ksChapter 9
What Hurts The Most
BPOV
The last few weeks were amazing. I was feeling better. Quil and I were having sex more, which made everything better and Charlie was almost 100% better.
Tonight Paul and Jacob were taking Quil out for a post wedding guys night out. They didn't have a chance to throw him a bachelor party so they were going to celebrate tonight. Sam, Emily's husband and Jared were going as well. Pam and Daniel were gonna watch Charlie and Emily and I were going to have a girls night out. I couldn't drink of course but I could still have fun and go to the bar and be Emily's designated driver. Kim and Claire were going to come to. Kim was Jared's wife, another friend of Quil's that lived on the reservation and Claire had been seeing Paul for a few months.
I was excited. I loved my husband and my daughter, but I needed a girls' night. It had been so long since I had girlfriends. I hung out with these girls my whole life. When I moved away I didn't have time to have friends. I was working, going to school and raising my daughter. The girl time was needed.
"So babe where are you and the girls going tonight?"
"Not sure yet? What about you and the guys?"
"We are going to The Junkyard. You girls should come by if you can't find a decent place to hang."
"I am not going to ruin your evening Quil. This is a guys night out."
"Bella I could care less what it is. It is never a full night without my beautiful wife."
"I love hearing I am your wife."
"I do too. I love you Bells"
"I love you too babe. Now go have fun"
He kissed me as he walked out the door. We had heard the horn honk as we were talking so we knew the guys were here. I texted Jake as Quil was walking out the door.
Don't let him do anything he is going to regret - B
You know me better than that. I will make sure he is ok - J
Pam and Daniel came to get Charlie and I got ready to go get the girls. I felt huge already being in my second trimester, but Quil always told me how beautiful I looked.
I got to Emily's and couldn't believe how beautiful the girls looked. I was so excited I think the girls could feel the excitement rolling off of me. This was going to be one of the best nights of my life.
QPOV
I was excited about going out with the guys. I really hadn't seen them much since Bella came home. I missed Bella already and I had only been away from her thirty minutes.
We got to the bar and it was packed. There were people everywhere. It had been a few months since I had been out and then I was single Quil and was only interested in finding out where my next piece of ass was coming from. It was a little different being married Quil just out for a night with the guys.
It was as if someone had sent out a message that we were coming out. As soon as we walked up to the bartender we were surrounded by girls. I love my wife but some of these girls were hot. Then I saw her. Shit
"Quil?"
"Margo please you cause enough problems for me last time"
"Where's your wife. I heard you got married"
"I did and she is hanging out with the girls"
"And she left you all alone. How tragic"
"Is there something you want Margo?"
"You know there is"
"Besides that. Come on I'm married"
"I had to at least try. Let me buy you a drink, you know to show no hard feelings"
"Ok"
Margo bought me a drink and before I started to drink it I excused myself to go to the bathroom. I came back and my drink was there, the guys were there but Margo was no where to be found. Better off that way. I know that girl is bad news.
"Dude did you really just let Margo buy you a drink?"
"What harm is there in her buying me a drink?"
"Bella would say otherwise"
"Bella's not here. One drink is not gonna do any harm."
"You are brave dude. My sister is not a force to reckoned with."
After three drinks I was surprised at how drunk I was. I knew it had been a while since I drank, but I didn't consider myself a lightweight. Jake was talking to some blonde at the bar and Paul was chilling talking to a guy we knew from high school. I really didn't feel right. I shook it off as just not drinking lately and drank the drink that had suddenly appeared in front of me. I looked at the bartender and he nodded his head towards the end of the bar to Margo. Free alcohol is free alcohol right?
Paul and I decided to dance. I wasn't much of a dancer but I was feeling good. All of the sudden I saw Bella standing in front of me. Did she decide to come here with the girls? She looked hot. She started grinding on me and rubbing on my dick. Jake was looking at me kinda strange and Paul was glaring at me. What the heck was their problem. I could dance with my wife like that in public if I wanted to. My girl started kissing my neck and I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed her and shoved my tongue in her mouth. It was then that Paul came up behind me and pulled me off of Bella.
"What the fuck are you doing dude?"
"I should be asking you the same question. What the fuck asshole. You go out and have a few drinks and my sister doesn't matter anymore?"
"Paul are you high. Bella is right here"
"What? Bella isn't here."
"I was just kissing her."
"No asshole you were kissing Margo"
"What?"
"Paul that is not funny"
"I am not kidding"
I looked around and saw Margo standing in front of me smiling. Wiping her lips off.
"Margo what the fuck?"
