Disclaimer- I do not own Victorious
AN- And this is the 9th chapter. I tried not to screw this chapter up so read and review please…(:
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Jade's POV
'I wonder what would have happened, you know, if I told him about my pregnancy. Would he have gotten mad? Probably, though Andre said he'd understand. No one knows that for sure. Beck can be surprising. I love him but the question is, does he love me. Sure he says it, but words are words there is no telling when they're real or not. I mean two months ago I was freaking out about Beck leaving me for Tori. And now I have bigger things to worry about.'
"Jade?" A voice pulled me far from my thoughts. I looked over my shoulder to see Tori standing by my bedroom door.
"Oh Tori…" My voice faded. I need to tell her about…this. She'll figure it out anyways.
"My mom said we can order pizza, since it's just us two." Tori said. Her parents went on a cruise for their anniversary and Trina was camping on a school trip. I swallowed hard before turning to her.
"I need to tell you something." I spoke softly. She raised an eyebrow. I watched her as she entered my room and sat on my bed. I was at my desk, sitting on a chair when I felt a bit sick. I-I...
I ran to the bathroom as quick as possible. And out it went. I throw up.
I heard Tori's feet running toward the bathroom. I flushed the toilet and washed my mouth.
"Are you ok?" Tori said from the other side of the door.
"Are you sick or something?" She asked.
"No. its worse," I said opening the door, "I'm pregnant."
We stood in silent. Her face had grown pale. She must be in shock right now. The silence that fell upon us was very uncomfortable.
"A-and…it's not Beck's is it?" Was the first thing that came out of her mouth. I shook my head.
I breathed heavily.
"Did you take a test?" Her voice was still in a bit of shock, she had a blank expression upon her face.
"Yeah…" My voice cracked. I know what you're thinking, Tori. Are you disgusted by me?
"Have you told anyone yet?" All theses questions coming from her were a bit irritating.
"Andre and Cat know. But that's it. Tori you need to help me please! I'm so scared. I can't have a baby now. Not this way, not with James being the father!" I exclaimed.
I watched her swallow and take a few breaths in and out.
"Ok. I'll help you but you have to promise me something."
"Anything!"
"You're going to tell Beck." She said. I felt my heart skip a beat. Tell Beck? She's joking right?
"No…no…no!" I shouted. I am not.
"He's going to figure it out anyways!" She exclaimed. I looked down. That's what Andre said…
"Not now Tori…I can't. Maybe he won't notice if I get an a-"
"NO! Jade you are not doing that! Never, you understand me?" Tori shouted. She's right though, I wouldn't…no, couldn't go through an abortion.
"Fine…but I'll tell him later." I begged. She glared at me.
"Jade…tell him! Why will you not tell him?"
"B-because! He won't understand ok? He will leave me!" I yelled with tears in my eyes. Tori looked at me and shook her head.
"No, Jade. That's what you think but he won't ever leave you. Jade, Beck loves you. And I should know. I see the way he looks at you., The way he smiles at you…" Tori dazed off. Was she thinking about my boyfriend? I hit her on her arm. She snapped out of thoughts. I pushed past her and went into my room, shutting the door behind me. I heard her scream my name but I refused to open it.
'It's been half an hour of silence. What was Tori doing? Had she given up and retreated? Or is she-' Another knock on my door pulled me away from my thoughts.
"Go away Tor." I said laying on my bed.
"It's not Tori." I heard a rough voice say. It was Andre.
"Open the door Jade." I heard a squeaky voice call. It was Cat. I got up quickly and opened the door. There they stood. One, two and three. Andre, Cat and Tori.
"You don't believe me, so I told Andre and Cat about what you think. They both think you're crazy Jade." Tori explained pushing pass me. Cat and Andre did the same. When I turned around, they were all sitting on my bed, I groaned and grabbed my chair.
"Jade, I agree with Tori. You can't seriously think Beck will leave you?" Cat said I glared at her. She looked away from me. I sighed. I can't really get mad at her now, every time I do, I remember what I did to her. I hit her, I knocked her down.
"Jade, I told you the same thing. Beck loves and will always love you." Andre spoke up. I looked at all of them. Can they be right? Will Beck really understand me?
"What if you're wrong?" I asked. They are all sure of their choices but what if their wrong?
"I doubt we are wrong but if we are, then oh well. His lost. And we'll all be here to support you. I'll be the child uncle even." Andre said smiling about the uncle thing. I half smiled.
I can't believe something like this would bring us all together. I mean, I would have never talked to Andre if this hadn't happened. And I would have never felt so loved by Cat like I do right now. And Tori…I can't begin to explain her. She's helped me so much…so much that I'm ready. I'm ready to trust her more. And I'm going to tell Beck.
"Ok…You guys win. I'll tell Beck." I said, my voice had a bit of fear in it. I took a deep breath as Cat handed me her phone. I dialed Beck's number.
"Hello?" He said from the other line.
"Beck…it's jade."
"Oh hey babe."
"Um, can you come over? There's something I need to tell you." I said. I can't believe I'm doing this. Pleas ebe right, Tore, Andre and Cat.
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AN- Ok and I'm done. Please review!
