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AN- ok this is the 7th chapter! I know I said it would take me a while but I forgot I already wrote this chapter so yeah, my bad. Please, please review. Good or bad reviews, I take them all.

The movies went fine. Andre, was making jokes, Cat wasn't a spaz as much, Tori was herself, Beck was looking hot as usual and Robbie…well he's just Robbie. But surprisingly I had fun tonight. Now we're on our way back home. Beck is giving Tori and me a ride home. Trina had Tori's car because she was going out with her "boyfriend". I don't believe her but what do I know?

"So someone had fun tonight." Beck suddenly said. I turned to him. We were riding in his truck.

"And someone is going to have to shut up." I replied. I hate it when people point out pointless stuff. It annoys me almost as bad as when a person says "fustrated" instead of frustrated.

"Oh come on, it was…cute. The way you laughed like a little child. I missed that." He told me. I blushed slightly; completely forgetting Tori was sitting next to me. The only way I noticed she was here was when she coughed.

"Not to be rude or anything but I'm also here! And I don't want to hear all romance what not." She spoke up.

I felt myself sink deeper into my seat. Beck stayed silent although I did hear him chuckle. All this distraction made me almost forget about my…possible pregnancy. But as I said "almost" which means I'm still thinking about it in that back of my head. I mean, who could forget about this? Tomorrow a yes or no question will change my life. A simple, stupid and completely unnecessary question will change me. If it's yes…I'm screwed. If it's no…I'll spend the entire week thinking about what would have happened if I was. Either way, it's all about the answer. I'm so anxious right now. But there's another question I keep asking myself. Should I tell Tori? She did say I can trust her. I don't know though, what if she doesn't keep her mouth shut? Tori would be the type to spill if put under pressure. I should know, I mean look at what she did now. She told Beck where I was because he kept begging and asking. A-…

"Jade, we're here." Tori said pulling me out of my thoughts. I looked over to her; she was standing next to the door. I nodded and began to slide out but Beck caught my arm. When I turned to meet him, his lips were against mine. I didn't push away or anything. I just kissed back, enjoying his lips.

After a while I pulled away, breaking the kiss.

"I got to go now. I'll see you tomorrow t school." I told him. He nodded and I got out of the truck looking at Tori. She was already at the front door. I ran up to her.

"I see you're doing so much better." Tori whispered as we took off our shoes. I smiled.

"Yup. And…thanks. You know for helping me." I whispered back. She just smiled and hugged me. God her hugs are death like. She hugs so tight.

"'..Now." I choked out. She gasped and let me go.

"Sorry. Now let's go sleep. It's Monday tomorrow." We groan and head upstairs. I was hoping this night wouldn't end. If it didn't end, there'd be no tomorrow. And tomorrow is a day I am so not looking forward to. And to make things worse, it would be on a Monday. I hate Monday; it's always the first day of the week of school. Gah~ What ever. I'm just going to go to sleep now.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. ..

I stretch as I sit up. Rubbing my eyes open, I remember what I have to do. I do my usual routine but a bit faster. I showered, dressed, put on my makeup and gathered my school supplies. As I walk downstairs I see Tori eating breakfast.

"Oh hey, where are you going? I'm still eating!" Tori said.

"Um, I have to make a stop at my house first. So just go to school without me. I'll catch up later don't worry." I replied.

"No, no it's ok. I'm ready too. Come on I'll drive you. Trina can walk." She told me as she stood up walking towards the door. She grabbed her keys and her bag.

"Are you coming?" She asked. I nod. Crap. I can't take it with her at my house. I'll take to long. I sighed. I guess I'll take it at school then.

I followed her to her car. Minutes later we were at my house. I told her to stay in the car. I ran to my house and to my room. I grabbed the test, placing it in my bag. I ran back to the car.

"Ready?" She asked me, I nodded. We drove to school.

Everything was normal once again. I didn't see James at all, only my boyfriend and friends. I didn't really talk much, I just listened to Cat go on and on about her brother. I laughed slightly when Rex, Robbie's stupid puppet, made a comment saying how no one cares about Cat and her insane family. A bit cruel but funny. Beck wasn't really talking to me, he wasn't mad or anything, he was just busy talking to Andre. And Tori, she left us to go to the library. I stood around just commenting every now and then but I couldn't really focus. And when that bell rang my heart sank. This is it. I said goodbye to Beck and everyone else. I walked as slow as I could to the bathroom. While everyone was in homeroom, I would be alone in the bathroom. A good chance no one would be there when I took it.

