Chapter 8

Getting our lives back

BPOV

After Quil and I talked we went back upstairs to tell everyone our news. Charlie couldn't have been happier. She wasn't just excited that she got to be a part of the wedding, but couldn't believe she was going to be a big sister.

The ceremony was very short. Nothing fancy which we didn't need. All Quil and I needed, we had already had in front of us. A week and a half later we were heading home. Charlie was still really weak and her chances of infection were still there, but she as getting stronger everyday. I never thought I would see this day.

Of course this pregnancy was starting to take its toll on me. I wasn't sick with Charlie at all. I had a very easy pregnancy. I was tired all of the time, but this was awful. I was throwing up all the time, my boobs were so tender if Quil even rubbed up against them I was ready to kill him. Our active sex life was sort of dwindling. It is not that I didn't want to be with him, I was just always so nauseous. I knew Quil was frustrated and I felt awful. The last time we tried I almost threw up when I was going down on him. Talk about ruining the mood.

"Mmmm….baby that feels so good"

"Oh shit I am gonna puke" MOOD KILLER.

So the next few weeks it was basically the same. No sex and a grumpy Quil.

During the end of my first trimester the nauseousness stopped. I hadn't thrown up in three days. Thank goodness.

Paul knew the issues Quil and I were having and he volunteered to take Charlie the night we finished moving all of our stuff in my dad's house. I had planned on christening every room but Charlie's.

Paul came to get Charlie. Of course Jake had to tag along. Charlie couldn't be happier. Her crush on Jake has gotten worse. She told him the other day she was going to marry him and he expected her to take her out on a date next year cause she was going to be a big girl. A big girl at 6? Jake of course agreed to take her out for birthday. If Jake every actually decides to settle down I feel sorry for the girl. She is not going to have to get my approval but my daughter's as well.

They left and I felt kind of awkward being alone with Quil. I shouldn't feel awkward at all. The last few months had just been stressful. Nothing should be stressful. Our daughter's bone marrow transplant was a success and she was in remission. I chalked it up to nerves and got into the shower.

I could hear the bathroom door open and I hoped he was coming in to join me.

"Bells. Are you alright?"

"Yeah babe I am fine. The water is still warm. Why don't you come in"

"I never thought you would ask."

Quil undressed and stepped into the shower with me. His naked body sent mine into a frenzy. I think I was a little worried because I was also starting to show and I felt a little fat.

"You are so beautiful Bella. Even more so with our child growing inside of you."

"I know what I want inside of me" I said seductively.

"Well, well Mrs. Ateara. Aren't you the naughty little minx tonight."

"mmmmm"

Quil stepped closer to me and captured my lips as he pressed me against the shower wall. I could feel his cock against my stomach and I was wet immediately. I loved everything about Quil, but I would be lying if I said I didn't love his cock the most.

He placed his hands on each side of the wall beside my head and moved down to my neck.

"I missed this Bella. God you feel incredible"

"I know baby I am so sorry"

"Don't. I know the little guy was throwing you for a loop"

"Little guy huh?"

"Bells I don't really want to talk about the baby right now. I want to just make our bodies dance against each other. Let's go to the bedroom. The water is getting cold"

Before I could agree Quil was shutting off the water and started carrying me to our room. He placed me on the bed removing our towels. As he went to lay on top of me I rolled and he fell on to the bed.

"Bells?"

"Lay down. Let me show you how sorry I am for neglecting you for so long"

He didn't argue and laid on the bed with his cock sticking straight in the air just waiting to be sucked. My mouth was watering as I crawled towards him slowly.

"Bells you are killing me"

I reached his lips and kissed him with everything I had. We opened our mouths at the same time allowing our tongues to fight for dominance. I think he let me win but I didn't care. I traced my tongue down his neck to his sculptured chest and bit down on his nipple as he hissed from the contact. I moved down his chest towards his abs. His six pack was well defined and just seeing him shirtless half the time sent a twinge to my core. I traced each of his abs with my tongue as he placed his hands in my hair.

"Bella please"

"Patience my love. The good part is coming"

I moved down the remaining part of his stomach licking each side of his perfectly defined V leading to the place I wanted to be most. I could see the pre-cum glistening off the head of his cock and saw him twitch in anticipation. Finally I had made it to my destination.

I snaked my tongue out tasting the pre-cum on his tip and he gasped as I dipped my tongue in the slit on the tip of his delicious cock. God this was what heaven was. He tasted so incredible. I slowly took his head in my mouth and he groaned as I scratched my nails down his thighs.

"Oh Bella. Baby don't stop doing that"

I took more of him in my mouth with every stroke upwards and was rewarded with his groans and sheet grabbing. I knew I didn't want him to cum just yet. I wanted to feel him inside of me. I sucked on him a few more minutes and looked at him through hooded eyes as I moved back up his body and slid his cock inside my wet pussy almost screaming at the feel of him filling me completely.

Quil grabbed my waist and started pumping in to me.

"I won't hurt the baby will I?"

"Quil honey as huge as you are you don't have to worry about that. Please I need to feel you"

He started pumping incredibly faster as I started to reach my first climax.

"Baby I am gonna cum. Oh Quil"

I came hard and I don't know how he did it, but as soon as I came he lifted me off of him and slid down so that his face was in line with my dripping core. He began licking my clit as I was sitting on his face. Quil and I never did this before and I have to say it was better than anytime he had ever eaten me out. The sensation of him rubbing my nipples and sucking my clit in his mouth was enough to make me squirm. He placed his arm around my back and pressed his face further into my pussy.

"QUIL. OH FUCK QUIL RIGHT THERE"

He sucked my clit in his mouth holding me tight. I had no where to go when I started to cum. It was the hardest I had ever cum in my life and I was shaking from the orgasm he just gave me.

He pulled his mouth away from my pussy and turned us over pushing his cock into me without warning. His warm skin rubbing against my sensitive clit and his hard cock going inside of me was enough to make me cum again immediately.

"Bella you taste better now that you are pregnant. I love having you sit on my face. I had a perfect view of your amazing tits and your face as you were cumming. I thought I was going to cum myself when I saw how much pleasure I was giving you. Now baby hold on cause we are gonna have a bumpy ride"

He pulled out of me and turned me on all fours entering me hard from behind. I didn't even have time to register what was happening before I was screaming his name, cumming again for the fourth time that night.

Quil painfully dug his hands into my hips as he fucked me harder than he ever had. I guess three months without sex makes Quil want rougher sex. This was fine by me. I loved when he was rough.

"Oh Quil. Fuck me baby. Harder! Harder Quil. FUCK ME!"

He dug his fingers into my skin impossibly harder and slammed his cock into me. If he hadn't been holding on to me I would have catapulted into the headboard. He moved one had around my clit and started rubbing me sending me into my fifth orgasm.

"OH SHIT!" I screamed as I clenched against him causing him to have his own release, cumming hard and fast.

"FUCK BELLA! FUCK!" He shouted as he came.

We both collapsed on the bed and snuggled together. We slept for a few hours before waking up and proceeded to do exactly what I had wanted to. We christened every room but Charlie's and sex had never been better between us.

"I love you" we declared to each other as we both fell asleep snuggled tight together in bed. We had renewed our love tonight and I had never been more in love with him than I was right now.

Paul called giving us enough time to get dressed. Charlie barged into the house jumping into my arms.

"I missed you mommy"

"I missed you too angel"

She ran to Quil when he came downstairs and I started breakfast. I couldn't have asked for anything better than what I had in front of me. I loved my family.