Authors Note: Hmm my Beta is unavailable at the moment so here goes another chapter full of mistakes… sorry. And no reviews last chapter= tears. Im just kidding im enjoying this story and have every intention to continue writing it… enjoy :D If you enjoy this story at all I would recommend
Narcissa POV:
I haven't talked to my sisters in weeks. How could one deal with such quietness in ones life? I had lost both my sisters, only for the moment it seems, but ever since the "accident" we haven't spoken to one and other. The famous Black sisters couldn't even talk to each other without breaking out into a duel. Bellatrix is crazy, she honestly believes I hate her, AS IF! I love her so much, she has taught me so much and has ALWAYS been here for me. Then there is Dromeda, the blood traitor. I cant bear to speak with her, im ashamed to call her a sister, a relative even! I have shut myself out lately and I believe my friends have felt as if its their fault, it not I just need my sisters, they give me life. Its as if my heart is in three pieces , I hold one, Bella holds one, and Dromeda holds one, without the two of them my heart is more than half empty. Bella has been strange lately, she stays out late and is almost consonantly in a bad mood. The only people she talks to are Lucius, Rodolphus, Evan and Theodore, in other words the people who randomly curse people that they dislike. And they're all involved with the dark arts too. It is disgusting, Bella just goes along with it, like 'Oh Ahaha I just tortured someone woops' its horrible.
"Um Cissy we need to talk" Ari's voice pleaded
"Yeah Cissy, you've been strange lately and we want to know why" Rabby demanded, I loved his voice it made me feel high up in space, I could never be happier. I felt as if I belonged but mummy told me in her last letter its child love and it will never last. WHAT DOES SHE KNOW!
"Cissa you're my favorite cousin , so out of all of us I deserve to know why, I mean out of the Bff, the BF and the cousin who should you tell?" Reggie joked, he was never serious in that way he was just like Sirius. I loved my little cousin but I swore to Bella I wouldn't tell. Im just glad I didn't make a unbreakable.
"Hmm stop pressuring Cissy she will tell us sooner than later, or with some truth potion" Sev joked, but I felt like if Ari asked he would drug my pumpkin juice. I swear they should get together.
"Gosh I, I want to tell you but I just cant right now. I promised her I wouldn't say a word"
"So its Bella or Dromeda or Both" Reggie grinned "Thanks for telling us" UGH I hate him so much sometimes I see so much of Andromeda's kindness, Sirius's courage and Bellas one sided brain. I wish I had all those traits but one can only wish.
"Reggie I swear if you don't shut-"I began intensely, one of the traits Bella taught me.
"Oh Reggie you should NEVER upset princess Narcissa isn't that like a crime nowadays?" Bella grinned
"Oh hardy har har Bella" I rolled my eyes, I wasn't six anymore. " Am I forgiven?" I asked I really missed her all she did was spend time with Lucius, in her defense she thought I hated her.
"Hm I was never mad at you Cissy I wanted you to say sorry but then I noticed that's like in a foreign language to you" She grinned her trade mark grin, " Besides I just broke up with Lucius and um id rather not do this with your group of pals but later, anyway all the guys are shunning me out." she said sadly
"Oh Bella im so sorry… but what about Alecto and Annette?" I thought about it, recently I had noticed Bella being clingy to Luci and I wonder if she was trying to save their relationship?
"Oh yes but we decided were different form the rest of the girls and figure we could grace you pathetic losers with our company" She challenged
"Oi Bella dearest" Reggie yelled in mock surprise " what hurtful word coming from a single chick"
"REEGGIE I WILL KILL YOU!" she laughed " No but seriously we are cooler, and who might he be?" she stabbed a finger in Sevs direction.
"Im Severus Snape.. You may know my mums last name Prince" Sev said cautiously, there was a rather malicious rumor Bella was a you know who follower. But truly who would know better than her sister? NO ONE THAT'S WHO! Melin I really wish the rumors would stop.
Bellas Pov: The next day…
I really wish the stares would stop. They look at me as if at any moment I will jump and kill them. I- It was my job now yes but how- how can He ask me to do that? He wants me to kill my dad. He heard me talking to Rodolphus last night at the meeting saying how much I hate him. Now he believes I should kill those in my way. I don't believe its right though. I cant tell Cissy or Andromeda. He say I should also kill her. I couldn't do it, she may be a disgrace but she is still my sister. He said I had to prove myself, but ive killed 30 muggle 10 halfbloods and 3 blood traitors isn't that good enough? It weighed heavy on my heart. I have never been so confused, and such a wreck. Then I bumped into someone.
"Oi Bella dearest look where ya goin!" I knew that voice, Sirius
"Oi Siri watch out she may kill you!" Potter joked the money id pay to kill him. I wish to be the one who kills him, hell ill do it with a grin on my face.