"Come on Quil you were just as into it as I was"
"I was not"
"Baby you were enjoying yourself like the old days. You know you want me"
"You are a crazy bitch. I love my wife. What the hell did you do to me? You slipped something in my drink, didn't you?"
"Oh come on baby you know it was nothing. Just a little X. You needed to loosen up"
"Margo. Fuck!"
Jake came barging up to me. Punched me in the face and stormed out of the door. I guess I deserved that. I didn't want to lie to Bella, but I knew it was better to leave this unsaid.
"Jake!"
"Quil don't talk to me"
"Jake she drugged me"
"And?"
"You never should have let her buy you a drink to start with. Bella is gonna kill us""I don't think we should tell her. It is just gonna make things worse"
"I think that is a bad idea"
"Jake if you are my best friend you will do this for me please. Bella and I just got married. I will tell her. Just let things settle for a bit"
"I won't lie to her if she asks me"
"I understand. Paul?"
"Paul what?"
"Please let me tell her in my own time."
"It's your funeral"
We called a cab and started to make it back to our house. I would tell Bella soon. I just didn't want to ruin things right now.
BPOV
The girls and I were having a fun, but the bar was kind of lame. We decided to leave after a hour. Quil said if we wanted to that we could meet them at The Junkyard. I mentioned it to the girls and they agreed. Quil and I weren't old enough to go out when I lived here before so this should be interesting. Quil and I could barely keep our hands off each other. I knew he would be drinking and I didn't know what a drunk Quil would be like.
We walked into the bar and I immediately started looking for Quil. I saw Jake and Paul and started walking towards them. I stopped dead in my tracks. I couldn't believe what I was seeing.
Standing there in the middle of the dance floor was my husband and that whore Margo. They were grinding up against each other. Margo was rubbing up against his dick and he was doing nothing to stop her. She started kissing his neck and I thought I was gonna throw up. I wanted to go and pull her off of him, but I wanted to see what he was going to do. That is when my world came crashing down. Quil grabbed Margo and pulled her closer to him and shoved his tongue down his throat. That was all I needed to see.
Emily came up behind me and saw what I was seeing and she had this look of horror and pity on her face. She knew I saw them.
"Emily I need to get out of here"
"Ok honey go out to the car and I will get the girls. I haven't drank much I will drive us home."
I got out to the car and sat in the passenger seat and just cried. How could he do this to me after all we went through to get back together. I was sure he really loved me. I couldn't believe my brother and my best friend were just standing there watching him like nothing was happening.
The girls came out to the car and we left. We got to Emily's and she tried to convince me to stay but I just wanted to be in my own house. I wanted to be there when Quil got home. He was in for a rude awakening.
I got home and called Pam to check on Charlie and told Pam I would be there in the morning to get her. She asked if everything was ok and I told her that I was just tired. I thanked her and laid down on the couch. I wanted to make sure I heard Quil when he came in.
About an hour later I heard the door open and there were the three drunken idiots marching through the door.
"Hey Bells" Jake said as he walked into the living room
"Hi baby" Quil started to walk towards me.
"Don't Quil"
"Bells?"
"Do not come near me. Any of you."
"Bella. What's wrong?" Jake asked me. I just glared at him.
"Honey are you ok?"
"Do you care?"
"What the hell kind of question is that? You are my wife of course I care?"
"You know what. I am tired. It has been a long night and I am not up to doing this right now. Go home with Jake and Paul or something. I don't care where you go really, but you are not staying here."
"Bella?"
"Go Quil. Leave"
"Is this some pregnancy thing?"
"Are you fucking serious? You are going to blame me for this?"
"What else could it be?"
QPOV
"What else could it be?"
"Quil, the girls and I came to The Junkyard tonight." As soon as she said that my heart sank. Please tell me she is not talking about what I think she is talking about.
"Bella we were there all night. I didn't see you"
"Of course you didn't. You were too busy sucking face with that whore, Margo"
FUCK!
"Honey I can explain that?"
"Really? I can't wait to hear this. Are the two idiots standing with you going to back up your story too? I mean Jake really? How could you just let this happen. You are my best friend. Paul…of all people. You know what your dad went through with my mom"
"Bella this is different"
"No Paul. It isn't"
Bella was fuming. The stress couldn't be good for the baby.
"Bella honey sit down please. The stress is not good for the baby"
"Fuck you Quil. You don't get to worry about that anymore" What did that mean?
"So where is this great explanation that is going to make it all better?"
"She drugged me Bells"
"Wow that is all you have? She drugged you? You cheat on my with the girl that we had problems with once already and all you can say is she drugged you? That is classic."
"It's the truth Bella and I didn't cheat on you."
"What would you call it?"
