Disclaimer- I don't own Victorious

AN- ok I tried re-writing this but I think I failed. So I just went back to the original one and edited it by adding more details and stuff. And I don't know the color of Jade's eyes so I'm just going with blue. Though in some shots the look blue with a hint of green O.o and if I'm way off then I am color blind lol Also i am still on chapter 12 so in the mean time just read this one :)

Beck's POV

Standing outside, in front of the house with Jade in my arms, I felt the wind rush through my hair. Everyone decided to give us some space so they went inside. I looked down at Jade, her blue eyes were swollen. I felt so bad for her, first her rape and then her parents. How much can a person take? And I know Jade, she pretends to be strong but deep inside she's only calling for help. How could I have not seen it? I missed her cry for help this time. But it doesn't matter anymore. I'm here for her now. That's all that matters, right?'

"Beck, what's going to happen now? I can't have a baby. I am no where near ready to be a mother!" Jade cried, I focused my attention back on her. What am I suppose to say to her, when I don't even know?

"I…I'm not so sure. But I'll help you through this. If it does any help, I'll be the father of this baby…" I told her. A father? Am I even ready for this? I mean, I can barely keep my gold fish alive for a week. But it doesn't matter. Jade can't, no, won't go through this alone.

"Beck…" She called my name. She was speechless and I took that time to kiss her. Her soft lips pressed against mine, it felt real this time. Not like any other time where a kiss was just a kiss. This kiss meant something else, something that wasn't there before. And that was just so perfect.

"You know, I had such a fear of telling you. I actually thought you'd leave me."

"I know, I can't believe you'd ever think that." I said smiling at her. She gave me one of her special smiles that only I get to see. And I could have sworn the sun got a bit warmer.

"Come, lets go inside." She said dragging me behind her. This is just like old time, she says something and I follow. And I'm not complaining, having a girl demand me is...hot.

As we entered the house, I saw Tori and Andre in the kitchen talking, it's so obvious that they like each other, and Cat in the living room watching TV happily. I swear I have never seen Cat frown.

"Hey, look! It's Jade and Beck!" Cat cheered. Andre and Tori looked at us.

"Hey." I said as Cat jumped and gave us a hug.

"I missed you so much!" Cat said. I looked at her.

"Cat, we've been gone for ten minutes." I responded, there has got to be something wrong with her.

"I know but ten minutes is like forever!" She replied. I shook my head and felt Jade's hand slip through mine. I looked at her, she was walking towards the kitchen.

Cat was talking to me, though I can honestly say I was not paying attention. I think she was saying something about her brother again. I have never meant her brother nor do I want to.

"So then the pizza man left and I was left with no pizza." Cat pouted. Was she finally done talking?

"Good for you." Was all I could think of, she gave me a look that most girl give that said are-you-listening-to me? I smiled and that seemed to work. She skipped happily to the kitchen where the rest of the gang was.

"Actually, pizza sounds good right now." Andre said, apparently over hearing Cat's conversation.

"Yeah, why don't we go pick some up." I suggested. We all agreed.

"Beck, go with Andre to go get it." Jade demanded.

"Yes Ma'am" I said smiling at her. I know, most relationships would have the guy rule over the girls but we're not most couples. I followed Andre out the door and into his car.

Andre drove his car to the pizza place that was only 10 minutes from the house.

It was when we parked in the parking lot that I noticed a certain car. That same red convertible car that James owned was right there. And a sudden rush of anger came out of me when I saw him laughing with his friends. He was coming out of the pizza place. I glared at him. How can that bastard live with himself? He's nothing but a vermin. A weak, pathetic piece of shit.

"Man, don't do anything stupid." Andre warned me. I shot him a look.

"How can you say that? Andre you know what he did. And look at him, he's just disgusting."

"Think of Jade. She doesn't want anymore drama than what she already has." Andre fought back. I sighed angrily. We got out of the car. We walked calmly to the pizza place…I tried to resist myself from him. It was just so frustrating; I will never understand how he can live with himself.

"Hey Beck, how's your girlfriend, Jade? I heard she…" He laughed and then continued, "That she loves to party. If you know what I mean."

And that did it. That's all it took before my fist came into contact with his face. He fell to the floor but I didn't stop just yet. This is my turn now, to teach him how it feels to be weak, to be powerless.

I kicked him in the stomach repeatedly. I heard the yells of his friends but they didn't dare to touch me. Then James got up and through a punch at my face. I fell to the ground but got right up. I punch his face and this time I aimed for his nose. I saw blood began to drip. I smiled a bit before shoving him on to the floor. I began kicking him again….and again. I was just so angry. He raped Jade…he raped her…and I will never get over that. He took something away from her that she was not ready to give up.