"But really are you a Death Eater Bella?" Sirius asked me sadly, he looked as if he had lost some sleep over it. Of course I suppose made sense we had been oh very close when we were little. But things change don't they. As My Master said, "Love only hurts Bella, so why love at all?" he's taught me the brilliance of the Dark Arts. He's taught me life, he is the light of the Dark Arts.
"I don't know why I would tell you if I was Siri I mean aren't you joining The Order of The Pigeons?" I spat
"Easy Bella dearest, remember they aren't worth it" It was Rodolphus. He always hit on me, but now seeing that im single maybe- maybe its not so bad. I mean at least hes not shunning me out and it would kill Lucius if I went out with him.
"Your right Roddy they aren't worth a single moment of my time, goodbye blood traitors" I shooed them off Potter just stood there Siri followed his lead. What a loser cant even make his own decisions.
"And why should we leave, you want to snog Roddy" Potter sneered, oh I ought to Crucio him.
I fumed, sure Rod was good looking but- but you know what, sure that is what I want to do. I swear when I get back to the dorm I will pound my head against the wall until life makes sense. Or at least drink till it makes sense.
"Yes I mean he is pretty hot, you two should know I mean yall are gay lovers" I sneered back as I wrapped an arm around Rod.
"Ahaha aren't I lucky fellas" Rod laughed as he put an arm around my waist, then I noticed, I truly liked being in his arms. I felt safe, and he smelled delicious.
"Oh gross my cousin looks absolutely happy, that cant be right." Siri pretended to gag
"Oh I need to call the Daily Prophet, the front page HAPPY DEATH EATERS: IS IT POSSIBLE" Potter laughed. Oh he would pay, never mind being nice the whole reason the Dark Lord taught me the unforgivable's was to use them. I pointed my wand at Potter and whispered
"Crucio" I thought about what he said, I wanted him to hurt, he was a useless blood traitor. Who said I couldn't love.
"AHH AH AHHH AHHH AHHHHH PLEASE STOP" Potter cried, he continued. Sirius looked petrified and hurt. The same face he made when his mom told him to piss off.
"BELLA STOP YOUR GONNA KILL HIM!" He finally yelled. Rod just laughed as he held me to his chest.
"AH BELLA WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO SIRI" Andromeda shrieked, dear Salazar did everyone hand around the edge of the Forbidden Forest
"Bella why are you doing that?" Cissy asked, WHEN DID SHE COME BEHIND ME?
I dropped my spell, Potter panted then ran as fast as his legs could carry him.
"Oi what a great family reunion" I joked then I thought about Rod, oh what ever
"Why is Mr. Evil here" Andromeda stabbed a finger at Rod
"Well we are an item now right Roddy" I said sweetly, I figured it was the easiest way to explain me being in his arms.
"Mhm we were about to snog but then the Potters came here, we told them to leave then they didn't and Bella Crucio'd Mr. Potter" Rod grinned, he was perfect at making up stories, another thing I admired about him.
"You two are perfect for each other. Both Death Eaters, both evil and you both don't have hearts! Gee not everyday a match like this happens" Andromeda sneered
" Bella its time for quidditch practice but you and I don't have to go we could say "Family matter"" Rod grinned
"Hmm I don't feel like going tonight so lets please continue these 'family matter' then we can go snog" I grinned, I really did intend to snog him. I liked how he put up with this crap without crucioing my retarded family.
"Oh no Bella there's nothing left to say, you have chosen the Dark Arts, the dark side and Rodolphus over me. You hated Rodolphus and now your all up in his arms and looking happier than I've ever seen you. Why couldn't you make the effort to look half as happy around me as you are now" Andromeda cried, I looked at her un sure what to say. Then it hit me, say the truth.
"Andromeda, you have changed to. You have defied the family tradition and have fallen in love with a mudblood. Dromeda would have been happy for me if I told her I found happiness with Rod, your right I hated Rodolphus but I love Rod. So don't judge where there is no room to judge. My lord told me 'Why love when it hurts so much' and I take that to heart with you. You keep hurting our family. I no longer love you, no I loathe you. So get out of my sight before I kill you" I never even wavered as I had spoke, I had kept my cool and made her cry. Mission accomplished.
"Bella you used to be-" She started
"INCENDIO" I yelled and she was on fire. "AHAHA" I was exhilarated. Rod laughed with me. I had never been happier.
"AGUAMENTI" Sirius screamed, and put Andromeda out. Salazar, I had forgotten he was here.
"WHY DID YOU LIGHT ME ON FIRE" Andromeda screamed, Ahaha she was so cute when she looked angry
"Um because you called me Bella, only family and friends can call me that" I smirked "And to this, me and Rod bid you goodbye" I waved and Rod lead us to the Astronomy Tower.
"Well Miss Black were you trying to piss off your family when you said we were an item or did you mean it? And if so can we actually snog?" Rod asked in a husky voice.
"Oh don't you know me? I mean everything I say, and don't you forget it" I grinned, he was surprised at first but in less than a second he pulled me in his arms and our lips crashed together.