"We kissed. I thought it was you" Shit that didn't come out the way I wanted it to.
"So let me get this straight Casanova. The bitch drugged you. You are rubbing all up against each other. She starts kissing your neck and you shoved your tongue down her throat, but you thought it was me the whole time? Wow! And Jake and Paul just what thought Margo was me too? We look nothing alike you idiot!"
I was not getting out of this unscathed.
"Bella she drugged me. I'm sorry. Come on honey you know me."
"You're right. I do. You are and always will be a man whore. I don't know why I thought I was different and that you could stay faithful to me."
"Bella, honey please. I am sorry."
"Were you going to tell me about this when you got home Quil?"
"No"
"Were you ever going to tell me?"
"I don't know"
Then Bella did something I never thought she would do. She punched me.
"Get out Quil! All of you get out! I don't know any of you."
"Bella"
"GET OUT!"
"Bells please we just got married"
"Yeah no shit. Glad your vows means so much to you"
"They do baby"
"Stop calling me that. You can come by tomorrow to see Charlie and then we can make arrangements where you can see her at your mother's"
"Bella…..what are you saying?"
"We're done. You, me, Jake, Paul. This is done. I don't want to have anything to do with any of you."
"Bella. Quil I fucking told you that you should tell her"
"Wow Quil. Jake told you to tell me and you still refused. Jake please. I can't do this. Just leave"
"Bella I am not leaving"
"Then I will call the cops Quil. I don't want you here. Go find your whore"
"Bella I'm sorry" I told her again as Paul and Jake dragged me out of the house.
"Here's a quarter baby. Tell it to someone who gives a rat's ass"
What have I done? How could Margo do this to me? That bitch just cost me my marriage.
"Nice going Quil. Now she hates all of us"
"She will be fine in the morning. This will all blow over and she will understand. This is not my fault. It's Margo's"
"Wow man you really are an idiot. My sister was right. Margo is a common whore. You can't blame this on her. You should have told her to fuck off when she came up to you at the bar. Did you really think that stupid bitch would not try anything to get you back in her bed?"
"I don't know Paul. Let's go to my parents' house. I will come back in the morning to talk to her."
We got to my parents' house and my mom was still up watching tv. I had started to cry on the way over here realizing what just happened. It didn't help that I was sobering up either.
"Quil? What's wrong? Is Bella ok? Are you drunk?"
"No and Yes"
"Bella is not ok? Where is she?"
"Home. She kicked me out"
"WHY?"
"She came to the bar and saw me kissing Margo. Margo drugged me and I thought it was Bella"
"You expected her to believe that. Quil I never thought I would say this to you, but you are not staying here. Go to Jake's or Paul's. I can't even look at you right now"
"Mom"
"Go son before I say something I regret. Charlie doesn't need to see this. She is still recovering."
"Fine. Take her side"
"I will. Goodnight son"
I left my mom's stunned that she kicked me out of her house too. I had to figure out a way to make this right. I couldn't lose Bella. She was my whole life. So I did the only thing I could think of. I called the hospital to talk to Dr. Cullen. I asked him if X would show up in a blood test and he said most definitely. So I was off to the hospital to let him draw my blood so I could prove to Bella I was drugged. Then I called Margo.
"Hello"
"Hey Margo"
"Quil?"
"Yeah its me"
"What's up baby?"
"You know where my house is right?"
"Sure"
"Meet me there tomorrow at 10am"
"Ok….why?"
"We need to talk about some stuff"
Dr. Cullen did a urinalysis and said the drug would show up in my urine also and it would be quicker than a blood test. Bella knew I didn't do drugs so I agreed to that, but also had him do a blood test. Then I called my lifeline.
"Hello?"
"Bella"
"Quil I don't want to talk to you"
"Bella I am so sorry. I love you. Please come to my mom's tomorrow at 10am. I want to work this out."
"Quil there is nothing to work out. I will be there tomorrow to pick up Charlie. We can talk about visiting times then, but I do not want to talk about anything else."
"Whatever you want to do baby. I love you so much.""Don't say that Quil. Don't say things you don't mean"
"You think I don't love you? Bella you are my life"
"You have a weird way of showing it"
"I do love you. You, Charlie, and the baby mean the world to me. Let me make this right"
"I don't see how you can. It is not like it was hearsay Quil. I saw it with my own eyes."
"I know. I know how bad this is, but I know you love me. No matter how much you are trying not to right now. I know you love me baby. I will make this right. Goodnight my Bella. I will see you tomorrow."
I walked into Jake's house and fell asleep on the couch. Tomorrow was going to suck, but I had to figure out something. I stood to lose everything.