I walked in making sure no one was there. I closed the door and put my bag on the sink. I took out the test. This is it. It's now…or never. Just wish I could choose never instead. I swallowed hard. I took the pregnancy stick out of the box.

Pee on the stick and in 3 minutes I will get my results. I felt my legs shaking as I went into a stall. I did what I had to do.

A minute later I flushed the toilet and stepped out. I held the test in my hand. I can't believe I'm going through this. I walked to the sink and washed my hands clean. Placing the stick on top of paper towels and placed it on the sink, I waited for the results. I paced around the bathroom. God how long is 3 minutes? I swear this is the longest 3 minutes of my life.

I took a deep breath and walked to the door, then back to the sink. Come on! I'm so damn anxious right now. I can't even breathe properly. My legs are shaking and I feel as if I'm about to fall. My stomach feels sick right now. It's probably because I'm either hungry, having skipped breakfast, or I'm just nervous.

I look at the sink. It's time.

I walked to the sink slowly. I picked up the stick and held it in my hand. I felt tears running down my cheek. Fuck! This can't be! I am pregnant. My legs got weak and I fell to my knees, holding the test firmly in my hand. No… I felt tears running down my face. I can't have this baby but I'm completely against abortion. I can't be a pregnant, I'm only fucking 16. And what about Beck? How will he react when I tell him…if I tell him? What will he do when I tell him that this runt might not even be his? It'll be over. Then and there, I would be alone. I can't be pregnant, maybe the test is wrong.

God how pathetic do I sound? Entering denial. This is reality, and reality is I'm pregnant. Nothing I can do now.

I whipped away my tears, smearing the mascara on my cheeks.

That's when I heard the door. I quickly stood up. So fast that I actually got dizzy.

"Jade?" I looked at the mirror. It was Cat.

"Jade? Are you ok?" She asked stepping closer to me. I took paper towels and cleaned my makeup off.

"What's wrong?" She persuaded me to speak. I only glared at her through the mirror. Then she looked at my hand. Her eyes widen with shock. Fuck. I had the positive sign on it.

"Y-you're pregnant…" Her voice faded. I gave her a death glare.

"Shut up. It's none of you're damn business!"

"Jade! I can't believe it."

"Leave me alone Cat." I said softly. I push past her and walked through the halls.

"Jade! No come back!" I hear her shout behind me. I didn't slow down. I only ignored her.

"Jade tell me or I'll go get Beck!" She threatens. That's one thing Cat knows about me. Every time she threatens to get Beck, I always end up telling Cat everything. But not this time, Cat can't keep a secret. She would tell everyone and Beck will defiantly be part of everyone!

I turn around and did something I wasn't proud of. I slapped her across the face. I watched as she collapsed and burst into tears. Crap. I'm so sorry Cat. I wanted to tell her but I found my mouth dry when I opened it.

I ran away like a coward. I could have apologized but I didn't. I left her crying.

"Jade! Jade wait up!" I heard another voice. I stopped to look who it was. I regretted it. It was Andre. Without caring I began to walk away. I felt his strong hand land on my arm, pulling me to him.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Why did you hit Cat?" He shouted at me. I don't know. I-I just did. Please leave me alone! I'm pregnant don't you know?

"Jade talk!" He yelled at me. I looked at him, tears threatened to fall. How can I tell him that I, Jade West, am pregnant? He would think I'm a whore. And if I tell him it's not Beck's…

"Jade talk now! Why did you hit Cat? What did she do to you?"

"André…I-I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hit her." I cried. I couldn't hold back anymore. I began to let the tears fall.

"Then why did you do it?" He asked sincerely. I tried whipping my tears away but they kept falling.

"She…she was g-going to tell B-Beck." I stuttered. He looked confused.

"Tell her what?"

"…T-that I was pregnant." I said softly. His eyes widen. And that's all that I saw before my anxiety began to kick in. My breaths got shorter, I fell to the ground but Andre catched me. He was shouting my name I think. His voice became distant and I couldn't breathe anymore. So I gently closed my eyes and let my self fall. Its all too overwhelming for me right now. I can't take this anymore.

And sudden memories of THAT night came rushing back. He pinned me to the ground, he kicked and punched me. He got his way with me. He took over me. He and his fuckin' hands got what the wanted. And he left me lying on the ground, blood, broken and bruised.

AN- Ok I'm done. In my opinion I think it wasn't all bad, just a few area's on the story that I need to work on. Especially the beginning of the chapters. Anyways Review please (:

Oh and sorry if there were errors I did not catch.