"Beck stop!" Andre shouted at me. He pulled me. I looked at James. He laid there, bloody, broken and bruised. I laughed at him.

"Beck let's go!" Andre pulled me away and shoved me into the car.

"I told you not to do anything stupid!" He yelled at me. I laughed again, had I gone mad? Probably but that's what happens to me when someone hurts Jade. He got her pregnant, and that will never change.

"Andre, you heard what he said?" I yelled back. Andre gave out a small frustrated sigh.

"You could have killed him." Andre said. Oh come on KILL? No, he's exaggerating.

We stayed silent until I realized something funny.

"Hey, you forgot the pizza." I said with a smile of victory in my face. I looked at Andre, he only glared at me. I had gone mad haven't I? And I know he'll come after me. So I'll just be waiting for him.

I closed my eyes and ignored the throbbing pain that came from my cheek, it was where James punched me. I know Jade would murder me right now, but there's nothing I can do. If you were in my position, what would you do? It's just anger took over me, that's all. Plus, if he would have kept his mouth shut then I wouldn't have never beat the crap out of him. It was his fault for opening his big mouth.

I felt the car stop and I opened my eyes to see we where home. I got out of the car and walked slowly to the front door. Opening the door, I saw Jade's smile fade.

"What happened?" She exclaimed rushing to me, I'm sure she's referring to my cheek. Tori and Cat followed her. She grabbed me by the arm.

"He fought with James." Andre said behind me. I was left speechless. I was suppose to say that.

"So does that mean no pizza?" Cat asked. We all looked at her and she put on her innocent face. I love Cat as a sister but sometimes she can be so clueless.

"ANYWAYS, what the hell happened? As in why the hell did you fight when I wasn't there?" Jade hissed. Tori pushed her aside.

"You're both missing the point! Violence is never the answer! And as much as I love the idea of James getting beat up, I don't think that was the best way to settle things." Tori yelled.

"Yeah, Beck you could have just started a war between you two!" Andre snapped.

"No, you're all missing the point! I did what had to be done!" I shouted at them. We all became irritated and began yelling at each other. Ander, saying I was wrong, Cat about the pizza we didn't have and Jade and I about how what I did was right. Even though I know it wasn't…it just felt right to me.

"ENOUGH!" Tori shouted so loudly I think she popped my ear drum. We all looked at her.

"Look, like it or not Beck and Jade, we all know what he did was wrong. BUT what's done is done. Now can we all just shut up?" Tori said. We all looked at each other.

"ok, fine…I admit I may have gone a bit overboard." I announced.

"A bit? You left him all bloody on the floor!" Andre shouted. I looked down when I heard the girls gasp.

"Beck!" Tori exclaimed. I sighed, crap what did I do. But I'm sure I just scared him. I looked at Jade who looked pissed as hell.

"Next time you'll be there." I reassured her with a smile. She shook her head.

"No, it's just…what if what Andre said was right? What if you only started a bigger war? Beck I'm tired of drama. I have other things to worry about other than you and James."

"See, I told you man." Andre bragged. I shot him a look. Cat and Tori looked concerned.

"Look, I'm sorry. I'm just pissed ok!" I yelled at her. She glared at me.

"I'm sorry, Jade…" I begged for her forgiveness. She turned away from me.

"Jade, I screwed up! I'm sorry." I said.

"I don't care! I just don't want anymore fuckin' drama, please!" Jade cried. I looked down. Can I promise her that I did not start something with James?

Before anyone could talk the phone rang.

"I'll get it." Tori said walking to the phone in the kitchen. We all waited for her return.
"Um, Jade? It's for you." Tori told her. Jade made her way to the phone.

"Who is it?" Cat asked curiously.

"I'm not sure. It sounded like a-" Tori was cut off by Jade.

"You left me and now you want to come back? Well go ahead but I'm not going with you." I heard Jade say before hanging up the phone. Her face was drained. She was shaking with rage.

"Jade, who was that?" I asked worried.

"My dad…he's coming back. He wants to be a family. But I know that's bullshit. He wants my inheritance. I told him he can come back but I'm not leaving with him." Jade explained. I expected her to cry but it really looked like she hated him.

"Wait, what?" Cat asked.

"Cat, my dad left me and now he wants to come back for my money! What part of that don't you get?"

"I'm sorry! I didn't know!" Cat said. That's right, she didn't did she? I mean, Jade told me Cat knew about her rape. So does that mean she has no clue yet?

"It's ok to cry." Tori reassured Jade

"I'm not going to cry over my dad. I loath him…" She added quietly. I wrapped my arm around her. Its one tragic after another, isn't it? I just want this to be over, so in the end I can tell Jade it will be ok. So she will never have anything to worry about ever again.

AN- ok so I finished it. And screw it, if it came out wrong. I like it and I'm not fixing it