw himself off the bed, wincing in pain because he forgot about his wounds.
"Yes Sebastian! Yes!"
This time it was Grell who took Sebastian's face in his hands and kissed him for all he was worth. Finally Sebastian scooped Grell up yet again, laid him back on his bed, bade him goodnight and was gone. Grell was beside himself with happiness. After all this time Sebastian was finally his forever!
R&R if you want me to continue! Also, I would love ideas for the next chapter-which is going to be SMEXY YAOI SMUT!
